spring back... [rebound love] | spice

thought losing you would destroy me
thought letting you go would consume me
thought you were that one to complete me
....i was right
i'm utterly ruined without you in my life
i'm recurrently consumed by lies all my life
i'm imperfect without a girl like you in my life

didn't i love you enough,
or is love never enough?

i didn't want to be a shoulder you only cry on,
my shoulder was for you to also hold on.
you let go and went back to him,
you apologized and left me for him.
he made you shed your tears enough times,
you made him feed off your fears enough times.

me and you,
those days now feel like a mistake..
a bitter pill i can't take,
wish you knew how it all feels like,
it felt real, never crossed me to be fake..
being a spring back for you is a torturing heartache,
that, i have to live with....

spice.scripts2010

love me till eternity!!! / tiara ft. spice

U entered my life and changed it for good.
my every feeling for u is true.
No other place i'd rather be...
than be in your arms...
for that love and comfort that i find with YOU.

While others wear deceiving masks...
its only your sweet face that i see.
if i was only yours and u were mine..
so i pray to thee.

Torture to me...
is what this distance is like.
So be it to the lord is say...
'but keep me for her
in another life!!
If so shall I die today!!

U r what i want and desire..
but not always happens what we wish for...
blinded by your love...i even
dont take time to see...if i deserve u or not!!

If i only had the choice to be with you...
i'd pleased to ask ...
for all the love u could give me...
and if that love was to be grow bigger for me everyday...
We shall live for eternity!!!!

phoenix love | spice

can't lie to myself that you're lonely,
just cause we're together no more,
you're beautiful in everyway,pretty and lovely,
the world of love is big for you to explore.

men as bees hover around you as honey,
offering you love at heart, and in money,
i bet your life is all rossy and sunny,
you'll be offending the heavens for you to be lonely.

in your new busy world, do i still exist?
do you think of me...even if your thoughts insist?
my pen in hand, i'm seated here on this seat..,
writing a poem about you..in me you exist.

why, why did you abandon us in an instance?
you just had to have a little patience..,
was it cause my love didn't seem deep enough?
or my pocket indeed wasn't deep enough?

i can't lie to myself that you miss me,
but i can be sure that, not only do i miss you..,
i still love you.

this love i feel for you, will bring you back.

spice.scripts2010

waiting for you | spice

thought my tears would make you stay,
you turned your back on me and left anyway.
these tears that i shed you see..
all the mean words that you said to me..
and the lies that you fed to me,

i let it all go
cause now i can show
how much i need you so

my feelings haven't changed
i just feel a little short-changed
if this makes you see
that i still love you,
and i want you to be with me..,
then i hope you'll love me too.

spice.scripts2010

missing you / spice

i think of you tonight,
you're the reason i write,
you're the reason for my delight,
as my thoughts bring you in sight.

distant love growing near,
instant sparks you ignite dear,
brilliant display of a lighted chandelier,
reminiscent of my love so sincere.

my inspiration, i fetch from your pool,
my admiration, in my heart you rule,
my seduction, i drink desire from your pool,
my addiction, i am a junky of your love capsule.

baby, though you're away from me
i thought maybe, you should know this from me
see lately, nothing else around moves me,
plant this love tree, come grow and age with me.

i'm happy with you, i'm happy like this
i feel brand new, i feel my inner peace
as the skies stay blue, you're the one thing i miss
our love stays true, and forever it foresees.


signed: lyricist

spice.scripts2010

never was, now is > spice

i get lost in my own world
shut out all else, alone
say nothing, think of everything
listen to my thoughts
at times they speak,
at times they're silent,
just like i am, silent.

is this how love wants it,
how long will we be silent,
when is this ending,
our love is still pending,
pride has encroached us,
this tide will drown us..,
silence lives among the dead,
has our love died?

breathe life into this heart,
hearken unto my soul's plight,
dreams haunt me in the night,
memories of the pain i caused you,
i bleed from regrett, i'm sorry..

forgive me if you might,
surpress the hatred...,the hurt,
free me..free you...free us.

deserving nothing from you,
i never did deserve anything,
if i never realised i needed you,
this moment you hold my life,
if this slightly sounds as to be untrue,
this is what i deserve out of life.

here i am.., alone, broken
here we are..,forgone, forsaken
hear my plea.., awaken
i killed us, but i'm still dying,
in this wilderness..i created.

spice.scripts2010(c)

feeling real | spice

this is me, this' how i feel,
this' for you to see, this is real
feeling the reality. reality feels like this,
you, me and this...this is what we have.

you're far from my thirsting sight,
but bound in my fighting heart..,
in my mind you flourish, the reality i see..
my thoughts you nourish, the intensity you free.

fondness grows with every passing second,
when will i be able to hold your hand?
i see you in all i exist in, feel you in my veins
every little thing pleasant is you,
every feeling of fantasy you make it true.

heir of my heart, queen of my being..,
i've offered you my all..all that is me..,
back when i took the fall, assuredly you held me..
..now this is me, and this' how i feel..

