...i know by SPICE

she's silent..serene...sleeping like a queen,
i watch her lying there, intent and keen,
still resembling the beauty when she was nineteen,
curves flowing gracefully in her silky green.

in her sleep,in her own mystic world..buoyant
enchanted in her fantasies..curving a smile upon her lips
panting in rhythmic motion..caressing the air into her lungs
and i cant help my heart express in writing, in tongue

used to be my lover...now my friend, my mate
used to behold her beautiful...now she's angelic, in trait
used to adore her sparkle...she still shines my evening  light

as i lie next to her..my arm around her,feel of soft skin
as i watch her sleep..as she cuddles into my hold, my nerves spin
the feel of my fingers on her lips..she lets out an innocent grin
did i her reach to her in her dreams, did she see me in her dreams?

she's peaceful, and that gives me joy
she's happy, that warms my heart
she's beautiful, that makes me appreciate her
she's in love, that gives me reason feel alive
she's lying next to me....i know it's going to be a good night.

spice.scripts2010

Is it by SPICE

Kissing you...i'm missing you
touching you...and tickling you too
holding you...cuddling you close to me
where it was just the two of us

your tender lips on mine
sparkle in your eyes that shines
it's been a while we shared such a time
whenever i'm with you it all feels fine

can't believe we're here again
cuddling, smiling, trying to forget the pain..
Sorry in you i left a permanent stain
your love was pure..and i took it for a game

no amount of apologies can merit your hurt,
had my chance,my time, to love you right
but i was too selfish and blind to see it
will i be able to make it, tonight.

Spice.scripts2010

my loss by SPICE

once a settler of your heart
once a peddler of your hurt

once the source of your happiness
once the scorch of your sadness

did my best to push you away
hid my taste to spit you away

deep inside of me, i needed you
your love..that's all i needed
only your love can make me whole.

my life I've lived gray in denial
my lies I've told to stay in survival
my eyes I've closed to shy away in a spiral

shy away from what i need most
stay away from the person who loves me most
preying on passing pleasures molded in lust
spraying time and emotions that wont last

all is over now...here i am
deep in my thoughts searching, for calm
all is over now...here i come
deep in my soul...i've brewed a storm

i dont deserve your love,
i should've let go of all i have,
to have you with me in my life,

i've been a fool,
i've been so cruel,
used you as a tool,
i'm paying for all that in full.

what will it take...to feel real love again.

spice.scripts 2010

only you by SPICE

when was the last time,
you said you love me.
i could part with my last dime,
just to hear it one more time.

am i asking for too much,
my thoughts had to hatch,
it's been all i do of late,
till i hear you say it...i'll wait.

then you finally say it,
wow! i so felt it
do that more often,
i'm much happier when you do it.

i love you too
i love you boo
i love no two
I LOVE ONLY YOU!!

signed; lyricist
spice.scripts2010

save me by SPICE

i'm breaking down inside,
i'm melting down under the pain,
like sand in the wind...my hope is trickling away,
feeling dejected and rejected,
nothing left to feel good about,
fill me up...i'm empty.

Where did we lose 'us'?
sucking the life out of each other,
i'm down to my last cup,
desperately holding on to us,
take a close look at me,
look beyond the tears i cry,
listen beyond the sound of my cries at night,
feel beyond your heart,
that's where i lie...
broken,beaten,tortured..save me.

Until you know how it feels,
loving someone more than you love yourself,
until you sacrifice your happiness,
just to show love for another unconditionally,
until you hurt when you don't get that love back,
when you don't perceive it coming from me,
...that is where i am,
it's how i feel,
thats where i am,
till i hear you calling out for me,
till you come looking for me,
just the way i picture it...in my dreams.

spice.scripts2010

believe again by SPICE

Till I lie breathless by your side,
I will love you only.
I wish I could give the world to you,
The awesomeness of the mountains,
The beauty of flower gardens,
The depth of my love as deep as the oceans,
The serenity as gentle of rivers downstream,
The excitement of waves and raging water falls,
The expanse of the skies is what you are to me.
I pick each star as a reason to why I love you,
Let my love light up the night sky for you,
You give the sun reason to rise each morning,
My heart to glow and for my smile to reflect..,
Each moment you’re away from me,
Is each moment I’m away from me
My angel, cover me under your wings of love
Shine thine glory to this lonely heart,
Wake me from this nightmare,
And bring back the joys of love to me.

Spice.scripts2010

harboured me by SPICE

not that i knew how
not that you know how
a shot through the heart
a spot that i got hurt..

note that you came
came to claim my shame
fate brought you to me
to me, my heart to heal

my angel you are
my guide like the north star
though you are far
you, have healed my scar

love eluded my being
had nowhere to begin
had no one i was seeing
love brought me you, my queen.

i'll soon embrace you, with the same love
same affection, ..you'll have enough
my heart beats for you...no bluff
a kinda love, that you'll be proud of.
i love you

signed: lyricist
spice.scripts 2010

spring back... [rebound love] | spice

thought losing you would destroy me
thought letting you go would consume me
thought you were that one to complete me
....i was right
i'm utterly ruined without you in my life
i'm recurrently consumed by lies all my life
i'm imperfect without a girl like you in my life

didn't i love you enough,
or is love never enough?

i didn't want to be a shoulder you only cry on,
my shoulder was for you to also hold on.
you let go and went back to him,
you apologized and left me for him.
he made you shed your tears enough times,
you made him feed off your fears enough times.

me and you,
those days now feel like a mistake..
a bitter pill i can't take,
wish you knew how it all feels like,
it felt real, never crossed me to be fake..
being a spring back for you is a torturing heartache,
that, i have to live with....

spice.scripts2010

love me till eternity!!! / tiara ft. spice

U entered my life and changed it for good.
my every feeling for u is true.
No other place i'd rather be...
than be in your arms...
for that love and comfort that i find with YOU.

While others wear deceiving masks...
its only your sweet face that i see.
if i was only yours and u were mine..
so i pray to thee.

Torture to me...
is what this distance is like.
So be it to the lord is say...
'but keep me for her
in another life!!
If so shall I die today!!

U r what i want and desire..
but not always happens what we wish for...
blinded by your love...i even
dont take time to see...if i deserve u or not!!

If i only had the choice to be with you...
i'd pleased to ask ...
for all the love u could give me...
and if that love was to be grow bigger for me everyday...
We shall live for eternity!!!!

phoenix love | spice

can't lie to myself that you're lonely,
just cause we're together no more,
you're beautiful in everyway,pretty and lovely,
the world of love is big for you to explore.

men as bees hover around you as honey,
offering you love at heart, and in money,
i bet your life is all rossy and sunny,
you'll be offending the heavens for you to be lonely.

in your new busy world, do i still exist?
do you think of me...even if your thoughts insist?
my pen in hand, i'm seated here on this seat..,
writing a poem about you..in me you exist.

why, why did you abandon us in an instance?
you just had to have a little patience..,
was it cause my love didn't seem deep enough?
or my pocket indeed wasn't deep enough?

i can't lie to myself that you miss me,
but i can be sure that, not only do i miss you..,
i still love you.

this love i feel for you, will bring you back.

spice.scripts2010

waiting for you | spice

thought my tears would make you stay,
you turned your back on me and left anyway.
these tears that i shed you see..
all the mean words that you said to me..
and the lies that you fed to me,

i let it all go
cause now i can show
how much i need you so

my feelings haven't changed
i just feel a little short-changed
if this makes you see
that i still love you,
and i want you to be with me..,
then i hope you'll love me too.

spice.scripts2010

missing you / spice

i think of you tonight,
you're the reason i write,
you're the reason for my delight,
as my thoughts bring you in sight.

distant love growing near,
instant sparks you ignite dear,
brilliant display of a lighted chandelier,
reminiscent of my love so sincere.

my inspiration, i fetch from your pool,
my admiration, in my heart you rule,
my seduction, i drink desire from your pool,
my addiction, i am a junky of your love capsule.

baby, though you're away from me
i thought maybe, you should know this from me
see lately, nothing else around moves me,
plant this love tree, come grow and age with me.

i'm happy with you, i'm happy like this
i feel brand new, i feel my inner peace
as the skies stay blue, you're the one thing i miss
our love stays true, and forever it foresees.


signed: lyricist

spice.scripts2010

never was, now is > spice

i get lost in my own world
shut out all else, alone
say nothing, think of everything
listen to my thoughts
at times they speak,
at times they're silent,
just like i am, silent.

is this how love wants it,
how long will we be silent,
when is this ending,
our love is still pending,
pride has encroached us,
this tide will drown us..,
silence lives among the dead,
has our love died?

breathe life into this heart,
hearken unto my soul's plight,
dreams haunt me in the night,
memories of the pain i caused you,
i bleed from regrett, i'm sorry..

forgive me if you might,
surpress the hatred...,the hurt,
free me..free you...free us.

deserving nothing from you,
i never did deserve anything,
if i never realised i needed you,
this moment you hold my life,
if this slightly sounds as to be untrue,
this is what i deserve out of life.

here i am.., alone, broken
here we are..,forgone, forsaken
hear my plea.., awaken
i killed us, but i'm still dying,
in this wilderness..i created.

spice.scripts2010(c)

feeling real | spice

this is me, this' how i feel,
this' for you to see, this is real
feeling the reality. reality feels like this,
you, me and this...this is what we have.

you're far from my thirsting sight,
but bound in my fighting heart..,
in my mind you flourish, the reality i see..
my thoughts you nourish, the intensity you free.

fondness grows with every passing second,
when will i be able to hold your hand?
i see you in all i exist in, feel you in my veins
every little thing pleasant is you,
every feeling of fantasy you make it true.

heir of my heart, queen of my being..,
i've offered you my all..all that is me..,
back when i took the fall, assuredly you held me..
..now this is me, and this' how i feel..

