In Your Silence

when you weren't talking to me,
i was drifting away rather swiftly,
the first times it happened hurt deeply,
but 'm getting used to it now really.
meanwhile in your angered serenity,
i got time to catch up with old friends,
i made a couple of new buddies too.
i realized something surprisingly true,
my world doesn't fully revolve around you,
i even ate more, read more, socialized more,
i missed you but i slowly dealt with the feeling,
i gained more control over my emotions.
you're slowly slipping into the majority category,
and my priorities taking the important attention,
the more you get silent on me
the more liberated i feel I'm becoming
the more you denied me your attention
the more i got it from others
I'm undeniably sensing our incompatibility
and my urge to keep searching strongly evident
Man is no island, i am no island
i am always craving companionship
and i will have it where its given

Realisation

Take me away, liberate my mind
Fire up my hopes, and reveal my dreams
I’m a destitute being, humbled and tamed
Wading through life, feeding off fading wishes
Everything I’ve worked for, time and time again
Waiting and hoping, to see a better tomorrow

When do people cut loose from the anchor hope?
I envisioned a different life, but I live a different reality
I used to be the hero, now I’m in need of a hero
To free me from my bondage, show me my purpose
Reveal the meaning of all this...

Is this the dear price I am to pay
For cheating my way through life?
Open my channels of understanding
To deduce reason from cause
Desperation is becoming my turmoil
But my only hope is in You LORD
To offer me peace and guidance
And the strength to see it through.

Don't Wake Me

I'm not in this by myself,
I want this from deep within my soul,
I don't want to drift off with just another beautiful face,
Let our affection carry us to a beautiful place.

Constant bickering and crying baby ain't no fun,
I listen to love songs hoping every wrong's undone,
It's foolish that we think we could abandon,
This adventure that we just embarked on.

I don't want this love to die before..,
before i give you something worth living for.

My heart is now at ease, I'm so consumed by your serenity,
Hopefully you'll take me inside your dreams to find reality.

Just like autumn leaves.. I'm falling for you,
It's so unexpected but know this is true.
Our imperfections are so in tune put together,
And right now i don't even see them because of you.

It's crazy how without a sound,or touch, just your eyes
You make me feel things...

I wish there was an easy way i could say all this.
For by these feelings i'm now bound..
Hoping with time you'll come around..
and with that,pick me up from the ground,
and wake me from this dream.

Come.., Draw Near

Come..,
draw close don't just wait there,
for you i'm ready to dare,
to work my luck just for us to pair.

Come..,
into my life and i'll share,
it's my love i want to declare,
my darling, my morning sun's glare.

Draw near..,
maybe you'll feel it when you're near,
be not anxious when in my loving care,
its a love that no one can compare,

Come..,
dwell with me forever,
let us grow in love together,
devoted companions to one another.

Come..,
let us have some closure,
touch my heart baby be my lover,
in my life i'll need no other.

Draw near..,
maybe you'll feel my love when you're near,
stay still and feel my warmth my dear,
feel my touch, i will kiss away your fear,
let's consummate our love, let's make it clear,
we'll grow old together, year after year.
but we have to stick together, so
Come...Draw Near my love.

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Proud Pauper [spice.lost scripts]

Mornings are a stressful sight..
None of his efforts is going right..
He's getting used to the loser's cocoon
He seems to shy away from the fight..

They say to walk on this earth for him is unfit..
He's forsaken courage for the comfort of a seat.
Letting fear and worry eat him away bit after bit..
He refuses to unlock reason, he's nothing more than a candle unlit..

His is a liquid stance,unable to take one form..
Easily rattled and ruffled by the faintest storm..
Into a failure's spill, he's had to transform..

All summed up in a heart breaking past..
Everything he's touched doesn't last..
His eyesight now crumpled up by dust.

His hopes dashed
it's all become elusive,
life's not conducive,
his mind no longer constructive....
society has turned abusive.
Proud Pauper, his peers greatest joke!!!

My Woman, My Queen

i marvel at her curves, her fullness..
the flawless transition from head to toe,
she brings me alive with desire,
above her being my queen..
she is my woman.

W-wonderful being, magnificently formed..
O-out of millions, it's her i would pick..
M-merits every word of praise..,
A-angels do live on earth, i'm with one
N-no feeling comes close to what she makes me feel.

her brown skin, tender smooth brown skin..
her cute cheeks, kissable cute cheeks..
hmmm, her thighs.,beautiful yellow thighs..
Physical beauty, complimented by inner awesomeness..

like where all angels dwell,
when i'm with her..
i feel like i'm in heaven..
when i'm with my woman..my queen.

spice.scripts2011_my woman, my queen

Your Wish

treat me like a lover,
and i shall love you..

treat me like a companion,
i'll always be by your side..

see the potential in me,
not the conditions in which i be..

treat me like you friend,
always here when i need a shoulder..

treat me with much tenderness,
for in return we'll live in happiness..

see and appreciate the good in me,
not the bad things that i used to be!

treat me as your one and only,
i'll be faithful...i shall never stray..

treat me with suspicion and mis-trust,
and i will keep my eyes open..,for your wandering lust..

see in me no future with you,
i saw that way before you..

and tonight you shall wait on me,
and it shall be your longest wait..

you treated me as a stray dog,
tonight..i find myself a new shelter..

spice.scripts2010_your wish

I'm Only Human

i'm not a poet, neither a writer
i'm a coward..i'm evasive
i'm honest, sometimes elusive
i'm an animal., wired with only instincts
i have to survive, i have to live
in my comfort zone i'm serene
out in the fields i'm cautious
i'm adaptive, i am protective
i am human.., a being of reason
i think, i evaluate...i learn
that's just a bit of me
sometimes i speak my mind
sometimes i shun the front lines..and stay behind
i laugh when i'm hurting
sometimes i hurt.,while you're laughing
i'm ignored.., sometimes i mean the world to you
sometimes i'm somebody else
just so i can tolerate you
at times i say i'm ok, when i'm really not
but you can't take the whole of this as the truth,
cause sometimes i lie..
i'm only human!!

spice.scripts2011_i'm only human

Simply Feel It

do you believe in love?
do you believe you can love, or be loved..
have you ever felt so alive when you think of that person,
that person who defines what you feel,
who gives it a meaning to call it love.
but who ever defined it, who made the rules to falling in love?
when should we call it so..
is it the feeling majority persons go through..
how do i know it's love,
committed, unfailing trustworthy love..
that brightening feeling in the morning,
and the calming peace when you go to sleep..
and when she utters she loves me,
i know she's going through what i am,
and it's all simple..
I know it's love, cause she makes me feel it..

spice.scripts2011_simply feel it

Body Blues

i'm sensually heating up,
my skin feels like it needs an arousal touch.
sweet rasping yearning is lighting up,
desire flames dancing high like a fiery torch..

my lips need to be kissed,
my eyes need to be closed..,
..to take in every caress,every gentle whisper.
my hairs need to be stroked,
my body needs to be rocked,
..to shake up every nerve and bind my mind in a twister.

but this won't happen tonight,
i wish you were real to touch, here in sight..

make love to me only...
i offer myself, to you only.
your lips, hands.. move them all over me,
take me on the orgasmic ascent,
.. make me your woman, own me.

but this night will float away,
as i ride on the carpet of wishes,
dreaming of your kisses,
dreaming of you..to take away this feeling,
this yearning..

spice.scripts2011_body blues

Kiss Me Again

take your time to kiss me,
kiss me slow, kiss me gentle,
don't rush...let your lips warm my skin,
i'll show you all the spots,
brush your lips caressingly over mine,
anticipate the moment when i part mine.
kiss me here., kiss me again here
right below my ear,gentle as you are.,
suck it a little, you arouse my senses,

skin to skin...breath to breath,
spot the difference?