..this is for you to see, this is real
feeling the reality..
reality feels like this,
you, me and love...this is what we have.

signed lyricist
spice.scripts2010©

defiled statutes | spice

scared of the arms that nurtured me,raised me,
scared they'll strangle me, let go of me..
not a wrap,a fold of embracing me..

once her glorious son,
now reflecting consequences of his inglorious fun..
the world opens it's doors...like it always has.
to take me in,
i walk in...and eat from the same table..
feeling like garbage,

i find solace in the open cold streets,
a beast living among beasts..

mama taught me to live righteously,
taught me no one will make these choices for me,
im now lost..deluded...blinded...
living in regrett,

destiny...
how twas meant to be,
last shot at life...disgraceful..pitiful...
away from mama..

no longer aworthy child of my mother...
now reborn in the world...that's where i belong.

spice.reflections2010

aged tears > spice

mama why are you crying
son your brother is dying
mama please we should keep praying
nothing more we can do, let's keep trying

mama, i hate seeing you like this
it's never been the same since papa laid in eternal peace,
we've been living like mice eating rotten cheese,
some day we'll find hapinness, God will hand us the keys.

life has it's claws on us, this is our share,
better days are across the plains, only faith will take us there,
i'm not turning my back on us, even when i'll grow gray hair,
you and him are all that i have...and only prayer.

your eldest son is stressed, my big brother,
dad's passing has been hard on him..we should bother,
his life is ours, let's not give up..please mother!
and there's something else mom..i'll soon be a father...
...,the girl i've been seeing is pregnant.

spice.reflections2010

harboured me > spice

not that i knew how
not that you know how
a shot through the heart
a spot that i got hurt..

note that you came
came to claim my shame
fate brought you to me
to me, my heart to heal

my angel you are
my guide like the north star
though you are far
you, have healed my scar

love eluded my being
had nowhere to begin
had no one i was seeing
love brought me you, my queen.

i'll soon embrace you, with the same love
same affection, ..you'll have enough
my heart beats for you...no bluff
a kinda love, that you'll be proud of.
i love you

signed: lyricist

spice.scripts 2010

...i miss you > spice

cool morning breeze across my face,
thoughts breezing across my mind in a race,
you and i existing in our own space,
you're far away,wishing that wasn't the case.
sometimes it gets so lonely,
cause my heart and mind can't seem to agree,
close to my heart, my eyes don't see..
...your smile, your face...my mind is in plea.
when are you coming to me,
i start my mornings tihnking of thee,
it's hard at times, thinking when it'll be,
that you're going to be here with me.
my thoughts on this paper, you they emit...
they create your image on it,
in my mind you solely exist.
i miss you so bad.., that i admit.
know that my thoughts are with you,
it's like every song i hear it's about you,
you live in me through and through,
my life right now is all about you...
i miss you.

signed:lyricist

spice.scripts2010

in my silence[i search for serenity] > spice

from a bee comes honey,
and it stings too..funny.
it's all been a lie, your words
so you say...it hurts.
you gave me the highest of moments,
the greatest of feelings,
you made me almost believe in love again,
i was ready to give up all for you...you to gain
you built emotions in me,real..couldn't feign.
sorry that i felt it more than you did,
but it happens...yours you hid.
sometimes the things we need to say,we don't.
things we need to do, we do not...we just don't.
truth is i love you, without effort,
once my source of comfort,
now you're like a bed of thorns,
a shoulder sprayed with pepper,
an oasis that is always a mirage,
how did we get here so fast,
is that how weak our bond was,
i don't want that to be our truth.
or believe it to be..no it can't.
it's a time like this that i don't know what to do,
what to say, what to write...
in your silence you know what you thinking,
in my silence i wonder where i'm headed,
i can't force this,
so i lay back...and let what brought us here,
take us to the next point..
in my silence...i'm thinking of you,
in my silence...i'm almost cutting loose,
i'm not hurting, i'm not crying
just lost in my thoughts
in my own world..
where peace is what matters most to me,
my peace of mind.

spice.reflections 2010

at it again > spice

love is at it again!
or is it love?
mis-trust is at it again!
that could be it.
but the joke isn't on me
no it's not.
or is it?
it don't hurt
atleast not like it used to..
my heart's been all along broken
yeah that's definitely it.

i would really want to say i'm sorry
but with my heart, it's all a different story
cause i'm not
i need love...just like you need it

show me what i need to see
tell me what i need to hear
cause my heart speaks for me
it's all i listen to...

love is playing tricks on me
not this time...
i won't be put under..
i got the ace.


spice.scripts 2010

If Your Walls Could Speak
If your walls could speak,
Would they talk about us
And the things that we’ve done,
As silent they stood witness?