..this is for you to see, this is real
feeling the reality..
reality feels like this,
you, me and love...this is what we have.

signed lyricist
spice.scripts2010©

defiled statutes | spice

scared of the arms that nurtured me,raised me,
scared they'll strangle me, let go of me..
not a wrap,a fold of embracing me..

once her glorious son,
now reflecting consequences of his inglorious fun..
the world opens it's doors...like it always has.
to take me in,
i walk in...and eat from the same table..
feeling like garbage,

i find solace in the open cold streets,
a beast living among beasts..

mama taught me to live righteously,
taught me no one will make these choices for me,
im now lost..deluded...blinded...
living in regrett,

destiny...
how twas meant to be,
last shot at life...disgraceful..pitiful...
away from mama..

no longer aworthy child of my mother...
now reborn in the world...that's where i belong.

spice.reflections2010

aged tears > spice

mama why are you crying
son your brother is dying
mama please we should keep praying
nothing more we can do, let's keep trying

mama, i hate seeing you like this
it's never been the same since papa laid in eternal peace,
we've been living like mice eating rotten cheese,
some day we'll find hapinness, God will hand us the keys.

life has it's claws on us, this is our share,
better days are across the plains, only faith will take us there,
i'm not turning my back on us, even when i'll grow gray hair,
you and him are all that i have...and only prayer.

your eldest son is stressed, my big brother,
dad's passing has been hard on him..we should bother,
his life is ours, let's not give up..please mother!
and there's something else mom..i'll soon be a father...
...,the girl i've been seeing is pregnant.

spice.reflections2010

harboured me > spice

not that i knew how
not that you know how
a shot through the heart
a spot that i got hurt..

note that you came
came to claim my shame
fate brought you to me
to me, my heart to heal

my angel you are
my guide like the north star
though you are far
you, have healed my scar

love eluded my being
had nowhere to begin
had no one i was seeing
love brought me you, my queen.

i'll soon embrace you, with the same love
same affection, ..you'll have enough
my heart beats for you...no bluff
a kinda love, that you'll be proud of.
i love you

signed: lyricist

spice.scripts 2010

...i miss you > spice

cool morning breeze across my face,
thoughts breezing across my mind in a race,
you and i existing in our own space,
you're far away,wishing that wasn't the case.
sometimes it gets so lonely,
cause my heart and mind can't seem to agree,
close to my heart, my eyes don't see..
...your smile, your face...my mind is in plea.
when are you coming to me,
i start my mornings tihnking of thee,
it's hard at times, thinking when it'll be,
that you're going to be here with me.
my thoughts on this paper, you they emit...
they create your image on it,
in my mind you solely exist.
i miss you so bad.., that i admit.
know that my thoughts are with you,
it's like every song i hear it's about you,
you live in me through and through,
my life right now is all about you...
i miss you.

signed:lyricist

spice.scripts2010

in my silence[i search for serenity] > spice

from a bee comes honey,
and it stings too..funny.
it's all been a lie, your words
so you say...it hurts.
you gave me the highest of moments,
the greatest of feelings,
you made me almost believe in love again,
i was ready to give up all for you...you to gain
you built emotions in me,real..couldn't feign.
sorry that i felt it more than you did,
but it happens...yours you hid.
sometimes the things we need to say,we don't.
things we need to do, we do not...we just don't.
truth is i love you, without effort,
once my source of comfort,
now you're like a bed of thorns,
a shoulder sprayed with pepper,
an oasis that is always a mirage,
how did we get here so fast,
is that how weak our bond was,
i don't want that to be our truth.
or believe it to be..no it can't.
it's a time like this that i don't know what to do,
what to say, what to write...
in your silence you know what you thinking,
in my silence i wonder where i'm headed,
i can't force this,
so i lay back...and let what brought us here,
take us to the next point..
in my silence...i'm thinking of you,
in my silence...i'm almost cutting loose,
i'm not hurting, i'm not crying
just lost in my thoughts
in my own world..
where peace is what matters most to me,
my peace of mind.

spice.reflections 2010

at it again > spice

love is at it again!
or is it love?
mis-trust is at it again!
that could be it.
but the joke isn't on me
no it's not.
or is it?
it don't hurt
atleast not like it used to..
my heart's been all along broken
yeah that's definitely it.

i would really want to say i'm sorry
but with my heart, it's all a different story
cause i'm not
i need love...just like you need it

show me what i need to see
tell me what i need to hear
cause my heart speaks for me
it's all i listen to...

love is playing tricks on me
not this time...
i won't be put under..
i got the ace.


spice.scripts 2010

If Your Walls Could Speak
If your walls could speak,
Would they talk about us
And the things that we’ve done,
As silent they stood witness?

Would they tell of how i anxiously turned you to face them,
Impatiently shoving you against them,
As soon as you stepped through my door…
my left hand holding your neck firmly,
The right dropping your defenses to your ankles,
Fingers exploring realms,
Soaking in delight?

Would they express how i made you squirm,
And burn with an uncontrollable desire;
How you moaned for me to go deep inside,
your swelling lips begging to be hushed?

Would they disclose how i forced you to the floor,
Down on all fours,
While you whimpered and writhed,
Like a dog, begging for more?

And tell how you pleaded with me,
To drive in from behind,
As they watched without a sound,
Us imitating two animals in a mating ritual?

Would they voice how i raised you from the ground,
Thighs straddling my waist,
As i slipped inside,
legs wrapped around,
For a ride to my bedroom,
Leaving them to wonder what came next?

if only your walls could speak, they would tell..
how sparks flew that night.

spice.adaptations



a story about the baby diamond....

"...i stared into her beautiful sparkly eyes..
ou eyes in silent conversation...
i brushed her hair out of her face, and back to her ear...
..and as i slid my palm down her soft slender cheeks,
she held it...and presses it agaisnt her cheek...
..i leaned towards her,
i could see her heart beat fast,
her beautiful eyes gave her away,
she leaned towards me..,
and when our eyes closed..., ..our lips met!
twas silky ..smooth, soft...warm..sensousand passionate,
it hit our whole bodies like a charge rush
we both felt our emotions at once,
indescribable
as we pulled away, she looked into my eyes
...i'm all shy...
then i look into hers..
..she's all shy..
we smiled..realising that,..
..that was our first kiss...and it wasn't going to be our last..."



spice.archives2009

thrice a dweller of my heart | spice

there's always a time, that i spare you a thought...once a dweller of my heart,once the person i couldn't live without. Every moment happened so i could acknowledge you, everything i did...i did for you. None else represented beauty in the way you did...none else would make my knees buckle and none else knew this but me.

your presence still lingers in my heart, some things i do still remind me of you. You were such a big part of what made me feel alive. Your kind words...your gentle touch...your glowing smile...your lovely eyes...so much in you made me feel so lucky to have you.

i remember the first time we met, you looked amazing..i was so sure you'll live in my future golden days..,i never felt so inlove..i was lost in you, body and soul.there's nothing more i wanted out of life than to have you by my side,happy.

but not all things that start well, end well. I can't accept that we reached the end of the road...of all you made me feel..i still feel it. Hoping that someday you'll come back...because i believe in love. and this love i feel..is not meant for anyone else..my heart won't take no other, my eyes don't see any other...and my body won't embrace any other, any other but you. ..come back to me.

spice.scripts2010

open up,take me in | spice

my lips upon thy breasts,
on a silent serene night,
my breathe gently caressing your chest,
sparks fly in a fiery contest...

half closed eyes,
partly parted thighs,
muffled sweet cries,
acknowledging sighs,
i take you into unknown highs.

sweet scent of your skin,
intoxicating, my own personal brand of heroine,
take me in, lock me therein...

hold him,
rub him up and down..,
kiss him,
wrap your warm tongue around him, him you crown..,
fill him,
with moist and soft flesh..,
wrap him,
with your lips to seal...he'll relish.
get him firm enough to your liking...

your eyes are my ultimate sin,
inside your thighs...a place i've never been,
your beautiful fruit of desire..my eyes haven't seen,
longing for you to tour me within,
to the depth of your loin...

you've lit a fire inside of me,
unquenched by mere acts,
burn it out to nothingness,
through the ultimate act...

...open up, and take me in.

spice.scripts2010©

what for? | spice

as an artist paints pictures...
he puts his thoughts into shapes and figures.

he get's admirers for his work and critics too.some show it..some hide..
but it remains,the canvas has got images in it that'll forever be the artist's pride.

...the poems i write, i love them no matter what...
for they're my paintings..my expressions. ..my art.

...but what for?

