Absence

I'm watching this girl, dressed in red,

curvaceous and with pretty eyes, 

she sways to tune of the music, 

my thoughts are louder than the speakers, 

her hips.. Her smile... Her boobs... 

She's lost in the music, 

A world where the bass and treble rule, 

I'm staring at her and it's getting awkward. 

I'm looking at this girl, light skin with a full cleavage, 

she's effortlessly sexy. 

My heart races at her mutual gaze..

she's pretty. She's bored..so it seems, 

sip by sip I take her in, should I walk over to her? 

She has a man, but he ain't with her, 

he's on his phone...chatting, smiling, sucked in. 

I'm looking at this guy, he's talking to every girl, almost every girl.. 

He's on to something...someone, 

he has the best dance moves, he has a charming smile, 

the ladies seem to like him, he's not interested, he is just having fun. 

So I sit and stare, people are feeling something I'm not feeling, 

they seem happy..careless...living life, 

with so many people around me, 

the loud music and cheers, I feel alone..empty, 

missing something...someone, my gal. 

 

She has an effect on me, she has a hold on me, 

she is present in my heart though absent from my sight, 

I'm thinking of her smile, her calmness around me, 

her eyes, her peacefulness, life feels alive when I'm with her, 

nothing else matters, I miss her when she's away, 

I'm missing her now, she's the only temptation I give into, 

she's the only spring I drink from, 

she's the only light I bask in, 

when everything else doesn't matter...

she's the only one of significance,

I'm losing myself ..to gain her, 

I'm surrendering my path ..to join with hers, 

I'm blinding myself from everyone ..to see her, 

I'm numb to random emotions ..to marinate in hers, 

I'm silent to my doubts ..and hopeful to her wishes, 

wherever she is...she is with me, I'm with her...

she's my companion...my friend...my lover..