Would they tell of how i anxiously turned you to face them,
Impatiently shoving you against them,
As soon as you stepped through my door…
my left hand holding your neck firmly,
The right dropping your defenses to your ankles,
Fingers exploring realms,
Soaking in delight?

Would they express how i made you squirm,
And burn with an uncontrollable desire;
How you moaned for me to go deep inside,
your swelling lips begging to be hushed?

Would they disclose how i forced you to the floor,
Down on all fours,
While you whimpered and writhed,
Like a dog, begging for more?

And tell how you pleaded with me,
To drive in from behind,
As they watched without a sound,
Us imitating two animals in a mating ritual?

Would they voice how i raised you from the ground,
Thighs straddling my waist,
As i slipped inside,
legs wrapped around,
For a ride to my bedroom,
Leaving them to wonder what came next?

if only your walls could speak, they would tell..
how sparks flew that night.

spice.adaptations



a story about the baby diamond....

"...i stared into her beautiful sparkly eyes..
ou eyes in silent conversation...
i brushed her hair out of her face, and back to her ear...
..and as i slid my palm down her soft slender cheeks,
she held it...and presses it agaisnt her cheek...
..i leaned towards her,
i could see her heart beat fast,
her beautiful eyes gave her away,
she leaned towards me..,
and when our eyes closed..., ..our lips met!
twas silky ..smooth, soft...warm..sensousand passionate,
it hit our whole bodies like a charge rush
we both felt our emotions at once,
indescribable
as we pulled away, she looked into my eyes
...i'm all shy...
then i look into hers..
..she's all shy..
we smiled..realising that,..
..that was our first kiss...and it wasn't going to be our last..."



spice.archives2009

thrice a dweller of my heart | spice

there's always a time, that i spare you a thought...once a dweller of my heart,once the person i couldn't live without. Every moment happened so i could acknowledge you, everything i did...i did for you. None else represented beauty in the way you did...none else would make my knees buckle and none else knew this but me.

your presence still lingers in my heart, some things i do still remind me of you. You were such a big part of what made me feel alive. Your kind words...your gentle touch...your glowing smile...your lovely eyes...so much in you made me feel so lucky to have you.

i remember the first time we met, you looked amazing..i was so sure you'll live in my future golden days..,i never felt so inlove..i was lost in you, body and soul.there's nothing more i wanted out of life than to have you by my side,happy.

but not all things that start well, end well. I can't accept that we reached the end of the road...of all you made me feel..i still feel it. Hoping that someday you'll come back...because i believe in love. and this love i feel..is not meant for anyone else..my heart won't take no other, my eyes don't see any other...and my body won't embrace any other, any other but you. ..come back to me.

spice.scripts2010

open up,take me in | spice

my lips upon thy breasts,
on a silent serene night,
my breathe gently caressing your chest,
sparks fly in a fiery contest...

half closed eyes,
partly parted thighs,
muffled sweet cries,
acknowledging sighs,
i take you into unknown highs.

sweet scent of your skin,
intoxicating, my own personal brand of heroine,
take me in, lock me therein...

hold him,
rub him up and down..,
kiss him,
wrap your warm tongue around him, him you crown..,
fill him,
with moist and soft flesh..,
wrap him,
with your lips to seal...he'll relish.
get him firm enough to your liking...

your eyes are my ultimate sin,
inside your thighs...a place i've never been,
your beautiful fruit of desire..my eyes haven't seen,
longing for you to tour me within,
to the depth of your loin...

you've lit a fire inside of me,
unquenched by mere acts,
burn it out to nothingness,
through the ultimate act...

...open up, and take me in.

spice.scripts2010©

what for? | spice

as an artist paints pictures...
he puts his thoughts into shapes and figures.

he get's admirers for his work and critics too.some show it..some hide..
but it remains,the canvas has got images in it that'll forever be the artist's pride.

...the poems i write, i love them no matter what...
for they're my paintings..my expressions. ..my art.

...but what for?