..each word is a stroke.. | spice

your stories inspire me, i talk to some of you and i get inspired by your love stories, your strengths in overcoming heartache...i'm inspired by some of your weaknesses...your desires.

i draw inspiration from some of your works too for those who write, but most of all...before i get inspired..it's cause i identify with a circumstance. so with every poem i write, there's a story of my life in it...each and every one of them...love,joy,pain,sex,family,friends,enemies,past..present and events expected...they all constitue a twisted tale of my life.

i don't write to one day become a renowned writer or poet, i write cause i want to express myself. i don't see y'all faces when you reading this...actually i write cause i don't care what people might think...this is me,this is what i go through...feel me? i'm human just like you. ...and it's great comfort to see all your comments appreciating art and emotion. ..then i'm reminded, i'm an artist. ..my brush is my pen, my words are the paint. ..each word is a stroke.

you keep me alive.. | spice

tonight i'm seated on my bed, trying to write another of my poems, but nothing is in my head tonight. ..probably cause i had a rough day today. but a friend made it all the better at the end of it. ..xoxo

anyway, i have no poem tonight... over my time in facebook writing notes in form of poems it's been 200+ poems.

i couldn't have gotten the energy to write all those poems without the people who read them and that's you reading this now. my work may have touched you one way or another...made you have a perception of me...made you like me or despise me...fact is it's made you feel something. ...i'm grateful either way that you could get the time to read through.

some started with me, left me on the way...the far they took me i'm grateful...some have stuck with me through my journey in writing...i'm so so grateful...i don't take that for granted. other's are silent readers, to them too i'm grateful...

some of you have asked what inspires me? ...what really inspires me? ...

come to me | spice

i'm weak,
i'm sick,
for your love.

i'm lonely,
come hold me,
you're my comfort.

thousand miles between us,
a longing it brings us,.

say you love me,
feed my heart with assurance,
nothing aches me as much as your silence.

our path is one,
our heart is one,
our love is one.

what i feel,
feels so real,

captor of my heart,
it pains that we're apart,
i need your hold...
i need your words..
i need your company..
just to be here with me.

hurry up and come to me
i miss you

signed lyricist
spice.scripts2010 ©l

people lie,lust love [in bed they lie,love lost] | spice

i'll act as a fool,
be used as a tool,
play by your rules,
go through the abuse.

or let it go,
cut you loose,
take a fall..
again i may rise...new.

no rhyming poem,
freshly cut roses,
and rich dark chocolates,
will bring me back...blind me.

pure true love, a gem
few find it, happiness
masked love..lies, sadness
like a thorn in your eye..
pain...emotional breakdown

people lie,
lust love,
in bed they lie,
love lost.
cunning, sly
games they play
a smile, they laugh
deceit, they potray...
the innocent stained
repeated hurt
they harbour love no more
monsters created
they set out for revenge
for they once loved
but got betrayed

victims of the love game
winners cast the lot
losers left in heart ache
innocents again become vulnerable
..and now they're the hunted...
in the cycle of love...heart break.

spice.scripts2010©

your eyes, brown eyes | spice

brown eyes,
growing fires.

like a diamond shining through honey,
your pupils shine sweetness to me,
i behold your beauty...
couple that with your flowing hair,
a warm smile..in all a graceful flair..
careful to admire, i don't stare.

your words nourish my longing, ..my yearning.
insatiable i am to your attention,
craving your recognition,
but these remain to be my thoughts in discretion.

in your eyes i see,
the feeling of admiration..
far past the beauty you are..
i see the silhoute,
of a distant promising love.

...i look into your eyes looking into mine,
what i feel is what you feel,
what i need is what you need,
you don't say you want me..but your eyes tell the tale.

in your eyes i see uncertainties unfolding,
i see mysteries forming,
i see you longing...

our paths meet,
our hearts need,
our eyes speak...

brown eyes,
showing desires.

spice.scripts2010 ©

...rise up in me | spice

i don't wanna sleep tonight,
show up in my dreams you might,
you faded from my sight,
just when everything started feeling so right,
you showed no care,
all i got now is a blank stare,
trying to find your smile in the air,
trying to feel your hold through the pillow,
memories are being carried out the window..
trying to feel your kiss on my lips,
trying to seal my heart as it leaks..
where are you?
is someone else loving you?
should i wait for you?
..just so you see my love is true?

spice.scripts 2010©

another shot at love | spice

we'r standin cloz
wana kiss u but im scared it'l lead 2 s'thing mo
i move my face closer 2urs...so close that we'r breathin the same air
mine in2 urs, urs in2 mine..
so close that i brush my lips against urs
..and u part ur lips ready 2join wit mine
i can feel u lightly gasping 4breath
..then u firmly hold my neck n pull me closer..u cant wait no mo
our lips interlock..soft n tender..silky n smooth
juices start flowin,tongues dancin,desires mountin
i start to run my hands gently on ur back
u jerk ur breasts hard against my chest
suckin my lips..wriggling in my hold
...but im thinkin we shouldnt b doin this
so many thoughts runnin thru my mind..should i stop..should i go on
its started,can i stop it...wil u stop it
i pul out..n u look puzzld
i look in2 ur eyes...i aint sure what im seeing
..hurt, love, a yearning 2b appreciated, 2b touched..held
but again i see uncertainty..emptiness
i look in2 ur eyes mo n im left speechless..they r beautiful
n i think 2myslf
u shud b luvd..

spice.scripts 2010©
thanks 2eve.m

...don't lie about love[hearts do break] | spice

the last time i was with you
you seemed so ready to love
said you've been hurting
said you've been waiting


i offered my heart to you...my mind and body too
tried to show you how love's supposed to be...you couldn't see
why didn't you stop me
when i said i love you...why didn't you stop me

it's so easy to wanna hate you now,
truth is i still love you...
though you decide to leave with an early bow,
what i feel is what i hold to be true..

..true..
that i'm hurt
that i'm broken
that i feel used

you deceived my will to love
poked the wound that's been sore for so long,
was afraid to love again...
then you came along...
when you left, love hurt me a second time..

...truth is...
i wanna hate love
i wanna bury my past
i wanna be strong from this..

the time we had was amazing
your time with me i take as a blessing
wherever you end up,
whoever you meet,
whatever you do,
don't lie about your love.

spice.scripts 2010©

you're all tagged [from me to you] | spice

life has dealt me alot ever since i came into existence
it has brought me many good and bad encounters
it has brought me wonderful amazing people
...people who have carved out memories in me
...memories of joy, excitement, adventure, intense love and acceptance
i would like to remember the good moments...,
..but without bad moments, i couldn't really realise the joys of life

life's journey brought me your way
our paths were mapped out long before the universe's existence
life has engraved your picture in my heart
recorded our encounters in my mind
and forever i hope it will be
...so to all you my friends who take their time with me,
i'm grateful i came to know you..
...if ever i'm taken from your presence,
know that y'all be a sweet memory to me,
you give me love...and i give back the same.
..what i do is cause i love it, and cause you love it too.
thank you.

spice.appreciation

a thirst quenched ...but a hunger awakened | spice

thinking of having you in the shower,
droplets flowing down your skin to parts lower,
baby you consume me with so much power,
my urge burns like an animal...ready to devour.

Tender feel of our skin, we battle our resistance,
eyes meet briefly, and beg for this one chance,
taste of your skin, in between my lips,
our bodies demand more...as our conscious splits...

a cloud of longing hovers above me,
your curves sail me through waves of desire,
then you climb on top of me..calm and easily..,
and lower yourself with gasps...slow and gently,
warmed tongues meet in the midst...,
...drawing breath from deep inside of me..
a moan breaks the kiss...for another look in the eyes.

our slow rhythm gives way,
to urgent and demanding thrusts of passion,
you burst your petals open, to flow with nectar.,
i erupt with a fountain of white...
i let your weight crush over me...as sweat kisses sweat.

..a thirst quenched,
..but a hunger awakened.


spice.scripts2010

a wish i hope true | spice

I'm wondering what might have been
if i never met you

i wouldn't know love hurts sometimes
i wouldn't know i'd hate for love

maybe it would've been different

i've heard of joyous romance
forever love spoken of, fairy tales
i believed in such, till you came along

you hurt me more times than you made me smile
i still wonder...

...what might have been,
if i never met you

i wouldn't know that sacrifice can be in vain
i wouldn't know i'd risk so much for this pain

maybe it could've been different

i've heard of enchanting love escapades
happily ever after heavenly matched companionships
i believed in such, till you came along...

how i wish, i never met you


spice.scripts2010

...still here | spice

ours is effortless love
..call it endless
ours is a story of the faithful
..call it joyful

baby,
you're my best friend,
stick with me to the end.
we've taken this dive together,
be my breath under water.

be my wings as we soar the sky,
i'm your comfort when life forces you to cry...

no distance will hinder my love,
what i feel can never be enough..,

it keeps flowing,my fountain of affection,
let it fill you, to a heightened satisfaction.

i'm here for you.


signed: lyricist
spice.scripts2010

...queen goddess | spice

you take form of a mythical greek goddess...but fragile and innocent
implore i to offer to you the ways of eros love
we make love, but love first made us.....

