Saturday, November 27, 2010

a night in NOVEMBER

wipe away your reminiscence of us;
the memories of our love unison,
kill the hopes you harbor,
of us ever being in love again.
destroy everything we created,
that always was the fire burning in us!

i no longer exist to you,
i’m but just a dust particle in a sand storm,
sand storm that is our love life,so far gone
wake up, it’s not a dream anymore
this is the nightmare we crafted…
to understand the person i’ve become,
disdained and dejected to love again!

you reach out your hand that I won’t catch,
chasing shadows in the name of lost love,
this is what you receive, what you deserve
i’m leaving to a far off place
deep within the depths of my heart to find me
one thing that remains…you won’t be there

Let loose off the grip on my heart,
stupid I was…to let loose to you…
but it was the finest moment’
…back when i lost control with you.
we loved so much that we suffocated us
no longer will I write out of your inspiration
won’t run to you with my highs and lows
you never took me in with all my flaws
this is the last bit of memory I’ll create of you
for tonight I walk towards the rainbow….
for the colors of our love have long faded.


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Free Fall

your name resounds in my head
every time we talked late into the night
the fantasies we created within our words
reality never felt so tangible

i wish to gaze upon your beauty
to hold your hand,and look into your eyes
you make it so easy for me to like you
i feel more of myself in your world
i sit here looking at your picture

picturing the smile out of those lips
imagining how you'll sound when i make you laugh
wishing that it was no longer about thoughts

i close my eyes to see you in my world
i want this more than ever,..to have you close by me
i feel the distance more than the miles in between
i wanna fly away from this loneliness
to come to you...

i just want to fly up and away..
..to fall harder for you


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No Other Touch

think of me when you're alone,
when you're cold and need to be held,
at night in your sleep...
let me be that person in your dreams to keep
let your heart beat for me
i want that too when you think of me..
when you read from me, hear from me.
..i wanna be all you think of
till you can feel my touch,
see the need in my eyes and search..
when we finally let open our hearts to each other
submit to my touch, my kiss and all i have offer
..hold the belief that we'll breathe the same air someday,
and we wont have to imagine no more,
but realize our feelings and emotions together
my lips are dry..ever since you last kissed them
how i wish we could have that moment again
sink those claws into my skin with elated pleasure
its difficult not to miss you..
i hope you miss me too
you're calling to me, i might be delusional but i hear it..
i hope you hear me too,
you're the only one who can take this feeling away,
no other touch will do
you've hammered it so deep..
i can't take the heat..i'm burning up for you
you should feel my heart beat right now
i wanna loosen and let myself go
let myself fall freely into your charm..your demeanour
my twinkle star, your glare brightens me all day..like a kid in neon lights
up above the sky so high,
you're that diamond in my sky..

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Close By Me

let's chase after this love that's elusive to us,
you're the strength i need to believe in it,
carry me upon the desires of your heart,
prepare me a soft place to land at the end of my fall,
nourish my heart from the depths of your soul,
speak to me through the touch of your hand..the look in your eyes,
show me what love is in you..paint it with the bright colors of your smile,
i feel it all over me..i'm taken captive of your innocent demeanour,
a gem among ladies..you beam through as the bright moon among twinkling stars,
i desire and think of no other but you..though you're far what i feel is true,
in my mind you rule supreme..every thought is you,
every moment special moment is a moment i wanna share with you,
a fountain flows inside of me..,but it alone cannot quench my thirst for you,
i need you here with me...


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Do It Again

kiss me from my neck down my chest,
capture the moment one more time,
do it like you did it before,
make me feel again...

on that last night that we were together,
you held me so close to you,
your arms around me made me feel protected,
it was an awesome feeling.

i lay on your chest as you gently brushed my braids with your fingers,
soft movement down my back...you took me as your own,
a feeling i didn't want to lose...

...your kisses on my breasts,
as your touch felt my every curve,
sending tingling sensations round the tips of my nipples..
...pull back the memories to be real one more time,
make the loving words you said to me sound real again,
that moment when our thoughts were like glass...honest and true.

i miss you every fraction of time you are away,
your gentle kisses..your soft lips on mine.

now the night calls..when silence settles in,
and thoughts echo in my mind..
i wish you were here,
...to kiss me from my neck down my chest,
to capture the moment one more time,
do it like you did it before,
make me feel again....


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Distance In Between

the night was young and the winds were cold,
we took a walk beneath the shining stars and the clear night sky.
we let ourselves go to the power of the moon light,
experiencing our feelings in their natural splendour,
...but was it just a passing fancy?
However real it felt,how are we going to make it last.?

the night was young and the winds were cold,
i hugged you close to me..to keep you warm,
thoughts in my mind sent me to the imminent dim future,
i will miss seeing your face..feeling you near me,
when i leave to a far away city,
will you still believe in us?
This is where we are,is it time for goodbye?

our attraction was young and the past had grown cold,
nervous in your presence for it's time to leave,
right back here with you is where i wanna be.
a kiss on your lips and a sigh oh so softly,
..a look into your eyes and that's where you capture me.
Does my admiration scare you so much?
..this is not an obsession,just mad affection...