..suck my lower lip..give it a lil bite
..proceed with the same intensity
..own my every sensation
..make me ooze with desire.

my skin tingles..
when you run your tongue over it,
my senses rapture into a strong yearning,
breath softly across the hairs of my neck,
feel the intensity of this moment
..lets float in it,
desires of our passionate nature
..we embrace every yearning moan.

it's a kiss to last a lifetime,
wishing for forever to dwell in us,
neck to neck.,
breast to chest,
waist to waist..
it's a moment to spark lasting romance,
embrace me my darling,
and kiss me once again...

spice.scripts2011_once more

Script Deception

let me lead you away to some place quiet,
the more there's silence..the more we're eloquent,
to speak from our imagination,
seek notions that spell like portion,
to remain..you engulfed in my devotion.

the time apart goes without mention,
left with no strength to fight,numbed by surprise.,
i would've sworn i froze..still as ice,
but the memory of that sweet kiss has kept me warm,
this stillness in the night..i need you lying on my arm.

I'm trying to forget the past...
wishes and lust for those moments don't last,
scared of it i move into the future,
my choosy nature is still my reliable feature,
bear with me and sorry if you i torture,
settling for fantasies i won't think of nor foster.

such enticing irony., pulling yet repulsive,
the mysterious dark angel..prying hearts yet elusive,
felt your presence come and go..yet it wasn't intrusive..
the last of impostors..I've never been exclusive..
guarding my heart..your kind are out to deceive..
..hence the curtain has to fall on us.

spice.colabo 2011_script deception pt II
_credits to spice & Traicy_

Stolen Memories

with all the attention, i still feel lonely..
cause i need just your attention, yours only.

i fantasize of your consuming essence,
seated here alone..i crave your presence..
no longer on the edge..i've fallen over to your side of the fence.

if i never believed in love..this must be something close to it,
someone once came up with the phrase, 'i hate that i love u so..',
i could use the same phrase.., but..
i don't hate that i love you..,
i love that i love you so..,
that the mere mention of your name can affect me so..,
that the mere thought of you leaves me with either a smile or a frown...

but what i do hate from deep inside of me..,
is the simple fact that you are not beside me..,
that you are not mine.

there is no denying, i really miss you,
more than i can say..,sad times are few..
i can't concentrate on anything everyday.. all i see is you..

my mind keeps reliving those shared moments,
i'm a mess without your calming presence.. and your soothing sentiments,
can't wait to hold you again., kiss you again,

..and finally i could live in the present with you,
..and i would tell you how much i missed you,
..and how much i've come to love you,
...and repeat all the silly things i say just to make you laugh,
..and relive our stolen moments again..just you and me.

spice.colabo2011_stolen moments

Thoughts Of You

i watched you the other night
as you fell asleep on my shoulder
so peaceful you looked
at rest with your thoughts, your worries
your hand lay on my chest, beneath my shirt
my fingers gently stroking your hair
i felt like i could protect you
keep you away from hurt, form the pain
i felt you were safe in my arms.

what i feel for you is considered not right
people ask,'how long have you even known her?'
people say that my heart is acting crooked
they say they've heard of such love stories
they say many end up in hurt
but they don't know what's it unless they're there
they don't know what it feels like being with you
we stand little to lose, but our lifetimes to gain
we become one when we're in each others arms!

why can't i stop thinking about you,
no..,why should i stop thinking about you?
it's the most fulfilling emotion,
thoughts of you in my arms, holding me
memories of your lips upon mine, kissing me
flashes of your fingers on my skin, touching me
i want this feeling forever, being with you
my sweetest surprise came in the form of you
my greatest satisfaction came in knowing you feel me too
my greatest joy is knowing you'll miss me too while you're away

these are my thoughts of you beautiful one,
with eyes that hide nothing,
with a heart that feels something,
and a will that would risk everything...
i know so cause it's exactly how i feel..

spice.scripts2011_thoughts of you

Action.. ..Re-Action! [Rejection]

it's a three word sentence,
describes my feeling so intense,
I've had enough with the pretense,
now i let it out bit by bit..a steady sequence..
I...I... L.. I LO.. ..I LOATHE YOU!!

this i bring to your realization, your conception..
you're everything i spit on with no hesitation.. ,no caution..
this is where karma bites you, law of completion!
feel how it feels, pain how it pains.. ..living a lie, hallucination..

it'll be polite to even tell you goodbye,
however kind and considerate..it'll be but a good lie,
as i fly and ascent the skies, watch me go high,
a big grin across my cheeks..,you watch our 'dream' die..

i hope the pain and hurt bites you, bites you real hard..
think of all the memories and 'good times' we had.,
you can sulk, sob..look all beaten and sad..
i care less, you can have it double..call me bad.,
when fate calls, not even i can stop it.. ..you heard?

spice.scripts2010_Action.. ..Re-Action!

Loving You Regardless

LOVING YOU REGARDLESS

Some people believe in Love's promises
But I’d rather believe in something real
In you I find all that could be real
And I believe in how you make me feel

One thing I couldn't stand was losing you
I am sorry, I never meant for you to hurt,
It was just reality of losing you and,
The space you created between us
Gave myself to you, but it didn't seem enough
All I did was to believe in us, was that wrong?

I thought you called it off for the best,
That you couldn't see any good in this,

And I thought I’ll find a better someone,
Someone to give me something better,
But the lovers that vacate our hearts,
Will always create a hole that's hard to fill.

I was wrong to think I could keep you,
Hoping that things would work out someday,
And if i said i gave up,i would be lying,
but now that the truth is out there for the wind,
you should know this as it comes from my heart,

I've been empty deep inside without your Care.

She could never compare to you, you're special!
You’re everything I’ll ever need beside me,
I know you can't make any promises for now,

But I'm here patiently waiting, buying us time,
Whether you believe me or not..i don't mind
The way you move me is crazy, it's feelings..
Feelings like this can never be explained!!!