....the allure of passion fills us like sweet exotic scent,
we're drowned in emotions so seductive..so strong...
longings of sexual highs, oh the zeal of our erotic senses..,
heavy breathings, hastened heartbeats...anxious moments....

i'm hardpressed against you, tightly holding you close to me
feel my hardness against the tenderness of your bosom
feel your wetness against the softness of your thighs
arms around you, i get solace in the rest of your breasts

our enchantment has never been spoken of...my love
you rule the four corners to the reigns of my heart...my queen
beautiful you are.,a prize of the gods...my angel
we become one, in the union of our bodies...my lover

in this moment, forever will stand still...and wait
guide me to your honey pot, i desire to dip into your nectar
a stream of ecstasy flows through us.,as we join
skin upon thy skin, drown me in this moment
cage me in the deepest of your passion.,consume me

my love, my queen, my angel....my lover


signed: spice lyricist
spice.scripts2010

rainbow in the dessert | spice

I once valued and adored you, internalized your every word..gave you all the time you wanted
that didn't mean much to you, never appreciated me..took me for granted

i don't know where you are, not even what you do
at times i cannot remember far, anything to get me through

true..,we had our differences, the difference is.,we talked em out
we've now taken our distances, in this instance.,we've gone all out

i'm not writing cause i miss you.,i don't.
i'm not writing to plead with you.,i won't.

change,
pulls fear closest to heart than belief
doubt,
chains to the past, blocking the glare of tomorrow
you,
try to break me down into desperation
.....these three things,
i shall overcome.

your silence,
is no longer a worry to me
your existence,
live to see the person i've become
this instance,
i tell myself...i will be happy away from you

spice.scripts 2010

untitled | write, nelly, winnie, cheryl, ancient and spice

Laconically labelled a ladette
a trait you can't rate
great in humility, never to irate
for a soul mate, maybe the perfect figure eight...
he waits for that someone he can relate...to.
~ lila write

every moment i look into your eyes
i see the ultimate prize
i'm tired of saying goodbyes
so take me under your wings and rise...up into the skies
for you are my angel in disguise
~ Nelly Msupa

even though we took different ways
you the elevator, me the stair way...
we both desire better days
and just forget yesterday
i wish you well, it's not cliche
happiness and love for you i pray
~ Winnie Gichohi

cheryl
for real,
this is how i feel
i try to conceal
these feelings i easily reveal
..many promises i will fulfill,
if my lips, you can seal....with a kiss.
~ Cheryl Karsha

i sit in peace,
..as a loving thought.,
just like the breeze,
caressed my mind..answers i sought.

i will never cease,
knowing that i fought...
for our love to increase,
now i'm in your arms, never distraught.
~ Ancient Azhure

spice.freestylez 2010

...love me | spice

I've tried, really i have
but nothing seems right to you anymore

i have loved, really loved
but nothing seems right to do anymore

endless lines of thought tie me up
blameless i welcome thoughts of giving up

how do i spell my LOVE to you ... Y.O.U. A.R.E. M.E.
how do i break off this spell i have of you and me

i look up to the stars to show me the way
i look down at my scars to guide me on the way

i have my fears that crawl up on me
i have tears that have burnt my cheeks

it's not an easy road i travel
stones, thorns and heavy gravel
i'm scorched by the rays of hurt
i'm blinded by the dust of the past
my heart is aching
my heart is breaking
my heart is bleeding
my heart is needy
hear me, free me,
....love me.

spice.scripts2010

i'm cold as ice | spice

melt me away

i want to get lost in your embrace

consume me with your gaze

melt me away with your touch...insane

render me still

slow this moment and do everything right

touch me right, kiss me soft, build my desire

keep me close

till our energies run out in a fountain

let passion descend on us like rain

cause when i'm with you...

You melt away

spice.scripts 2010

this night... | spice

this night
wanna have you in my arms
holding you
touching you
feeling you
close to me

tonight
is my longest night
i miss you
i'm thinking of you
i dream of you
lying on my chest

wish you were here
we could watch the stars
we could kiss under the moon
we could listen to our favorite love songs
but you're away, i'm lonely.

baby,
you mean a whole lot to me
without you, the night is cold
i wanna be with you
only with you,
for then i'm happy

i kiss you good night in my mind
and imagine it real
this is how i feel
come heal
my aching heart.

spice.scripts2010

into the horizon | spice

I hate to pack,
It takes my thoughts back..,
I found the photo we took in the park;
You still have that look in your face...It’s stuck.

Oh, I also found the neck lace,
The one you gave me inscribed ‘lv u 4eva, can’t replace’
Forever came too soon; we’ve fallen out of grace

I’ll carry my bags, and walk on away
My face in my hands, disappointment...I convey
Wake me up when August ends, can’t help feeling this way

Find me in the lonely mansion, given no attention

Serenade my sadness with the sound of a heartbeat
Capture my spirit; bring me back to my feet
I’ve been hurt so many times, I accepted defeat

I’ve committed so many love crimes, that felt so right…so complete;
…Loved you too much to suffocate you…
…Knew you so well that I projected you…
…Missed you too much that you called me a clinger…
…Worried about you too much that you tagged me a nag.

Said you’d be better on your own…your heart I can’t call my own,
Said I should think of moving on…pack my bags and find my way on,
Said you can’t reflect the love I’d shone…I now head for the unknown,
It’s sad…but I’m glad…for the time we had.

Bye.

spice.scripts2010

bubbling under | spice

I try,
I try my best,
To be the greatest…to feel set apart

I try,
I try to act blind
To really not mind…the unvarying deride

I’m going up the stream, steamed..,
I budge against the dessert storms.
My vision etched on the ultimate accolade,
Moving to the lead with unrivaled grit,
Pressing to bite off the key allocate,
Shunning the bits thrown to me, I’m starving for success,
Longings unquenched by meager give outs..,
A fire burns inside me, tormenting my potential to the fore,
A purposeful endeavor to complement the pledge of the new sun..,
..the promise of tomorrow,
I cannot be judged against none, I can only be my own success.
I have lived my struggles, intoxicated by my anxieties,
Licked my own wounds.., it’s brought me to this point
…this is MY victory, MY harvesting..,
..MY success story.

spice.reflections2010

Moderncient Shakespeare ~ spice

She calls him her modern Shakespeare; He writes her poems, loving and Hearty.
Sentimental in each word, Love takes Shape; Harmonious rhymes elate her fantasies High.
Emotions form the pivot hook to Enchant; Words capture her intrigue, never to Waiver.
Reverently she adores him as a valuable jewel so Rare; Pure in his love, he holds her Prized.
Love beyond the physical that knows no Lust; Moulded by the gods of ancient Mystery.
Intimacy in her world epitomizes his Irresistibility; Beauty in his eyes, intense and Bewitching.
Captivated by the sensuality of his Charm; Damned she is if he harbors a scheme to Deceive.
Freed into new joy, her faith is Firm; Glowing with promise, certainly for love she is Gutsy.
Love’s arrow hits when expected Least; Embrace the imminent feelings and the looming gift of Eros.
He writes her poems, loving and hearty; She calls him…her Moderncient Shakespeare.

all rights reserved. spice.classics 2009

Have Me [*RATED*] | spice

HAVE ME

...tell me this,
how did it feel..

when i touched,
caressed... and kissed you,
when i whispered, nibbled... and gently licked at your ears,
flicked your nipples and sucked them with my warm moisty tongue.

...how did it feel

having my fingers run down your spine,
with the softest feel as of a feather, or better... silk clothe.
Do you miss some tongue on your clit,
slow..sensual movement... pure amazement.

...i want to know,

do you miss our intimacy... our spicy.. love making.
You and I, two lovers dying for a little passion, ..an innocent touch of seduction..
I kiss you senseless
...you suck me breathless...
feel my hardness
..against your thighs...the softness
..the smoothness
sweet sensual caress..
...of your skin.
our energies consumed, crazy passion... make me go weak.
have me in total submission... that i can't even speak.
Nothing inside us exists, but for the pleasure we posses.

do you miss it all,

remember how it felt,
taking you in my arms..all sweaty and dripping
remember how you danced to the tune of mouline rouge.
..it can't have been far too long,
twas a beautiful song... the perfect afrodisiac
my summer girl..
..miss.sunshine...
you light me up to a beam,
make me wanna let you have my cream,
and we can both drift off to dream...
...of how amazing it was...
just you and me..the perfect team.

spice.erotics 2010

eyes closed, i bow | spice

wash me clean
free me of sin
lead me on the right path
bring me to my true worth
Jesus..
my savior and Lord
died and rose to ease my load
His blood was the price
to redeem me from death's cunning eyes
so that..
upon His acceptance
i can be called to repentance
and have my deliverance.
amen..

spice.reflections2010

when i thought of you | spice

baby,
we haven't talked in a while,
what keeps you away..,
keeps me this way,
yearning and longing..
feeling ill when i'm really not.
you're my regular zing,
i need you here
let time spare us a moment,
so i can say i miss you
you assure me, that i'm still on your mind
this poem i write
to prove this moment existed
when i thought of you

spice.scripts2010

sour herbs, fine medicine | spice

i won't be bitter,
i won't be sad...
for a flower fell,
to bring forth another.

broke my heart,
to mend another,
love cycle of hurt,
most tis to gather.

my pain is not less painful,
neither my heart less cold and lonely,
i hate to remember why you left,
the thorns still pierce like twas yesterday.

i remind myself..
i won't be bitter,
i won't be sad,
for a flower fell,
to bring forth another.

spice.lamentations 2010

till we meet someone else... | spice

this point, i attempt to say goodbye,
and not feel bad cause we did try.
no need to cry.. i'll try be firm.
seeing how far we've come,
all we've been through.. quarrels and calm.
our paths initially met,
now they separate.
i wish you luck, through and through..
i can't have you back, neither can you..
we both head out to our golden horizons,
we both clearly have our reasons,
we need to settle in our personal comfort zones.
the same sun, stars and the moon..,
will shine for us...and we'll meet in the skies, soon.
this is no break-up letter,
neither is it goodbye, just a 'meet you later'
we both head out for something better,
a different shoulder..a better shelter,
so finally..
we can rest,
no more drama,
more tranquility... serenity...

