Faded Love

It is not something that's black and white
To stop loving you and actually tell you that
Even if i tried, at some point you'd see it
Please don't cry for me, cause it's just a shame

I am not worthy of your tears, i can't claim your heart
Try to rise above all the years, that you've been hurt
Eventually confirming the fears, that you had from the start
"Paul you're a liar, and everything to you is like a game"

I could pretend that i didn't feel the pain
That moment when you found out again
Every promise i made was made in vain
Probably things would still have been the same.

I tried just like you, some people say that is all that matters
Things haven't worked out, feelings spread out in tatters
Endless wishes of a special love served in silver platters
Politely i would say we were crazy, not in the right 'heart' frame

It started out fine, It was amazing, It was all we wanted
Though feelings change, Feelings fade, Feelings are jaded
Envy for Jealousy, Love for Hate, Flirts..words not intended
People see things differently, love sometimes just gets fucked up!!

Felt Right, But It Was Wrong

Minutes ticked away poignantly, hours turned into days

Thoughts spinning, her stare caught in a blank daze

Appearances had her hoping, wishing in so many ways

Mostly he had her believing, that he’s the kind that stays

‘I Love You’ that is a rather overly misused phrase

She now has ears deaf to any man who’ll say it to her face

All the memories of the past were painfully erased

Lest he apologizes for what he did, the pain he caused

He didn’t change who she was, he destroyed who she could be

She readily admitted to herself, that she was too blinded to see

There’s no such thing as forever on this earth, it just can’t be

What wrong did she commit, what are the signs she didn’t see

She will heal in time, the recurring pain of love lost

Prey to deceitful charm, he pursued her at any cost

Itching regret of time wasted, moments when it all looked rosy

She lies on the bed chastened, holding her white pillow closely

Is the pain the essence of love, could she love without being hurt

Is betrayal the evidence of lies, could she possibly have seen that

Is trust the absence of reason, could she have protected her heart

She hurts in silence, sadness, pain, self-pity, heartbroken, damaged….

Don't Leave by Spice Poetry

"Don't Leave" I heard the words
And i heard them real clear
When it seemed it could get worse
That's when she shed the tear

She said "One moment you were here,
And baby it all felt good, it all felt right,
Afraid to love again, you took away my fear,
Because of you, i loved again in blind sight"

It broke my heart that i was leaving
She tagged my arm desperately pleading
Saying...

"Baby look at me, please turn your face,
This isn't fair, i need you to cut the chase,
Why're you leaving, we're in the right place,
I have loved you with my all, why the disgrace?"

I saw the pain in her eyes, The love she never hides
I saw the beautiful memories we shared, the ties
I saw myself in her, I saw where my future lies
I got down on my knees, and in one last attempt..

"Baby i'm sorry, we've both been deeply hurt before,
In this moment our tears have been brought to the fore,
Our love story has a new chapter beaming it's glow,
Let's save us and love shall bring us our tomorrow"

A new day beckons from afar, Ours is a tale written in the stars
Our hearts healing from their scars, and forever love..Baby that's what we are.

Love Surrender

i asked you to stay
but you left any way
sometimes i ask myself
could things have been different
maybe if i mentioned it earlier
some words spoken sooner
if only i came to see you that day
would things have been different
would things have been better?

well it is as they say it is
say our goodbyes and leave in peace
sometimes we win, sometimes we lose
love is bliss, meant for the 'fools'
we could have been good together
but we'll never know it for sure, ever!

this is my point of realization, knowing whats true
'say something i'm giving up on you'
i may feel free, but bound in the past
dwelling on wishful moments that didn't last

though i feel you still belong to me
everything we did still feels real to me
i know this isn't where we belong
all signs indicate that i was wrong
and yes its my fault, I'll find a way to move on!