You will not know this unless you feel it like i do
These feelings I’m fighting inside, to dream and wish
I keep on believing that you need me, that you Love me
Though you’ve given me no reason to..i still believe it
So I just keep on wishing,That you’ll one day have me as yours

The words I say are coming from my heart
They’re not words to entice, but words to express
To express the feelings I harbor for you..
Now and until my last breathe...

spice.poetry 2012

Torn

can't really explain it..it's a feeling,
can't really contain it..it's reeling,
it's obvious,can't feign it..it's showing..

it's doesn't feel the same,
the smiles, the laughs, the blushes..
it's said to be just a game,
the past, the hurting memory flashes..
it's such an unstable frame,
indulging the dejavu of breaking glasses..

i wish to be with you every moment,
i wish to feel you feel the same,
i wish to rest on your chest as that ornament,
i wish you were here.,it's a shame.

what if i miss you too much,
what if i call you more than i should,
what if all i want is just your touch,
what if i want you alone..i wish you would!

nights have turned cruel,
my mind and heart in a toiling duel,
figure out where the line draws,
between a friend.,and a likely lover...

spice.scripts2011_torn

Pray With Me

thank you Lord God
...for this morning
...for the daily meals
...for the family you brought me into
...for all the protection throughout my life
...for all those that pray for me and care about me
...and for a whole lot more
...for you're healer, a giver, forgiving, merciful and above all
..YOU ARE GOD. worthy of all praise.
Amen

spice.reflections2010

Escapade

lets vanish from the crowd and go some place quiet,
there's so much to do i'm sure you'll like it,
let me hijack your imagination like jack sparrow, the pirate,
if your time is on auction,i'm the highest bidder..i'll buy it..

let's crush out of this party, there're haughty looks i can't stand,
i feel lucky to be the guy holding your hand,
holding your waist as we step to the music of the band,
gazing into your eyes, they show a mystery i can't understand..

let's get lost in this sweet savoury moment,
let's go out and watch the stars.,this attraction feels heaven sent,
let's fly high, explore this rush building up in ascent,
i feel like a feather floating through air, i'm captured by your scent..

so what is it going to be, do you believe in creating fantasy?

spice.scripts2011_escapade

If I Don't Have You

i'm caged,
i'm chained,
i'm bound,
trodden on the ground.

i'm bleeding,
i'm fading,
desperately clinging,

to voice out my calling...

worlds apart,
still i offered you my heart.
religions apart,
still we allowed this affair to start..

..common thing, our young love.

we shall conquer our fear,
we surely will dear,
keep this love near and growing,
and we'll have no tear for showing.

me without you..
t'is like me without air.
am feeling new.,
t'is like a fresh breath of air.

baby wait for me,
i'm coming for you...
open up your heart once more for me,
till i fully dwell in you...

if i can't have you,

may i remain to be,
caged, chained.., bound to the ground...
bleeding, slowly fading.., dying for love.
if i don't have you, i have nothing at all.

spice.scripts2011_if i don't have you

Cheers [my] Valentine

cheers!
..to the valentines we never celebrated,
..to the many times our hearts we deceived,
..to the promises we both never received.

cheers!
..to my departed love,
..to my all and everything i'll ever deserve,
..to my black queen, one i used to emotionally serve..

to the love we never made,
to the kisses we never felt,
to the feelings we harboured but never fully shared,
to the words that would have our hearts melt,
i still have strength to raise a glass ...cheers!

never was it a wrong, neither was it right.,
i had already lost this emotional war.,this fight!
the writing was clearly engraved on the wall.,
t'was a matter of events before we'd eventually take the fall..

so cheers love!,
..for finding the strength to wave goodbye,
..for hiding behind the veil of a lie,
..for how far we came only not to give it a second try,
..for intending to prove that fairytales are real,

maybe they are..
but no, not for us.

spice.scripts2011_cheers [my] valentine

Love Bug

nothing beats this mood,
nothing feels this good..
love has found me again,
i think i'm going insane..
peers talk of me as being screwed.

surely i lack the right words,
if it were a song,i could give the chords..
people say it drives one crazy,
as i feel it.,just see how my eyes look lazy..
to this only bidder,my heart is totally sold!

i feel like i could yell or scream,
for sure i've scored in the winning team,
she says i'm her big hairy bunny.,
sometimes she just decides to be funny..
my princess..she just wanna see me beam.

well..that is my story.,
if you're alone..i'm sorry.,
it's a great feeling!
nerves just leave you reeling..
after all..love deserves the glory..
Glory to Love!!!

spice.scripts2011_Love Bug

Distant Love

distance separates us,
distance can't divide us.
distance is just space in many miles,
distance can't cover your sweet memorable smiles.
distance brings me loneliness,
distance can't erase your loveliness.
distance has me missing you,
distance disappears as i think of kissing you.
tonight in my dreams,
as long as the distance seems,
you're here with me, i can hold you..
you're lying by me, i can protect you.
come stay with me,
throughout the night be with me.

spice.scripts2011_distant love

Hearty Blues

didn't think you would leave that easy
again it doesn't really surprise me
you always seemed to me a free bird
i took my chance in settling down to an extra yard
indeed love is unpredictable, but not inevitable
you can place all your cards on the table
be illusioned that the relationship is stable
clearly what abodes is uncertainty...insurmountable.
'the first cut is the deepest'..thus t'was sung
this heart is the weakest, and now i'm stung
loneliness is biting in..i was sprung
reality has shoved in with a bang!
maybe it's meant to be this way
for i've made others feel this way
if anyone else should come my way
experience has taught me to walk the other way..

spice.scripts2011_hearty blues

Ghost of Valentine's Eve

he desserted her that fortnight,
left her drowned in tears.,in a sea of red roses,
so much for love.,why did he abandon her?

with his deceitful charm, he disappeared from her sight.
betrayal caused her hatred.,and in heavy doses!
she's been carrying it.,it's always with her.

ashamed to show her face, to live her dignity.,
as he harmed that place, he took her virginity.,
once he crossed that phase, love became vanity.,
he's always following her trace, now he's after her sanity..

with hallucinations, dreams too bring him in the night,
every eve of February's fortnight,
1 day past her 16th birthday.,that night..
he left her in pain, in bed.,that same night.

her rose he left bleeding, no one to call upon,
red petals covered the white sheet she lay on,
darkness engulfed her with the swiftness of a black stallion,
tears soaked up her face, seeming hard to carry on..,

the moon was her only peace,
she'd lost her treasured chaste piece,
it's haunting everytime she remembers this..
..on the eve of Valentines.

spice.scripts2010_ghost of valentine's eve

i-Angel

our heads mere vessels to our brains,
our minds are not our own,
independent thinking crushed,
our morals re-shaped,
adopted vices enhanced,
instilled beliefs trounced,
culture has been shifted,
social norms re-defined,
who shall we then blame, the i-angel [modern IT] ?
or our volatile character principles?

spice.scripts2011_ i-Angel

Inglorious Bastards

she conceived from falsehood
an angel begotten of an adulterous union
born out of the gleeful fornicator
the world is full of them
bastards brood into the dark street corners
sons and daughters feeding off society's evil
they spread like a calamitous weed
choking the already suffocated morals
morals destined to render them non-existent
from rapists, drunkards, vainglory womanisers, curious teens
these little innocent angels arise, a legion of consequence
family is fast becoming a tell-tale
broken homes, dysfunctional single parents
repercussions are vividly omnipresent
a mirror image of the filthy ethics we nature through ignorance
little innocent souls thrust out into this inglorious moral melee
for the unborn, what hope do they live for..,
...abortion?

spice.scripts2011_inglorious bastards

Slow Death

a love starved soon dies
i hear echoes of those promises
all fading into oblivion
in this valley of lonely solitude
we're at the end of our rainbow
clouds cast a dark shade over this abandoned heart
if i could catch that last tear drop to quench this thirst
i'm dying a slow death deep inside of me
my star is growing dim, why do you elude me
engrossed in a losing battle, waiting for you
every sweet song soon comes to an end..