spice.scripts2010

life in shades of grey | spice

am at a point of breaking down
my emotions mocked
my thoughts blocked
am at a point of sinking to drown

at this point i feel alone and deserted
my cries echo into empty valleys
my hands indulge in frantic help displays
at this point i feel torn and unwanted

....at this point i am caged and damaged

don't know who or what to turn to
does anyone even take this as being true
my outside is calm and collected
my inside is full of chaos, a turmoil undetected
it's no longer my genuine smiles
it's all in my face, unnarrated tales.
who will see past this rough tough exterior
..and comfort my fragile and soft but troubled interior.?
someone to shine a light in my darkness
to bring rain in this dryness
will someone see, feel or hear me out someday?
will someone just maybe, just teach me how to pray?

spice.scripts 2010

time has run out [her story - scroll two] | spice

i thought i'd believe in you,
but you've given so little to hold on to.
I no longer know what to expect,
all i know is that i have a heart to protect.
i only manage to get you out of my mind,
not out of my heart, there you're confined.
you captured me with your sweet words,
i let myself go before you, like a free bird.
you got me locked up in the dungeons of your heart,
it gets cold as days go by, why did you depart?
i can't get out; this isn't how i saw it.
you were full of allure and promise,
it's all faded away so soon... wish i had seen this.
i have to let you go, and allow myself to grow,
let me find myself again...before i sink down below.
i want to glow in my light,
like a fire fly through the dark of night,
till i land in a glass jar, and bring delight..,
..to a lonely heart,
..that's watching out for shooting stars in the night sky.
i want to feel alive.., want to breathe again,
laugh, smile and love again,
and this is where i begin,
....my prelude to the greatest story of my life.

spice.scripts 2010

love on borrowed time [his story - scroll one]| spice

feels like he's loving you better than i am,
the affection you speak of, the romance and the charm,
i don't give you much of it, that troubles my calm.,
barely does it feel right to me..it crushes my conscience.

its getting obvious you're headed his way,
i didn't think of it as to end today,not in this way.

let love take you an extra mile with me,
i ask for more time, then we can eventually be..,
i want you with me and not her; you're what's good for me
selfishly, i feel that i need you both in my life...
but when it's all come crumbling down,
it's you i'd rather be with..you need to trust me.

don't take your love away,
i just need to make this right,
love sometimes is not enough,
but again it's all we crave for.

you're the best girl i can't be with,
what am i to do, or say, to make it all right?
i savored your love, nothing else tastes better.

i need to be with you but i can't,
still, i don't want to let you go.
ghosts of the past haunt me, please stay...
i struggle to break free, i'll make this right...eventually.

spice.scripts 2010

...is it? | spice

some have thought of it as being not normal,
for all i do is paint my love on paper,
some have thought it to be immature,
that i can't keep my act together cause i love you,
some have thought it to be 'not manly'..,
cause MEN aren't too 'emotional'
some have thought it to be foolish and blind sighted,
that all i seem to talk about is you.
some have thought it a waste of time,
that i sit here,shun all...and wait for you

i think of it, as all worthwhile...
the ridicule, the discouragement, the gossip...
it's all worthwhile...

.., what do you think?

spice.freestyle 2010

Not an Obsession; Just Mad Affection | spice

i know i may be spinning out of control,
but please don't tell me to slow down,
it'll be like telling me to suppress my breathing baby,
i now feel more alive than i've ever had,
my heart beats for you,
may i know, does my love scare you?
does it scare you knowing that you're my life now?

i might be saying a lot too much than i should,
i might be giving more than i should a little too early,
i might not know just how else to love you.
would that mean my love is a bit too much for you?
wouldn't you think that i want so much for you to believe that it's true?

know that i give you my all, no holding back.
know that it's not an obsession, just mad affection.

i want to take you into my arms each opportunity i have,
i want to feel your body close to mine,
i want our hearts to beat in tune to each other,
i want our souls to embrace,when we eventually become one.

your smile brings pure joy to me,
my guard crumbles in your presence,
the simple way you hold my hand,
i love to look into your eyes,
the acknowledging look you give me in public,
every word you say hypnotizes me,
i like how your lips move when you talk..,
i could go on and on.,
but i'm scared it could be a little too much too early.

it all comes down to the little things you do,
that's got me spinning crazy about you

spice.scripts 2010

you're my star [twinkle]| spice

i listen to the sound of the waves,
i look at the glare of the evening sun on the vast waters,
the golden sky, the chirp of birds...
it all brings peace to my mind,
it delivers my thoughts to you,
the evening sun sets, and it brings serenity to my heart,
though you're far away,far across oceans..
the stars will shine for us,in the evening sky..
and i'll name one after you, to guide me to sweet slumber each night

spice.freestyle 2010

brighter day [gloom no more] | spice

awaken me to a fresh sunrise,
reawaken my faith; before it dies.
arise...my lonely heart, evade this early demise..,
reprise the disguise of lies; and shun the snake eyes.

swit amor, she crushed my spirit; and my heart lost its beat
she put me in the back seat; as she mingled with the elite..
so much deceit; i accept defeat...i cannot compete
yo te amaba, pero que siempre rompio me corazon [i loved her but she eternally broke my heart]

love died withing me; but i remained alive in love
an angel now watches over me; covers me whole as a glove

indeed the rainbow glows; i'll wake up and dust my clothes
i've finally arose; shedding off my lows..,accepting my flaws

a fresh breath of air, a new beginning
i've found love so rare, in perfect timing
so now i declare, that i got you now my darling
and this i solemnly swear, it's you i'll be loving

waiting on the shooting star | spice

your heart no longer feels like home; inside i'm slowly being torn.
alot has happened since you've been gone; i even can't reach you through your phone,
should've known it'll be this hard,
that the pain will be this bad,
thought you said you'd call,but that was three months ago..
you used to spark me up with a single hello..,
you'd simply make me glow; color my life into a beautiful rainbow.
i probably didn't get a chance to say,
that you make me feel this way,
i assumed you'd stick around longer; and our bond would grow stronger..,
my heart keeps growing fonder; but my hope grows blinder.
heard you found someone new; and here i'm wishing i knew..,
exactly what to do; for i only want to be with you.
how can i calm these feelings that i wrestle with; i don't want our love to be a myth.
i wished a fairy tale upon a shooting star; that we should end in '..happily ever after..'

spice.scripts 2010

get me a life, a new one! | spice

I hate it that i feel this way,
this way,
i don't want to go,
but You, have to go...
maybe i should let you know,
that you're hitting a negative score...
started at ten,
but then,
you're moving down towards zero..
Don't know why i feel so,
i blame experience..
i loved you before beyond sense,
and my heart's gone sore,
experience,experience...i hate you..i hate you so!
What more should i learn from you, mr.experience?
You tell me she'll walk away,and not look my way...like the other did..
You tell me she'll mock me,..like the other did..
you tell me she'll leave,i have to believe...cause the other one did...
you tell me she'll love me..BUT,.."..guard your heart,cause she's so lovely.."
i miss loving naively,..with no care in this world,..with no worry,..no bad memories to bury,..
why did i have to meet you,sir?
You've been proven true to your word...
You've taken me through it all in this world,..
can't help but wish,
an infant i was to all this,...
peace..i need.

spice.classics 2009

To my special friend | spice

To my special friend,
I miss you, like really miss you.
You're such a breath of fresh air
...my eyes glow and lips broaden with a smile whenever i talk to you.
I really love that about you...really do.
Just thought i'd tell you that,
to just appreciate you.
I'm glad i met you..

spice.appreciations 2010

.::untitled 3::. | spice

certainly she loves him, but for how long?
certainly her love flows to his rhythm, in him she can belong.
unfortunately he's drowned in fear, likely to quit on her any minute..,
fortunately she's kept him near, stuck by him so resolute.

he has known no better love; his own is a heart burdened,
a curse bound round his neck,
pulling him down to the ground,a struggle he can't take.

he wants to love her right, be her lover and friend
he wants to survive his fight, but he feels chained and foresees a looming end.

chained to;
a past of barren assurances "..people always leave.." [realities of the past]
a present of indecisiveness "..she's not what he really wants.." [illusions of the present]
a future of assumptions "..gotta put himself together first.." [ambitions of the future]

will she be able to love him past his uncertainties,
see him for his potential and vast possibilities,
will she understand he's just human, help him inspire a belief in himself?
but again, it doesn't worry him...cause people always leave anyway...
..and again maybe she just wasn't the girl for him..she can walk away.,
..on a different view, maybe he should just put his life together first.,
before he's worried that he's actually cursed.

spice.scripts 2010

she killed him | SPICE

she strives in the conflict she ignites,
she revels in his unfailing concern,
she cuts him to see if he'll bleed,
she stabbed him..to see if he has a heart.
...and he died..