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Un-Commissioned Hurt

what is it about love that turns a person into a fool?
that would make a humble being be so cruel,
no emotions after a heartbreak, despise burns up as hot fuel,
all get served the epidemic like it's a universal good.

fools appear loomed into manipulation, use and abuse,
cruelty is instigated on them, a love they willingly had to choose,
fueling up more hatred that will ultimately lead to a burnt out fuse,
rules were never laid down, to play out emotions to a truce.

abuse rules unmerited companionships founded on lust,
choosing the love masked with eros, hard to build on trust,
fuse two un-matched hearts..and no sparks of union will combust,
truce, par, evenly matched...will be terms rare as cosmic dust.

what is it about love that has us immersed in this pain?
that would still have me glued to you like a regular shot of cocaine?
no hope to celebrate the future, it all seems to be in vain,
all seems destined, in a different domain...i'll find love again.

spice.archives 2010

All Is Vanity Without You

Trying to hold back my tears,
But my eyes can’t shut tight enough,
…Tight enough not to see you walk away.
And it hurts, thought I should say,
My heart is crushing at your feet,
…Begging you, pleading with you to stay.

You say you love me no more,
You say goodbye and that you have to go,
My angel, why do you dessert this dream,
Why rob me off such a heavenly token?
I’m downcast, beaten and broken,
Isn’t it clear how much I need you,
…how much I love you?

My heart throbs amongst thorns,
Every beat is a painful prick of piercing thorns,
Redemption better dwells on a bed of fiery coals,
I’m falling apart, leaning back up against crumbling walls,
You took me in and we promised us forever,
…we’ve been through so much together..,
Why do you now turn away from me?

I’m lying on rocky ground suffocated,
My face down to the dirt feeling rejected,
My heart defiled and disrespected,
Sad days shall later be gone,
And my tears shall stop flowing,
But my love will never stop showing!
I can’t let you go, that you should know…
What’s this life without your touch?
For your laugh, your smile…forever I can search,
And that assuring hug…I can find none with such.

How can I show you what you mean to me?
You mean my life to me;
Everything is nothing without you,
I will love you with my last breath;
Give my all to hold on to you…
I will bruise and break myself fighting fate,
Just to show it I won’t let you go.

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A Kiss So Passionate

A kiss so passionate!,

K- knocks me off my every senses,
I- immensely takes over my defenses.
S- spontaneity jerks me into life,
S- stolen kisses gear up inner high sex drives,

S- saturating the aura with lustful aroma,
O- orgasmic pulses nerving through dilated veins,

P- pouncing on mild thoughts suggestive of intimacy,
A- andante progression to build up the ecstasy,
S- satiate my lips into a seasoned, juicy fruity feel..,
S- sublime movement of the tongues to heighten the zeal
I- infuse our savory juices my urge to unseal
O- overwhelm my resistance my craving to reveal…
N- nibble across the soft flesh of the lower lip
A- aptly read my reaction intent to sink dip,
T- towards the depths converging centrally to your hips,
E- eventually ease an egoistic earnest erection into emulsion.¬¬


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Prodigal Hearts

what killed us, so young in love,
what mistakes did we make,
what happened, can we live in the flip side,
what did we do to let it all ensue,
what destroyed our blossoming fairy tale?

if i drop everything, will you reconsider,
if only you could let go off your attitude and concur,
if we tried a little harder..however you would prefer,
if we can be lifeless to the ghosts of doubt pulling us under,
if it means anything to you...please hear me out!

what if i tell you i still love you,
what if i ignored all others just to be with you,
what if I received a little more trust from you,
what if things were different between me and you,
what if this day hadn’t brought me you?

this has got to mean something,
we have a second chance with us,
let's make this the beginning of us,
kill the past and end all the fighting,
give this our best with no more hurting,
steer this story to a fairy tale ending,
the story of our love.


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Echoes

A thousand miles away
Just a thought close to me
You dwell in my being so alive
But you’re a thousand miles away

Love don’t come easy
Separated and alone
Cold nights amidst burning desires
Missing your smile in the morning sun

Minutes, hours, days turn into years
No other shoulder will take my tears
Memories are growing old and tired
Ripe time the winds brought you home

I hear your voice from the birds among swaying trees
Your eyes in the shinning stars in the night sky
I smell your scent in the breeze every cold morning
I feel your foot steps across the thought paths of my mind
…and I hear my heart call out to yours saying, ‘I miss you’!


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Monday, November 1, 2010

...wE sImPlY ArE

not because i am, that you are
not because you are, that i am
we simply are, cause we both feel.

i cant ignore, i still can't be sure
come to the fore, out of your closure
loneliness grips us as cold in equal measure
nudeness of our thoughts out on exposure

you warm me with your kind words
i want you...to be with you, to hold you
i want to do this right..i'm not sure how
you warn me that love sometimes hurts
i wish love didn't have to hurt sometimes
i wished that it could last forever
forever never came...love never lasted

i'm afraid..afraid to wish again
believe again, love or feel again
teach me, show me how to love you
hold me, take my hand and guide me
tell me it's going to be okay,
stay with me...in case its not okay..
cause i never want to lose you.

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LOVE HAS FOUND US

he'd been telling her lies all along, she knew she'd gotten it all wrong.. but with me,she's now getting it all right, the a...