spice.scripts2011_slow death

Near To Me by SPICE

in the late of night,i miss you the most
nostalgia hits me, memories invade me
canvased in the serenity of the night time,
an avalanche of past memories rumbling in my head,
your soft voice, soft lips..subtle kiss..,
your shyness, sweet innocence.. .sincere admiration
it flows through me as a gentle stream down the creek.

you lay in my arms, as the morning sun shone on us,
birds chirped much to our pleasure,
peaceful hearts abode beyond measure..
memories of us endeared forever, our treasure,
feeling you in the words that i write,
elapsed time unveiling this truth i hold dear,
this night to be whole with you near.
listening to your rhythmic heart beat,
lay me gently into deep sleep.,
depths of memories to relive in my dreams.,
tonight.

spice.scripts2010_near to me

We Do

circle of continuity,
gauge of level sanity
binding two souls
hearts beat as one
sounding away a concluded past
braving the future
an enchanted gust of emotion
well fit for royals' honor
in jubilant joy and admiration
masses bear witness to this formation
at the foot of the bridge..,
..they walk hand in hand..
..crossing into a world unknown..
it's no longer 'her' or 'him' ..but 'them'
story of our lives
it's no longer her and me, but us.

spice.scripts2010_we do

Nothing's Really Changed by SPICE

not the love in my heart, 
neither the hurt..
not the lies you fed me 
neither is it the beauty in your eyes..
nothing's really changed. 

time may take away the pain, 
but the scar has to remain..
sadly i still love you, 
you know that's never changed.. 

I always kept my word. 
i didn't stand a chance 
and you made that clear as well, 
my heart is scarred...not broken. 
my first real shot at love, 
wasted away with you, 
but atleast i tried. 

Just when i chose to believe it's true, 
you spared me the fool i'd turn..
and made me wiser, 

just when it starts to feel real..
walk away. 
..and never walk back cause girl, 
i don't love you anymore, 
i guesse things eventually change sometime. ..

spice.prose2011

This Kiss

i remember our first kiss,
the only one we ever had,
that's a moment i'll always miss,

days and months have passed,
but the memory will always last..

i write this missive to you
to prove these thoughts true
this moment i think of you
and every other time too

spice.archives2010

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My Inspiration

i wrote you a poem, you said it was beautiful
you felt the stars shone for you, the birds sung for you
you felt my heart worship you, you felt the most beautiful
my words glorified you, fairest of all angels
the poem moved you to tears, my silhouette
i offered you the whole of me, those words offered you my heart
never would i've uttered them, if not through thoughts of you
you consume me, i feel drowned in feelings for you

i envision our future, our present feels like a fantasy
when my thoughts find words, all i speak of is you
when my words find form, all they create is you
who shall give me air, if not through your nostrils
who shall show me love, if not through a peep at your heart
i long to feel love for who you are

you feel real as pain
at times you vanish as a distant mirage
nights are long as you continually evade my dreams
the setting sun robs me off your form into the horizon
i fight and struggle to keep my sanity
how does love feel so real
but not real enough to touch

you touch me as a warm breeze to my skin
if only i could touch the breeze in return..touch you
if only i could embrace you..not just my thoughts
if only you touched me, not as the wind against my skin
but as pain that makes me bleed
cut me deep, let these words bleed for you
keep then flowing, you're my inspiration


signed: lyricist
spice.scripts 2011_my inspiration

Silhouette

i speak of a girl,
she's an angel..
..why i call her so,
she will never know.

residing in a distant world,
of milk and honey i was told..
she travels a different road,
i follow my own route..
i wonder if our worlds will someday meet.

i saw her from a distance,
a silhouette gracing the far horizon,
she's my timely constant thought..
..when i set my eyes on the rising sun.

I'm curious about this girl,
she sparks these pretty thoughts inking my scroll,
the sweetness in her voice...snares my senses,
though I'm not her choice...I'll take my chances..

my silhouette in the evening golden sun,
you fail my sight..your graceful figure growing hazy..
swallowed into the horizon,
dark clouds hover over my yearning heart...
you robbed your presence from the perception of my eyes..
i speak of you in the words of this poem,
etching this moment on paper to last a life time,
watching out for the setting sun...
to behold once again, if only one more time..
..to see the golden glow of my angel's face.


signed: lyricist
spice.scripts 2010_silhouette

Destination Love

a world unknown
spoken of in tales
a mystery as a puzzle maze
many travel the road
the destination revealed to few
few are the risk takers
brave enough to cross boarders
journeying on breaking barriers
conquerors are battered and beaten
finally on this elusive land
they speak of it in tales
some fall by the roadside
overcome by pain and hurt
laden with the burden of loneliness
it's a journey with no map
routes changing with consequence
few are the conquerors
...in their tales,
they speak of this beautiful world
i have heard the tale,
a myth it could be
i have heard of falling love
a destination i may never reach..

spice.scripts 2011_Destination Love

Real Hurt by Spice

it hurts
again we're silent
another fight turned raw
i feel empty with you
...and that hurts
see what we're turning into
we promised to work things out
it no longer feels right
we have achieved nothing
it hurts baby
cause i still love you

I don't wanna cry
i don't wanna let you go
my world is slowly turning cold
it hurts,
it hurts that we'll never be us again
can't we fight fate
turn the hands of time
..and go back where we used to be?
it hurts to stay,
it hurts more to let go.

i can't accept it's all gone
every moment we spent together
it hurts cause i'm breaking down
it hurts cause forever is not here yet
i want to keep believing
pretending not to see that it's over
i linger on to your every word of promise
it hurts knowing they'll never be.

i'm left with shades of memories
trying to see where i went wrong
i can't go on believing fantasy
i can't go on believing in magic
it hurts that you're loving someone else
it hurts that i'm losing space in your heart

it hurts thinking about it
baby i don't wanna cry
never have you made me cry
you're the best love i've ever known
I don't know what I would do without it

you covered me when problems caved me in
always answered my call in time of need
loving you got me through these hard times
i'm here fighting cause i believe in you
i believe in your love
I don't know what I would do without it

it hurts that we have to part ways
i tried baby, maybe not hard enough
now you lie in somebody else's arms
kissing somebody else's lips
thinking not of me, but his love
it hurts to watch you depart from me
..and this is the price i have to pay?
could it hurt a little less,
bite the soothe me...
if you ever find his love, and you're happy,
that's all i wish for you..
that's all i wanted for you,
goodbye, i have to say goodbye baby..,
it hurts that your mind is already made up.

spice.scripts 2010

open season on my heart by SPICE

I speak of a certain love

Somebody hear me out
I have searched endless
To find that perfect love
That doesn’t hurt,
That doesn’t pain
A love that never disappoints
That is always pleasant
I have sought counsel from the wise
From the philosophers and realists
I have found not that which I look for

…still I speak of a certain love

I speak of emotions, feelings
A craving that never lets me be
A desire burning from my soul
Blank stares into space
I listen to the wind, and the waves
The winds blow me dust
And the waves crush upon my hopes
…and I’m left still deluded,

Still I speak of a certain elusive love.

spice.scripts2010

My Letter To All Of You [all are tagged]

For the friends I have met and still have this year, this is my souvenir
If ever I am forced to be away from you, I won’t hold back that tear
Your kind words have mostly lifted me up as an excited deer
Thanks for all the valuable time you’ve spent with me here
Thank you for making this a memorable and eventful year
Sadly some friendships have faded, some have become clear
But I decide to end the year with a lot of energy and cheer
For I’ve also had someone special to me who’s very dear
I’ve tried my best to be myself, to be always nice and sincere
I write poetry, or so I think…it’s for release not really my career
Professionally, i proudly graduated  as a managerial hotelier
My life isn’t really planned out; to me it’s a little unclear
Though with God’s Grace I’ll move forward without fear
I now approach life openly and faithfully in an unfamiliar frontier
If I’ve learned something in life, it’s to learn to persevere

PS:
Living in the parameters of time, we enumerate our lives as an entirety of perceiving the earth make its comprehensive revolution encircling the sun…we live through life having astronomical aspirations and seeking to pull off substantial success. We strive to scale the ladders of the social order to realize standards fed to us by the education system, peers, parents, blood relations and spouses…we forget to live. We overlook the nature call to harmonize with life, we forget to love, forgive and give.