..now he rests in peaceful serenity
away from the thorny bed she lay
..now he takes slow easy breathes of air
away from the stuffy room she set,
..set in the confines of her love.
now he lays his head in soft petals,
away from the wedges mounted on her shoulders.
in this new dimension..he lives!
..and he worries,
will she again come after him?

spice.scripts2010_she killed him.

me touch Me by SPICE

inside me is where i want you to be
to feel the grip of my walls on you
the feel of your glide,.. and slide
the only reason my flower was moulded
to fit in place with your rod
to match the strength of your sword


so the days go by, seems like forever
and i'm thinking of you, missing you
and when i'm horny..its unbearable
i want to hold myself..rub myself
you're not with me..
i touch myself in the mirror


other men don't appeal to me,
you only know how to serve it to me,
for the tenderness of your hands
as they reach out into heated darkness
there is where I wait for you
in my moments of ever growing passion
this pleasure i adorn you


warmth escapes me at night..
words fail me to say it right
i sigh everytime i try
i only wish in some cosmic force
that you feel the need i have


spice.scripts2011_i touch myself

una nini?..[what's up with you] By Spice

i can't explain it
sijui nikwambie vipi naumia
we've been talking less by the day
i don't know if you've noticed
we no longer call each other sweet names
mimi mwenyewe kukufikiria skwizi ni kujiumiza
i no longer get that comforting feel
i'm hurting...
Sijui uko na nani wherever you are
siezi fuatilia vitu unafanya, kulindana mi siezi
i've tried trusting you wholly but nimeshindwa
you don't make it easy for me
i'm i too insecure, i'm i taking it too far?
Is it too much to ask for, to hear or read from you daily?
Nakutamani si uongo..but hii maisha unaifanya ikae ngumu
talk to me soonest love..

spice.scripts2011_una ni [what's up with you]

want not By Spice

can't hide it, neither can my face conceal it

i can't fight it, neither can i yield to it

i can't contain it, neither can i forego it

it's one in pain, and another in sweetness

i don't need it, neither can i dispose of it

such is the feeling, when it's so hard to let you go!

spice.scripts2011_want not

marry me, now! by SPICE

i feel it, i feel it with you..
i know it, i know it's all true..
i want it, i want it through you..
i need it, so bad i wish you knew.. ..how bad!

words have been said..
vows have been made..
the past has been shred..
and now we stand in line to wed.

my angel in white..smile so bright
sexy in silk..tonight too in your lingerie
i will hold you so tight, smother you all night..
for this day is our hooray!

i love you, i always will

cross me not by SPICE

i want you to forget me
stop thinking of me
don't feel lucky to have me
cause this ain't real..just like me

'i love you' are just words..
my actions speak..but they say nothing
i want you not to believe everything i say
don't see all i do as concrete to proof
i know what you are..
you're just like me..yes you are

when i play it right, everything turns out wrong
i say this..you hear that
i do this..you see otherwise
now i want me gone..in due time.

who's laughing now..who'll be crying then?
Who's upright now..who'll be crumbling then?
who's getting it their way..and who'll be submitting then?

i feel, i sense, i anticipate
i evaluate, i add it all up..
i conclude.. ..someone is gonna get hurt.

you're my favorite love song | SPICE

you to me are like a constantly playing love song,
you settle my nerves and sooth my soul,
you fill my ears with sweet sound..
you touch the innermost bit of me..
to that point at the deepest end of my heart,
i long to hear you play everyday..to feed off your lyrics,
and when i miss you..i just have to replay the melody in my head,
you stay in my head the whole day,
you curve a constant smile upon my face,
you light sparkles in my eyes..and everything seems so bright..
and tonight i think of you..as my love song..
to soothe me to restful sleep.

lyricist_2011

undying | SPICE

You were there all the time in the shadows..in my mind
Barely out of the reach of my fingers...my touch
But when grief and unhappiness shook me,and felt alone
It was quick to find respite in you...my refuge.

You picked my heart from its prison,
You showed me a way of surviving,
I loved you with all of my being,
And I still do though with pain.

The love that once sustained me,
It’s now making me restless and fearful,
That you wouldn’t forgive and believe me,
If I said you shared none of the blame,

As I wait in the silence to hear from you,

With hazy eyes and darkness battering me blind,
sharp Edges of pain shred my mind,
I will not burn the bridge or walk away,
But I will stay and watch the light fade away..behind me

You might be whole without me,
But I will never be complete without you,
For not only do I want you to be my one love in this life,
But also in the next....

I'm Jealous of your 'Friend' by SPICE

I see how he gazes at you
I know he’s fond of you,
He may perhaps be just a friend to you
To him, you’re the girl he dreams about


You’re his fantasy, an angel in his eyes,
How can you not see, see it in his eyes,
He treats you like a sovereign,
He captures you in places you’ve never seen,
You’re always laughing; he’s like a comic king


You tell me you enjoy your time together,
You call it being friends forever
He’s hunting you down with such flair,
Under the veil of a friend,
Maybe you know it;
Maybe it’s hidden from your heart


I’m your lover but him, your trusted friend,
I know you love me, forever till the end
On that assurance i totally depend…
But I can’t help it..I’m jealous of your friend.

death or life by SPICE.

if life is about choices, wrong or right
why wasn't i given a choice, to be born or not..
given one..i'd rather not,
i wouldn't miss a thing..sound or sight
feel or taste..i wouldn't know they exist..!

if life is hard..then death should be easy..
everybody dies..but not everybody lives..
Choices suck! Consequences are a mockery..
there's always two sides to a coin..so they say
i say they're three..
..and i'm standing on the side..watching life as it unfolds
serving my expiry period..
it feels kinda odd..
watching myself live..just to die..

lost by SPICE

sometimes i find myself completely lost
i can't figure out stuff between us
it's like i want to let go but i don't know how
i've had better girls in my life, better relationships
but us, what we have..
i don't know what it is..but it doesn't feel right

distance has kept us hoping that maybe we have a chance
maybe that first kiss will change it all for us
maybe if i look into your eyes then i'll see what i've been missing all this time
whatever the outcome, what i feel right now.,
..is that i'm not for this.
worst part of my feelings is that.,
i really don't think much about what you feel
cause what i feel tells me that this is not it.
I still feel lost..with a need to find that special someone..
..or to be found, by that special someone

Missive by SPICE

whatever that's going through my head right now,
it's not you.

whatever rhythm my heart is following,
it's not you.

whatever my body craves, my desires burning..
it's surely not you.

but here i am with you...lying next to you.
your leg on and between my thighs..
your arm across my chest..i'm holding you.

why're we here like this..what is this?!

how can i push you away, tell you to leave
how can i bring myself to tell you..
that maybe i should've just turned you down

i would love to turn things around..
To that point where we claimed that this was love..
..i hate lying, but i'm too nice of a guy..

whatever's going through my head right now..
It's nothing you want to hear..
So i'll just write it on a paper..and when you wake up.,
you'll find it next to you..
and I'll be gone........

..you wouldn't know by SPICE

cold nights await me
lonely days haunt me
cold stares pierce me
words penetrate through me

its been a hard time
i'm not fine
i have tried..
..i have given it all i can
i have been understanding
getting all the angles right

sometimes it works
sometimes it destroys hearts
my heart is burddened
my soul is guilty..
my days are full of torments
my days will be a consequence
i got here..i am here..choices..
choices got me here..
i still have more choices to make
leave or stay..stop and change
or keep going and be damaged
choices..when its bad its pleasant
..i'm figthing my conscience
i'm struggling to stay sane..relevant
this is my struggle..
wrestling my own will....

Foolish Love? by SPICE

You love me foolishly,
You’ve given all you are to me,
You have valued yourself less...
Just to try keep what we had.
It’s what we had because it’s no longer there,
But you don’t see that. You still see us together.
I admire your love,
The belief you have placed in us...
Even after all the lies. The cheating
You see past all that. And still reach out to me
What is it you see in me...?
What’s so good in me that you can’t let go?
I bet some other guy could treat you much better
Am no good for you...
Am too messed up for real love...
Why can’t I just fall in love like everybody else?
Now I have to drag you along in my miserable life
Please don’t love me.., if you know what’s best for you...
Someday it’ll all come to me
And I will have missed something good...
And I will have no regrets. No wishes
..But I will live with loving someone
..Who just won’t love me back...
Cause what goes round. Comes around.

... not surprised by SPICE

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... not surprised by SPICE
by Sawyer Spice on Thursday, November 3, 2011 at 1:26pm

i didnt love you enough
but i tried...
you always thought i hid some stuff,
that i constantly lied..
i felt you're the best i could ever have,
thats a fact i haven't denied.

Love can be complicated,
messes your head up,leaves you infatuated,
conflicting emotions, hurt...damn i hate it.
its a deal breaker..,but fuck we still want it..!

something crazy happened the other day,
cause of a girl, i dissed my mom in a regrettable way,
two days later..i find my girl's legs spread in a familiar way,
and some guy humping her to a song we loved to play.....

but then it hit me, maybe i didnt love her enough..
but i tried.

ords are all i have by SPICE

I would write,
about the girl i love.
I would write,
to express the emotions she triggered in me.
I would write,
to try show her the intensity of my love.
I would write,
to tell her she's my only one.
and that i love her.

Now i write,
because i miss her..
I write,
because her memories still my heart..
I write,
to be calm..and just think about her
I write,
Because its been a while since we last talked
I write,

hoping she will get to read this..
and know that i miss her.

Signed;Lyricist.

..her Beautiful Purple Dress by SPICE

she is the one that makes me do this
sit by the bed and while away
thinking of her smile
trying to recapture her soft voice in my ears
in the crowds i feel her there with me
in my dreams she reveals her angelic self
by the sandy beaches, floating in the breeze
with her beautiful purple dress,
swaying to the carress of the wind..
she intrigues me,am always curious about her
she pulls me in, and keeps me guessing
she's got me hooked..wanting more..and more
something i desire, with the fear of the unknown
something i want...need, but eludes me
..i wait, constantly yearning..
living life as it comes..but there's still a hollow
that i wish for only her..to fill.
i wish against the moonlight..
that her love shall one day glow on me..from me.

shot after shot,day after day | spice

[knowing you]
shot after shot, i grow in addiction
word after word, we grow in conversation
day after day, you become my sweet temptation

[missing you]
let me know; everytime you think of me
let it show; that you're mine exclusively

[yearning for you]
it's worrying and sad when you're away,
wish we could talk more often.
hope you're in my boat riding the same wave,
and let your heart's strong guard soften.