This holiday season, to a larger extent of us it’s Christmas and to others it’s just any other holiday. Whatever it is to you, make a life feel good to be alive…not with material fondness, but compassionate affection. Overlook your ‘class’, or your standards, or who’s watching…help that old man cross the road, smile at that dirty kid by the roadside, pull some positivity out of someone, honor that promise you made, make up with that person you fell out with, let the hate go, the malice, the despise and past grudges…Love a little more this Christmas.

Pray to God for the reality that you are just human and He is God. Live for what is good, right and honorable to God.

"...the worst solitude is to be destitute of sincere friendship..."_Francis Bacon

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAY FRIENDS

Yours Grateful,
Paul Mogaka Ongori

Dont Say It

no don't say it
hold it in one more night
have one last performance
lie to me one last time
have this final meal with me
tell me you enjoy this
but just don't say it tonight

tonight is perfect
beautiful night, slow music
candle lights sparkling through wine
you look amazing, i compliment you
but please hide your eyes
hold back that fake smile
its just one more night with you
that's my final request of you
just don't say it tonight

i know you're leaving me for him
just don't say it....
tell me i atleast made you laugh
that at some point you honestly thought of me
at some point i was that only one for you
let tonight be perfect, calm
let the angels pay sad audience to your final act
you would've told me earlier,
but just not tonight

i won't hold you, nor touch you
i loved kissing you, but not tonight
don't even speak, just listen to me this once
i loved you, i really did love you
a part of me still does to this point

make tonight your grand act,
make it all believable, just like you always do
make it a lasting memory
i have lived a lie with you
though it all hurts finding out
i enjoyed every bit of your lies

so if you have to say goodbye
just don't say it tonight
i could handle your lies unknowingly
but this is one truth from you..,
...that my heart can't take..

stay with me just one more night, tonight.

spice.scripts 2010

"..if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.."

"..You can shed tears that she is gone,“
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on..”

“..I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone,
but I can tell you what it is for me;
love is knowing all about someone,
and still wanting to be with them more than any other person,
love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself,
including the things you might be ashamed of,
love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone,
but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.."

“..One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else..”

"...Don’t say you love me unless you really mean it,
because I might do something crazy like believe it.."

“..I love her and that’s the beginning of everything.."

"..When I see you smile and know that it is not for me,
that is when I will miss you the most..."

Realisation...

i pretend it doesn't bother me
your silence over the distance
i block it out from my thoughts
not to feel this way,no not today
things have changed so fast
the excitement is taking a dive
no matter how hard i try
history is always a constant pry

i reflect on my past as today is
hurt keeps going round as in an axis
familiarity's become a common instance
has it always been about me?
this is more than just coincidence
i wonder, am i the problem ultimately?

i need a change, a different scene
i know this storyline too well
i'm set to lose you, that i've seen
held under a seemingly cast spell

instead of fighting back, i'll make peace
instead of cheating too, i'll stay faithful
instead of doubting you, i'll learn to trust you
instead of giving up, i'll love you more and more
today maybe the sun will shine, instead of rain
i'll wake up beside you tomorrow
instead of shouting at you, this time i'll listen
i will sacrifice...if that means i might keep you

this is my defining moment
this is our defining moment
bear with me,
share with me..
..we need this.

spice.sripts 2010

Fading Away by Spice Poetry

illusion, state of make belief
falsehood, words to deceive
an illusion to me you were
a mirage, so near but yet so far
time barely faded away
soon t'was your back fading away
go on, just walk on away
walk on, and don't look back this way
dumb to echoes, numb to karma
when you come around, i won't be waiting
rocking back and forth, forth and back
stocking lies in your mouth, conscience you lack
as ghostly you came, same way you left
it feels like a fraction of time you were here,
enough to make any significance, t'was never clear
"...goodbye...", your words so clear
go on, just walk on away
walk on, and don't look back this way

spice.scripts 2010

She Is I by SPICE

She is,
...considerate,
...kind and passionate,

She likes,
...to have a good laugh,
...it that i tickle her and other funny stuff.

She has,
...perfectly shaped lashes
...rare inner beauty and not just flashes.

She knows,
...i miss her..,
...that i am one with her.

She is,
...my perfect temperament, a sanguin..,
...my soul's brook fountain.

She says,
...i am the best she's had..,
...i sometimes drive her mad..,
...at times i loose it but it ain't that bad.

She fell,
...for my cute dimples and coolness,
...for my honesty and openness,
...for my appreciating her in humbleness.

She is,
...far away from me in distance,
...the one i see in my dreams every instance,
...my fantasy and every thought in remembrance.

I..,
...envision her in my future,
...believe she'll be in my family's picture.

I can,
...do anything for her,
...and have given my all to her,
...wait till she comes my way and i'll be with her

....I
....Love
....Her.

spice.archives

good night... By Spice

lie down,
empty your mind,
relax your body,
let your thoughts ease you,
close your eyes,
let memories nourish you,
i think of you alone in your bed,
on that pillow you lay your head,
as sleep soothes you,
spare one last thought,
and think of us..think of me,
think of our love...
the painful distance,
as i head to dream heaven,
be my companion into the clouds,
we soar together hand in hand,
let's fly to the moon so bright,
let the stars show our delight,
and for this silent lonely night,
i hope what i'm about to say comes out right,
i love you angel..
goodnight.

spice.lyricist2010

bleeding of regrett... By SPICE.

i get lost in my own world,
shut out all else, alone..
say nothing, think of everything
listen to my thoughts..
..at times they speak,
..at times they're silent,
just like i am, silent.

is this how love wants it,
how long will we be silent,
when is this ending,
our love is still pending,
pride has encroached us,
this tide will drown us..,
silence lives among the dead,
so has our love died?

breathe life into this heart,
hearken unto my soul's plight,
dreams haunt me in the night,
memories of the pain i caused you,
i bleed from regrett, i'm sorry..

forgive me if you might,
surpress the hatred...,the hurt,
free me..free you...free us.

deserving nothing from you,
i never did deserve anything,
if i never realised i needed you,
this moment you hold my life,
if this slightly sounds as to be untrue,
this is what i deserve out of life.

here i am.., alone, broken
here we are..,forgone, forsaken
hear my plea.., awaken
i killed us, but i'm still dying, slow and painful..
in this wilderness..i created.

spice.scripts2010

unquenched lust... By SPICE

Quietly she got dressed
And silently faded away into the night
He lay there passed out
Robbed off his senses
By the artistry of her charming ways

She was twenty three, young wild and free
Dreams of success suffocated her young imagination
Glamour, bright lights and fame…
Screams, smiles and flashing cameras…her name on billboards
but her hunger sprouted from deep within.