[waiting on you]
when will you feel these lips, feel this kiss
feel this touch; our bodies in silent admiration.
seal this rush; that races for your affection.

[realisation]
in knowing you,
now i'm missing you,
my persona yearns for you,
though it may seem crazy,
i'm waiting on you
this is my realisation

spice.scripts 2010

In Due Time | spice

my ears have heard lies, of honor and despise
my eyes have seen homes break, great tumult and heart ache
i know of a lady that buried her past alive, if he finds out she won't survive
i know of a man that's a schemer, waiting for the moment he would skin her...alive
sometimes he suspects he's not the father, but he's really grown to love the young brother
he lives a life behind the shadow, the anger within him he doesn't get to show
she sees it in his eyes, the mistrust; she dreads to go get a viral blood test
she doesn't seem to trust him of late, he's always itching; he suspects she suspects he's cheating
but who will come forth first to overcome their guilt, and get this home built?
will this young marriage survive it's course, through the better and worse?
no it won't....
she's sick, cause of him,..but she don't know it,yet.
the little boy is not his,..but he can't show it,yet.
the boy will be orphaned by the lies of his parents,..but he don't know it,yet.

spice.scripts 2010

read this if the football is boring :-) | spice

tonight it's just about me, heart to heart with y'all.....


about me
:-) i love to joke, don't get me wrong sometimes with my jokes...some are good some are off,it's just me.
:-) i'm attractive na siringi...august babies rock! can i get an amen..hehe
:-) i'm suave and caring, this i know cause someone told me so...my mom ~_^
:-) brave and fearless...in simple words let me just say i'm prone to taking risks..simple risks that make me think i'm brave and fearless...hehe
:-) i'm sensitive but not petty...don't get it twisted
:-) i get angry when provoked...who doesn't anyway..nkt!
:-) i'm so easily jealous...but won't sweat about it anyway,just the feeling that lasts as the time bolt takes to cover hundred metres
:-) i happen to be a quick thinker, and have an habit of developing independent thoughts...mi hujijazia vi2 mob enyewe sometimes, so just make your point clear ndo tuelewane and avoid misunderstandings
:-) my favorite...i'm talented in the arts, music and defense[read i'm a fast escaper..hehe]
:-) very observant...don't meet me in the same ear studs twice, or you shema..or dis someone mbele yangu...nitajua na nitakwambia! ..i can see your thoughts too...i think ..hehe
:-) i love to dream, i love to lead and be led...i have a vision,i want success [ok,now i'm sounding like obama..i'm a dreamer]
:-) when i got it, i'm too generous and egoistic too...not in a bad way,i just take high pride in myself..i like me so that i can easily like you
:-) whoa, i'm tired...to be continued...by the way, i love making friends who love making friends...did i just say 'love making'...to be continued.. (^^,)

spice.passtime 2010 ..hehe

one in hand [better than two expected] | spice

stilled, silent...in solitude
thoughts laced with emotions...
secretly i miss you.

lonely, cold...a heart in need.
towns, cities...we're miles apart.
secretly i brave the cold, but crave your presence..

do i ever cross your mind?
maybe i do, but am i alive in your heart?
your reproach tortures and tears me up..

phone calls, text messages...i'm in constant contact
silence, delays...your inconsistent feedback
am i no longer part of your life?

i still hold fond memories of you
it's getting clear that we can never be 'us' two

a little concern, appreciation...show you still care
a little committment, desire...just play it fair
i failed as your lover,
could you remain to be my best friend?


...>>>to be continued..
spice.scripts 2010

yours truly... | spice

we ain't talking about our love no more,
the magic of our kisses,
the highs when we touched,
the awe of the love we made,

i don't talk about our past, the memories though alive.,
i pretend it wasn't there, though it still feels so real
i live the present, but i breathe our past,
i think of what could be...if we talked more of our love

i think of you, everything about you
you inspire me, keep this fire burning,

a little of you kept my love alive a long way
the whole of you took my breath away
and your kiss used to bring me back to life...

i talk about our love,
cause you still live inside of me.

yours truly... <3

spice.scripts2010

Illusion deceptive | spice

t's getting harder by the day,
to convince myself that i still love you,
like a drop of water on the sun...our love has vanished with no trace,in the blink of an eye.
hope is fading as the promise of rain on the mightiest of deserts...

you're like heavy clouds that never rain but always cast a shadow on my will to love you...
you're a mirage that never is to quench desirous normads...
you keep me thirsting for your swit love when all you give is bitter herb.

now i shun you like the jew shunned the leper,
for your supposed love suffocates my breath...it literally takes it away.

you're a twisted illusion of what love really is,
your heart full of lies that spews barren promises,
afraid of making sacrifices for you professed affection.

i will drink no more of your cup of deception,
or warm my heart with your ghostly affection..hearing of it but not feeling it,
i'll find comfort on a bed of thorns..,more than i'll believe your love is true.

i know...i'll never find someone else like you,
it's not like i ever anticipate to.

spice.scripts 2010

night nurse | spice

intoxicating beauty she possesses, he had never seen her in this way...
a silver chain rested gently on her waist with nothing on, sparkling against the moonlight...she had sprung on him by surprise...
her aroused firm breasts partly hidden in her long coat, red heels elevated her form...breasts gently jerked...
eyes not blinking; he swallows hard..veins dilated,fingers itching.
imagining things he would do to her, will he have her on the revolving chair?
or will he pin her against the wall...her legs tightly wrapped round his waist..trousers tagging the ankles of his legs..
as she digs her nails deep into his back,he thrusts deep as he jerks her up.
maybe he would pin her on his office table...drop everything on it, and just drop the whole of him on her.
a beautiful silhoute in the dark of the night,humble cupped breasts..gently to be teased and pressed..a lover's pleasure...one's treasure.
raindrops dancing against the window panes, thunder sounds as she lets out a cry...
he can feel his seed boil inside of him.
sparks fly manifest as they beat the cold of the night...

she moves closer teasingly...cutting short his imagination.
she rests one leg on the arm rest with the other on the ground,
she pulls him face to face with her pearl...
fully exposed chocolate thighs gently caress his cheeks...the scent of sweet smelling nectar wets his tongue..,
he is throbbing hard, the animal in him enticed to break loose...he's hypnotized.
he cannot hold back no more, there's no turning back...
...this is surely it

spice.erotics 2010

alpha love [she got her own] | spice

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alpha love [she got her own] | spice
by Spice's Poetry on Sunday, June 6, 2010 at 8:41pm
she got her own; lot'sa hearts she's won,
a fact you can't settle upon; alot she owns...
you're alone.,you can't keep on...man she got it all,
and so son you're strugglin',
her crowd you can't mingle in,
you got nothing that your name is in.
and you look around, you got no one to blame..,
ju huyu dame, hakusikizi if you ain't upped your game.
she's educated,
to her,everything money made it,
..possible..
her purse's able!
and it kills you,
cause to every man's view,
she's beautiful.. ..and you're insecure.
see son you're trippin,
her love you find hard to believe in,
how about you zoom in; find her heart
get to look in; kill your hurt
let her strength be your motivation,
expand your length and let her be your inspiration,
and don't hate,
but let fate,
prove her love ain't fake

spice.classics 2009

my shine

my deepest fear is not that i am inadequate,
My deepest fear is that,
my success opportunities are beyond measure.

It is the light,not the darkness...
that most frightens me.
at times i wonder,
who am i..?
that i should be brilliant, good looking, talented,
fabulous..
with the spotlight on me and darkness all around,
who am i not to be all that?

playing small does not serve the notion humility,
humility in sacrifice of belief is no enlightenment,
shrinking so as to guard people's insecurities around you...
we all meant to shine like stars,
hence i won't dim mine to let yours shine,
let us both shine bright for each other...
it is not just for me...or you,
it is for everyone.

as you let your own little light shine,
unconsciously you give other people a platform,
a chance to do the same.
let's light up the skies,
for they are the limits to our successes
as we are liberated from our own fears,
out determination's presence automatically liberates others.

spice.adaptations 2010

adapted from A Return To Love 'a course in miracles' by marianne williamson 1992

wait a second, could be an eternity | spice

It's to be his first day in campus, A-Alex can't wait to get off the mini-bus, going into his 1st class;
It's on the 2nd of September, C-Cherry is to head into the chamber to pass the bar..dressed in amber;
C-Charles is the 3rd born, he sat next to Cherry as the mini-bus left for town, he works to feed 3 of his siblings;
I-Irene works with a modelling agency, all glamour and fancy...she came out top 4 in the beauty pageant;
D-Danvo works as a driver, this is the 5th trip so far, he saves enough to take educational classes farther;
E-Edu and Danvo have worked together 6years, they're the best of friends in these nasty roads;
N-Naomi is just in 7th grade..her mom helped her board the bus for school and will pick her up in the evening as usual;
T-Tabitha, is about to deliver her first born 9months after, second time she's trying;

S-Steven is just visiting the country from Sweden, he decided to use the public transport this fateful day...into death's den..he's passenger number 10.

the journey is commenced, cell phones ringing...music blaring,


Anita is the last born,
she sells vegetables in the market to feed her grandmother with a problematic ack-bone.
She drops some oranges as she hurriedly crosses the road into the market.

Swaleh calls his long haul lorry the 'GRIM RIPPER' ...with scary shark teeth on the wind-screen.

Danvo sees a little girl dressed in tartered clothes, she steps back to pick some fallen oranges...

Swaleh hurries for the next check point for a night long journey's rest...

Danvo swerves to avoid the little girl, swerves back again as all passengers scream the 'GRIM RIPPER'
Anita picked her last orange, the last thing she ever did.....


Swaleh swerved into Danvos lane in the opposite direction, avoiding Danvos first swerve.

...as all horror movies, it was all dark for everyone
...explosions, cries, wreckage..then silence.

a few metres away,
a wind-screen lay cracked on the road,

with writings that seemed as though they were written on the road..
'GRIM RIPPER'


spice.revelations 2010

Prodigal Lovers | spice

i'm not a believer of second chances; but this appeals as the second glances,
i've turned believer of mistakes existence; persistance..turns ore into diamond, a fine substance,
time is of the essence; we can go the distance.

i miss you...so much
i want you...so bad
i love you...so much
i need you...so bad

it's become a complex maze, why bother?
what's keeping us from being US, from being together?

you fire me up, then extinguish me out...
i lift you high up, then drop you down...
you light me up again...keep me burning
i pick you up again...send you high up soaring

thine heart is destined for mine love,
mine heart harbours thine love,
we're pulling history on chains,
it's stuck on us like permanent stains,
mulling over an inglorious past tale,
pluck off that page, let's live the glorious tale.

tell me that you still believe,
and i'll tell you there's still more we can give.
i'mma be the true definition of love to you; you will be like an angel to me,
let true love take humanly form in me;
and heaven shall take humanly form in you...

boomerang gaze | spice

what glues my eyes to you?
is it the purple scarf,
that intricately folds round your neck,
gently falling over your cleavage,
elegantly covering your bare shoulders;

is it the orange blouse,
on a sunny day without a single cloud,
complementing the shine of the golden round earings;

or is it the blue jeans,
that maps your curves,
as your legs cross at the thighs,
as it accentuates your great piece of ass,
causing a melee in traffic as it turns eyes;

it all comes down to one thing,
dressed in white, beaming as an angel...
great smile, glossy supple lips,
lovely and longing eyes,
simple braided dark hair,
to forever hold me in your gaze...

a once commenced narration,
a story begun,
a story told,
a story being told,,,
an end..
un-anticipated end,
forever..
is a destination,
i'll be there,
waiting..
till i hold you in my gaze.

spice.scripts 2010

...feeling that surpasses all beauty but in place creates it | spice

love keeps eluding me like the silver unicorn
the marvelous jewel Eros awards lonely hearts cultivates envy within me
the feeling that surpasses all beauty but instead creates it
indescribable
a longing that would embarrass a virgin's
just when i think i'm hit, cupid pulls away the arrow...
...and leaves me with the painful wound.
a yearning Romeo couldn't match harbors my resounding heart
once had it, but let it slip through me as fine dust
thought i'd find more of it out there in the desert wind
now i've been searching for love like a tear drop in the open sea
diversions pose as illusions,
incomparable regrets shower me...
in come parables,'never let go of a good one'
no more solitude exists in expression lingo,
but a mockery of a lone heart finding it's way to restoration

spice.classics 2009

un-commissioned hurt | spice

what is it about love that turns a person into a fool?
that would make a humble being be so cruel,
no emotions after a heartbreak, despise burns up as hot fuel,
all get served the epidemic like it's a universal good.

fools appear loomed into manipulation, use and abuse,
cruelty is instigated on them, a love they willingly had to choose,
fueling up more hatred that will ultimately lead to a burnt out fuse,
rules were never laid down, to play out emotions to a truce.

abuse rules unmerited companionships founded on lust,
choosing the love masked with eros, hard to build on trust,
fuse two un-matched hearts..and no sparks of union will combust,
truce, par, evenly matched...will be terms rare as cosmic dust.

what is it about love that has us immersed in this pain?
that would still have me glued to you like a regular shot of cocaine?
no hope to celebrate the future, it all seems to be in vain,
all seems destined, in a different domain...i'll find love again.

spice.reflections 2010

double shot [friend and more] | spice

do you think of me often,
feel like it's a pull into an emotional den?
do you sometimes miss me,
in ways more than you think it should be?
this one fact i've come to gather,
be it what we talk about when we're together..,
be it i'm beat up and feeling blue..,
it matters less when i'm here talking to you.
you've awakened emotions that were long hidden,
jerking my heartbeat feeling alive in myself again.
my restrained feelings always becoming manifest in your presence,
as gold shines manifestly bright in the sun's rays' essence.
my fingers tremble as they feel your lips on this screen/paper,
i long for one sweet kiss, to quench my burning thirst forever.
friend, answer me this one question,
are you crazy enough for this kinda affection?
let us run ahead of time,
and let fate play catch-up to our sponteinty,
at the end of it all,
you still remain to be my deepest desire

spice.revelations 2010

blue moon | spice

cute blush,
instant crush,
blood rush;
her knees get weak.

admiring stare,
beautiful hair,
sexy wear;
his perfect kinda chic.

he waves; she caves
she smiles; attraction piles

swallows his pride,
takes a stride,
now by her side,
the anxiety he can't hide.

she can't block his charm,
warning bells sound the alarm,
but she sees no harm,
and kindly takes to his arm.

lingering stolen kiss,
no she can't miss this,
this he can't dismiss...

this ain't right,
this they cannot fight,
it'll only be one night,
so let the fireworks ignite,
and senses excite,
we only got tonight.

spice.scripts 2010

Open Season On My Heart

I speak of a certain love

Somebody hear me out
I have searched endless
To find that perfect love
That doesn’t hurt,
That doesn’t pain
A love that never disappoints
That is always pleasant
I have sought counsel from the wise
From the philosophers and realists
I have found not that which I look for

…still I speak of a certain love

I speak of emotions, feelings
A craving that never lets me be
A desire burning from my soul
Blank stares into space
I listen to the wind, and the waves
The winds blow me dust
And the waves crush upon my hopes
…and I’m left still deluded,

Still I speak of a certain elusive love.

spice.scripts2010

Beguiled

Crazy as it may seem, I like you,
Many things cross my mind
Many I’d rather not talk about
Before I come out, maybe I should wait
Though my mind is racing fast, thoughts of you
Tonight it’s different, somehow
There’s something about the night sky
Igniting my attraction to you
We talk of the moon and the stars
Our inner selves reaching out
A looming feeling rather ignored

Our pasts haven’t been kind to us
A silent listener you are, a comfort
Many times we talk light heartedly
The laughter and giggles,
a welcomed fresh breath of air
And this rather seems a good thing
Silence at times creeps in between us
A moment I get to think of you, miss you

A new promise, beautiful times call out
Because you are, now I hear the sound of the ocean
I feel the caressing morning breeze
I sing to the sweet music all around me
I’m even convinced the stars shine for me
When it all seemed like it didn’t matter
Now nothing else matters much

I long to hear your voice over my end
Feel the smile you hide behind the phone
I imagine all these pleasant things about you
I see that need in your eyes, I have it too
I feel your kind nature, your sincerity in our converse
But all this is just me; this is how I conceive it

If anything ever changes, for better or worse
Know this as my humble reflection
A desire to acknowledge the feelings you provoke in me
Every time I hear, see or think of you
There’s a flame that is lighting up more and more inside of me..
If need be, that before it’s an inferno, allow me to kill it down…
For now it won’t burn as bad, it won’t hurt as much


“…to appreciate the full beauty of a flower,
we have to be there when it’s forming from a bud…
For then when it’s withering out,
its beauty is still forever etched in our minds…”
_paul mogaka


[let it be known i said this]

don't say it

no don't say it
hold it in one more night
have one last performance
lie to me one last time
have this final meal with me
tell me you enjoy this
but just don't say it tonight

tonight is perfect
beautiful night, slow music
candle lights sparkling through wine
you look amazing, i compliment you
but please hide your eyes
hold back that fake smile
its just one more night with you
that's my final request of you
just don't say it tonight

i know you're leaving me for him
just don't say it....
tell me i atleast made you laugh
that at some point you honestly thought of me
at some point i was that only one for you
let tonight be perfect, calm
let the angels pay sad audience to your final act
you would've told me earlier,
but just not tonight

i won't hold you, nor touch you
i loved kissing you, but not tonight
don't even speak, just listen to me this once
i loved you, i really did love you
a part of me still does to this point

make tonight your grand act,
make it all believable, just like you always do
make it a lasting memory
i have lived a lie with you
though it all hurts finding out
i enjoyed every bit of your lies

so if you have to say goodbye
just don't say it tonight
i could handle your lies unknowingly
but this is one truth from you..,
...that my heart can't take..

stay with me just one more night, tonight.

fading away

illusion, state of make belief
falsehood, words to deceive
an illusion to me you were
a mirage, so near but yet so far
time barely faded away
soon t'was your back fading away
go on, just walk on away
walk on, and don't look back this way
dumb to echoes, numb to karma
when you come around, i won't be waiting
rocking back and forth, forth and back
stocking lies in your mouth, conscience you lack
as ghostly you came, same way you left
it feels like a fraction of time you were here,
enough to make any significance, t'was never clear
"...goodbye...", your words so clear
go on, just walk on away
walk on, and don't look back this way


spice.scripts 2010