Waiting for the unsuspecting,
She is the Queen Mistress of the night
Men worship her, a beguiling mystery
Her brown eyes, her ever soothing demeanor
Hypnotizing Medusa, a cunning Delilah
Her passion is a fire that never burns out

She thirsts not for gold and diamond
Every bed she lays in is a crowning glory
She bathes in their awe and adoration of her
They speak of her prowess in the street corners and bars
She joins to listen among them…unknown to them
She’s a mystery…In her heart lies a thirst
A hunger for astronomical sexual pleasures

She waits every night in the dim neon-lit alleys,
Her fragrance pulling in her sure conquests,
her seduction is spoken of like a mythical tale,
Few lucky to be sane men have spoken of her tale..
..In the envy of others  who develop the thirst.
They set out in the night, floating in the scent of her fragrance,
They set out…to meet the beautiful stranger of the night.

Spice.scripts2010 ©

broken wings... By SPICE.

ours wasn't a fairy tale start,
ours was the beginning of your painful end..or so i thought.
many years of hurt aging in you,
solace and peace you conceived with me,
i lifted you when your past weighed you down,
long after he left it in shambles,
i recollected that belief back into you...
ours isn't a beautiful fairy tale.

in your sleep, heard you call out his name.,
you give me your affection, him your love.
you offer me your body..but he holds your heart and soul.
what keeps you with me,
away from the one you love?
i hurt in painful silence, when you shed tears for him,
indeed this is no beautiful fairy tale,
for i fore see no happy ending...atleast not for me!

in your moment of weakness...moment of yearning,
in my moment of caring, moment of falling for you,
i wish i never kissed you, never touched you..
i should've been a friend,
i should've not fallen in love...

a bird you were with a broken wing,
took care of you..made you my own,
you wanna fly away,
now that your wing has healed,
for the joy you brought shortly,
i won't cage you up in captivity,
fly away my beautiful bird...
...and i long for the day,
you will fly back on to my arm...

spice.scripts2010

a night in november by SPICE

wipe away your reminiscence of us;
the memories of our love unison,
kill the hopes you harbor,
of us ever being in love again.
destroy everything we created,
that always was the fire burning in us!

i no longer exist to you,
i’m but just a dust particle in a sand storm,
sand storm that is our love life,so far gone
wake up, it’s not a dream anymore
this is the nightmare we crafted…
to understand the person i’ve become,
disdained and dejected to love again!

you reach out your hand that I won’t catch,
chasing shadows in the name of lost love,
this is what you receive, what you deserve
i’m leaving to a far off place
deep within the depths of my heart to find me
one thing that remains…you won’t be there

Let loose off the grip on my heart,
stupid I was…to let loose to you…
but it was the finest moment’
…back when i lost control with you.
we loved so much that we suffocated us
no longer will I write out of your inspiration
won’t run to you with my highs and lows
you never took me in with all my flaws
this is the last bit of memory I’ll create of you
for tonight I walk towards the rainbow….
for the colors of our love have long faded.

spice.scripts 2010

Echoes

A thousand miles away
Just a thought close to me
You dwell in my being so alive
But you’re a thousand miles away

Love don’t come easy
Separated and alone
Cold nights amidst burning desires
Missing your smile in the morning sun

Minutes, hours, days turn into years
No other shoulder will take my tears
Memories are growing old and tired
Ripe time the winds brought you home

I hear your voice from the birds among swaying trees
Your eyes in the shinning stars in the night sky
I smell your scent in the breeze every cold morning
I feel your foot steps across the thought paths of my mind
…and I hear my heart call out to yours saying, ‘I miss you’!

spice.lyricist2010 ©

Prodigal Hearts

what killed us, so young in love,
what mistakes did we make,
what happened, can we live in the flip side,
what did we do to let it all ensue,
what destroyed our blossoming fairy tale?

if i drop everything, will you reconsider,
if only you could let go off your attitude and concur,
if we tried a little harder..however you would prefer,
if we can be lifeless to the ghosts of doubt pulling us under,
if it means anything to you...please hear me out!

what if i tell you i still love you,
what if i ignored all others just to be with you,
what if I received a little more trust from you,
what if things were different between me and you,
what if this day hadn’t brought me you?

this has got to mean something,
we have a second chance with us,
let's make this the beginning of us,
kill the past and end all the fighting,
give this our best with no more hurting,
steer this story to a fairy tale ending,
the story of our love.

spice.scripts 2010 ©

a kiss so passionate by SPICE

A kiss so passionate!,

K- knocks me off my every senses,
I- immensely takes over my defenses.
S- spontaneity jerks me into life,
S- stolen kisses gear up inner high sex drives,

S- saturating the aura with lustful aroma,
O- orgasmic pulses nerving through dilated veins,

P- pouncing on mild thoughts suggestive of intimacy,
A- andante progression to build up the ecstasy,
S- satiate my lips into a seasoned, juicy fruity feel..,
S- sublime movement of the tongues to heighten the zeal
I- infuse our savory juices my urge to unseal
O- overwhelm my resistance my craving to reveal…
N- nibble across the soft flesh of the lower lip
A- aptly read my reaction intent to sink dip,
T- towards the depths converging centrally to your hips,
E- eventually ease an egoistic earnest erection into emulsion.¬¬

spice.sentiments 2010 ©

all is vanity without u / SPICE

Trying to hold back my tears,
But my eyes can’t shut tight enough,
…Tight enough not to see you walk away.
And it hurts, thought I should say,
My heart is crushing at your feet,
…Begging you, pleading with you to stay.

You say you love me no more,
You say goodbye and that you have to go,
My angel, why do you dessert this dream,
Why rob me off such a heavenly token?
I’m downcast, beaten and broken,
Isn’t it clear how much I need you,
…how much I love you?

My heart throbs amongst thorns,
Every beat is a painful prick of piercing thorns,
Redemption better dwells on a bed of fiery coals,
I’m falling apart, leaning back up against crumbling walls,
You took me in and we promised us forever,
…we’ve been through so much together..,
Why do you now turn away from me?

I’m lying on rocky ground suffocated,
My face down to the dirt feeling rejected,
My heart defiled and disrespected,
Sad days shall later be gone,
And my tears shall stop flowing,
But my love will never stop showing!
I can’t let you go, that you should know…
What’s this life without your touch?
For your laugh, your smile…forever I can search,
And that assuring hug…I can find none with such.

How can I show you what you mean to me?
You mean my life to me;
Everything is nothing without you,
I will love you with my last breath;
Give my all to hold on to you…
I will bruise and break myself fighting fate,
Just to show it I won’t let you go.

Spice.scrolls2010 ©

un-commissioned hurt by SPICE

what is it about love that turns a person into a fool?
that would make a humble being be so cruel,
no emotions after a heartbreak, despise burns up as hot fuel,
all get served the epidemic like it's a universal good.

fools appear loomed into manipulation, use and abuse,
cruelty is instigated on them, a love they willingly had to choose,
fueling up more hatred that will ultimately lead to a burnt out fuse,
rules were never laid down, to play out emotions to a truce.

abuse rules unmerited companionships founded on lust,
choosing the love masked with eros, hard to build on trust,
fuse two un-matched hearts..and no sparks of union will combust,
truce, par, evenly matched...will be terms rare as cosmic dust.

what is it about love that has us immersed in this pain?
that would still have me glued to you like a regular shot of cocaine?
no hope to celebrate the future, it all seems to be in vain,
all seems destined, in a different domain...i'll find love again.

spice.archives 2010

distance in between | SPICE

the night was young and the winds were cold,
we took a walk beneath the shining stars and the clear night sky.
we let ourselves go to the power of the moon light,
experiencing our feelings in their natural splendour,
...but was it just a passing fancy?
However real it felt,how are we going to make it last.?

the night was young and the winds were cold,
i hugged you close to me..to keep you warm,
thoughts in my mind sent me to the imminent dim future,
i will miss seeing your face..feeling you near me,
when i leave to a far away city,
will you still believe in us?
This is where we are,is it time for goodbye?

our attraction was young and the past had grown cold,
nervous in your presence for it's time to leave,
right back here with you is where i wanna be.
a kiss on your lips and a sigh oh so softly,
..a look into your eyes and that's where you capture me.
Does my admiration scare you so much?
..this is not an obsession,just mad affection...

spice.scripts 2010(c)

do it again | SPICE

kiss me from my neck down my chest,
capture the moment one more time,
do it like you did it before,
make me feel again...

on that last night that we were together,
you held me so close to you,
your arms around me made me feel protected,
it was an awesome feeling.

i lay on your chest as you gently brushed my braids with your fingers,
soft movement down my back...you took me as your own,
a feeling i didn't want to lose...

...your kisses on my breasts,
as your touch felt my every curve,
sending tingling sensations round the tips of my nipples..
...pull back the memories to be real one more time,
make the loving words you said to me sound real again,
that moment when our thoughts were like glass...honest and true.

i miss you every fraction of time you are away,
your gentle kisses..your soft lips on mine.

now the night calls..when silence settles in,
and thoughts echo in my mind..
i wish you were here,
...to kiss me from my neck down my chest,
to capture the moment one more time,
do it like you did it before,
make me feel again....

spice.scripts2010 (c)

close by me | SPICE

let's chase after this love that's elusive to us,
you're the strength i need to believe in it,
carry me upon the desires of your heart,
prepare me a soft place to land at the end of my fall,
nourish my heart from the depths of your soul,
speak to me through the touch of your hand..
the look in your eyes,
shows me what love is in you..
paint it with the bright colors of your smile,
i feel it all over me..
i'm taken captive of your innocent demeanor,
a gem among ladies..
you beam through as the bright moon among twinkling stars,
i desire and think of no other but you..
though you're far what i feel is true,
in my mind you rule supreme..
every thought is you,
every moment special moment
is a moment i wanna share with you,
a fountain flows inside of me..,
but it alone cannot quench my thirst for you,
i need you here with me...

no other touch by SPICEY and TRAICY

think of me when you're alone,
when you're cold and need to be held,
at night in your sleep...
let me be that person in your dreams to keep
let your heart beat for me
i want that too when you think of me..
when you read from me, hear from me.
..i wanna be all you think of
till you can feel my touch,

see the need in my eyes and search..
when we finally let open our hearts to each other
submit to my touch, my kiss and all i have offer
..hold the belief that we'll breathe the same air someday,
and we wont have to imagine no more,
but realize our feelings and emotions together
my lips are dry..ever since you last kissed them
how i wish we could have that moment again
sink those claws into my skin with elated pleasure
its difficult not to miss you..
i hope you miss me too
you're calling to me, i might be delusional but i hear it..
i hope you hear me too,
you're the only one who can take this feeling away,
no other touch will do
you've hammered it so deep..
i can't take the heat..i'm burning up for you
you should feel my heart beat right now
i wanna loosen and let myself go
let myself fall freely into your charm..your demeanour
my twinkle star, your glare brightens me all day..like a kid in neon lights
up above the sky so high,
you're that diamond in my sky..

spice.collabo2010 (c)

Free fall by SPICE

your name resounds in my head
every time we talked late into the night

the fantasies we created within our words
reality never felt so tangible
i wish to gaze upon your beauty
to hold your hand,and look into your eyes
you make it so easy for me to like you
i feel more of myself in your world
i sit here looking at your picture
picturing the smile out of those lips
imagining how you'll sound when i make you laugh
wishing that it was no longer about thoughts
i close my eyes to see you in my world
i want this more than ever,..to have you close by me
i feel the distance more than the miles in between
i wanna fly away from this loneliness
to come to you...
i just want to fly up and away..
..to fall harder for you

spice.scripts2010 (c) 

distant whisper by SPICE

Embracing you so close to me
I sense the slight fear in your embrace
No need to be for I’ll be gentle
I won’t come on too strong
Shaky voice as a distant whisper
Your hands rested easily on my back
I clasp you firmer round your back
Pressing thy modest breasts touching my chest
Your fingers then clench tighter on my shirt
Your body ready to let free on me
What scares you beautiful one
Is it me that you’re scared of..,
…or is it what I’m making you feel?
I mean no harm dear,
This moment calls for it..
For my lips to feel your lips,

For my kiss upon  your neck,
For my breath to caress the soft hairs on your neck
Why do you resist
Your knees can no longer support you
With every tender stroke on your back,
You get heavier…weak…
Why don’t you look me in the eye?
See the passion glowing in me
You’re so close to me, so near
Lip to lip…hip to hip
I didn’t plan for this
I let the mood carry me,
Your eyes sparkle in the dim light
Brown skin feels so supple and smooth
You rest on my shoulder
Contemplating my next touch
..and I can’t help it
..but be the gentle man
To take your hand,
And simply kiss you goodnight.

Spice.scripts2010 (c)

in my mind | SPICE.erotics

Came home early,
Prepared a scented warm bath for you,
With wine and candles,
Softly playing your favorite love songs,
Door bell rings just on time,
Baby you still look stunning,
Just like you left in the morning,
In a few hours I’ll have you moaning…
I have the evening all planned out in my mind,

Take you into my arms and into the bedroom,
Change you into your birth-suit and into the bathroom,
Soak you up in the bath, as I calculate my math
How many licks will it take to get you weak…
The wine gets you all excited, my prick gets all enticed
I sit you by the edge of the basin, dripping all wet of jasmine
You glitter off the candle light, water droplets leading me..
Leading me to your cunt…
1 lick, 2 licks….20, 30…lost count…
Nothing dripping no more, I take it in
Can’t waste it on the floor…you still wettin
More wine please.., just to get us at ease…

The floor ain’t cold no more.., you kneel with me..but face the wall
I’ll be gentle, you can be sure.., but don’t crawl away..or you’ll slip and fall
Last time was on the couch..and the other against the kitchen wall..
Tonight we’ll be on the bathroom floor,

To be cont…[tired thumbs] :-) ....SPICE.erotics

T’was…T’is….T’will be by SPICE

Where did we go wrong,
When did it change from,
Tears of happiness to,
Tears of pain?..true!

My love,
Doubt abodes in your eyes.
That look,
Uncertainty exudes from your gaze.

Ours was a committal love in vain,
Again we hide behind the covers of blame,
It’s a shame really,
Fear has engulfed us clearly.

Shamed by lust,
How much is too much to yield?
Shunned by love,
How soon is too soon to surrender?

Hurt is creeping up on us,
Plus we’re not the first,
Neither are we the last,
T’was…T’is….T’will be!

How do I say goodbye,
Make it sound like I still care?
I can’t make it count,
Sorry never seemed so hesitant.

Perfection was our seduction,
Forever, our endeavor.
Love we thought to be enough,
Uncertainty was our hidden reality,
Separation is now our realization.

Spice.scripts2010©

..heart sway by SPICE

feels different, takes me on the ascent
feels so new, us..me and you
feels like i'm suffocating..,
in the thoughts i'm thinking.

i don’t go a day,
without a 'hi' to say.
it costs a part of me, a tear or two,
when you don't miss me too..
it breaks my heart,like a pot of clay.

i apologize, i won't hold back,
i realize, that you're still hurting,
i compromise, our new friendship,
it's unwise, to hurry to fill this crack,
time flies, and this is my heart,
a longing in my eyes, feel it on my lip.

i won’t try to understand the intrigue,
i’ll learn to embrace it..accomodate it,
the chaos in my mind,the fear of falling for you.

i tell myself not to suffocate, not to over relate
my persistent thoughts still lead to you.
i brace myself for these walls i have to break,
to survive this journey i feel not ready for.

i’ve been in this coma so long,
no longer know how love used to feel like,
that, almost pulled me under,
that, almost made me, not feel again....

spice.scripts2010

SP [Sawyer Paul SPice] by LILA WRITE

You SPark some SPur when you SPeak
i SPy at your SParkling eyes and getall SPasmodic
You got the sugar n SPice thing...goin on

SPecial n designated, yes you are
within the scope of love,
you SPruce up emotions with no err
You got the sugar and SPice thing..

You'v got me SPell-bound
..and my SPirits suprised at this sharp,
great chap...i found
It would be sappy to say we got no scrap
ours is no SPecimen, we SPew our
resentments then drop the crap
we got the sugar n SPice in it

SPot on, i have a yen for your SPoken word
and when your SPort is on, i don't make it hard- for you
I admire your SPunk, gives me true grit*
desire for 'em SPank, that's a core treat

I will SPurn from all SPeculation
You separate one from all with great finesse- beamin
sophistication

You got tha sugar and SPice..
and it's making me a mental case!


SPice.appreciation2010

Maroon 5 - Nothing Lasts Forever

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
I Just don't know

If you don't know, Then you can't care
And you show up,But you're not there
But I'm waiting,And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday,
With every worthless word we get more far away,
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay,
But nothing lasts forever, just be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way.

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains,Nothing lasts forever.

maroon 5_nothing lasts forever

it's like that by RUN DMC

It's Like That - Run DMC

People coming, people going, people born to die
Don't ask me, because I don't know why
But it's like that, and that's the way it is

People in the world try to make ends meet
You try to ride car, train, bus, or feet
I said you got to work hard to want to compete
It's like that, and that's the way it is

Money is the key to end all your woes
Your ups and your downs, your highs and your lows
Won't you tell me last time that love bought you clothes?
It's like that, and that's the way it is

 Bills fly higher every day
We receive much lower pay
I'd rather stay young, go out and play
It's like that, and that's the way it is

 War's going on across the sea
Street soldiers killing the elderly
What ever happened to unity?
It's like that, and that that's the way it is

Disillusion is the word
That's used by me when I'm not heard
I just go through life with my glasses blurred
It's like that, and that's the way it is

You can see a lot in this lifespan
Like a bum eating out of a garbage can
You notice one time he was your man
It's like that (what?) and that's the way it is

You should've gone to school, you could've learned a trade
But you laid in bed where the bums have laid
Now all the time you're crying that you're underpaid
It's like that (what?) and that's the way it is

 One thing I know is that life is short
So listen up homeboy, give this a thought
The next time someone's teaching why don't you get taught?
It's like that (what?) and that's the way it is

 If you really think about it times aren't that bad
The one that stretches for success will make you glad
Stop playing and start praying, you won't be sad
It's like that (what?) and that's the way it is

 When you feel you fail sometimes it hurts
For a meaning in life is why you search
Take the boys on the train, drive to school on the church
It's like that, and that's the way it is

Here's another point in life you should not miss
Do not be a fool who's prejudice
Because we're all written down on the same list
It's like that (what?) and that's the way it is
You know it's like that, and that's the way it is
Because it's like that, and that's the way it is

...afraid by SPICE

not because i am, that you are
not because you are, that i am
we simply are, cause we feel.

cant ignore, still can't be sure
come to the fore, out of your closure
loneliness grips as cold in equal measure
nudeness of thoughts out on exposure

warm me with your kind words
i want you...to be with you, to hold you
i want to do this right..i'm not sure how
warn me that love sometimes hurts
i wish love didn't have to hurt sometimes
i wished that it could last forever
forever never came...love never lasted

i'm afraid..afraid to wish again
believe again, love or feel again
teach me, show me how to love you
hold me, take my hand and guide me
tell me it's going to be okay,
stay with me...in case its not okay..

spice.scripts 2010 (c)

don't let go by SPICE

i didn't give up on you
rather you gave up on me
i didn't say goodbye
rather you walked away
when it was just you me
when all that mattered was us
when everything existed cause we did
then i knew it would come to this

i seem to tell you no, when i really mean yes
cautious not to fall again, feel again...heal again
sorry that i can't open up..or rather i choose not to
a cycle that keeps coming back
a cycle that i've known to familiar
do things really change...does it stop feeling strange
i look for answers..i search for the missing puzzle pieces

can't pull it all together, feel like a fool altogether
when you pull closer..i pull farther and farther
can you see my dilemma, are you that one to see it all..
the pain I've been through, the un-answered questions
the missing pieces of my heart..,can you see it all

you have let me stay in my cold world..dark and lost
hoping is all i do..that maybe you're the one to stay
tell me it's going to be okay..even if it wont
will you believe with me...or will you up and leave me?
it's hard enough that you pulled close,
but this time i pulled closer, will you now pull away..
farther and farther?

Deuces Rmx ft. Spice [the missing verse]

The new girl that I’m wit,
She treats me right
You getting fake n old with ol this blame shit
You’re yesterday’s paper, torn page sheet!
‘…I’m saying Bye Bye…’ I’m calling this Deuces,
I’m the only one, no many spices
Girl you’ll find no other in this species
Know me as the Sapien ripping your heart in slices
You hurt me girl, I was your boo
I loved you girl, so I’ll hurt you too
Shoo, flap away like a shamed bird,
You plucked my feathers n put me down bad,
Now see how I dig up your dirt!
I’m off to a new start, new love and fulfilling trust
Call me Spice; I’m always up bringing a new taste
You should see her, still chaste…after the first night
When you gave it up so easily…your first night,
Didn’t you think it would also end up so easily…yeah that’s right!
I bet you didn’t see this coming on,
‘Should’ve known who was cheating too’...Rayvon
Save your useless pride, move on…
Deuces!