..each word is a stroke.. | spice

your stories inspire me, i talk to some of you and i get inspired by your love stories, your strengths in overcoming heartache...i'm inspired by some of your weaknesses...your desires.

i draw inspiration from some of your works too for those who write, but most of all...before i get inspired..it's cause i identify with a circumstance. so with every poem i write, there's a story of my life in it...each and every one of them...love,joy,pain,sex,family,friends,enemies,past..present and events expected...they all constitue a twisted tale of my life.

i don't write to one day become a renowned writer or poet, i write cause i want to express myself. i don't see y'all faces when you reading this...actually i write cause i don't care what people might think...this is me,this is what i go through...feel me? i'm human just like you. ...and it's great comfort to see all your comments appreciating art and emotion. ..then i'm reminded, i'm an artist. ..my brush is my pen, my words are the paint. ..each word is a stroke.

you keep me alive.. | spice

tonight i'm seated on my bed, trying to write another of my poems, but nothing is in my head tonight. ..probably cause i had a rough day today. but a friend made it all the better at the end of it. ..xoxo

anyway, i have no poem tonight... over my time in facebook writing notes in form of poems it's been 200+ poems.

i couldn't have gotten the energy to write all those poems without the people who read them and that's you reading this now. my work may have touched you one way or another...made you have a perception of me...made you like me or despise me...fact is it's made you feel something. ...i'm grateful either way that you could get the time to read through.

some started with me, left me on the way...the far they took me i'm grateful...some have stuck with me through my journey in writing...i'm so so grateful...i don't take that for granted. other's are silent readers, to them too i'm grateful...

some of you have asked what inspires me? ...what really inspires me? ...

come to me | spice

i'm weak,
i'm sick,
for your love.

i'm lonely,
come hold me,
you're my comfort.

thousand miles between us,
a longing it brings us,.

say you love me,
feed my heart with assurance,
nothing aches me as much as your silence.

our path is one,
our heart is one,
our love is one.

what i feel,
feels so real,

captor of my heart,
it pains that we're apart,
i need your hold...
i need your words..
i need your company..
just to be here with me.

hurry up and come to me
i miss you

signed lyricist
spice.scripts2010 ©l

people lie,lust love [in bed they lie,love lost] | spice

i'll act as a fool,
be used as a tool,
play by your rules,
go through the abuse.

or let it go,
cut you loose,
take a fall..
again i may rise...new.

no rhyming poem,
freshly cut roses,
and rich dark chocolates,
will bring me back...blind me.

pure true love, a gem
few find it, happiness
masked love..lies, sadness
like a thorn in your eye..
pain...emotional breakdown

people lie,
lust love,
in bed they lie,
love lost.
cunning, sly
games they play
a smile, they laugh
deceit, they potray...
the innocent stained
repeated hurt
they harbour love no more
monsters created
they set out for revenge
for they once loved
but got betrayed

victims of the love game
winners cast the lot
losers left in heart ache
innocents again become vulnerable
..and now they're the hunted...
in the cycle of love...heart break.

spice.scripts2010©

your eyes, brown eyes | spice

brown eyes,
growing fires.

like a diamond shining through honey,
your pupils shine sweetness to me,
i behold your beauty...
couple that with your flowing hair,
a warm smile..in all a graceful flair..
careful to admire, i don't stare.

your words nourish my longing, ..my yearning.
insatiable i am to your attention,
craving your recognition,
but these remain to be my thoughts in discretion.

in your eyes i see,
the feeling of admiration..
far past the beauty you are..
i see the silhoute,
of a distant promising love.

...i look into your eyes looking into mine,
what i feel is what you feel,
what i need is what you need,
you don't say you want me..but your eyes tell the tale.

in your eyes i see uncertainties unfolding,
i see mysteries forming,
i see you longing...

our paths meet,
our hearts need,
our eyes speak...

brown eyes,
showing desires.

spice.scripts2010 ©

...rise up in me | spice

i don't wanna sleep tonight,
show up in my dreams you might,
you faded from my sight,
just when everything started feeling so right,
you showed no care,
all i got now is a blank stare,
trying to find your smile in the air,
trying to feel your hold through the pillow,
memories are being carried out the window..
trying to feel your kiss on my lips,
trying to seal my heart as it leaks..
where are you?
is someone else loving you?
should i wait for you?
..just so you see my love is true?

spice.scripts 2010©

another shot at love | spice

we'r standin cloz
wana kiss u but im scared it'l lead 2 s'thing mo
i move my face closer 2urs...so close that we'r breathin the same air
mine in2 urs, urs in2 mine..
so close that i brush my lips against urs
..and u part ur lips ready 2join wit mine
i can feel u lightly gasping 4breath
..then u firmly hold my neck n pull me closer..u cant wait no mo
our lips interlock..soft n tender..silky n smooth
juices start flowin,tongues dancin,desires mountin
i start to run my hands gently on ur back
u jerk ur breasts hard against my chest
suckin my lips..wriggling in my hold
...but im thinkin we shouldnt b doin this
so many thoughts runnin thru my mind..should i stop..should i go on
its started,can i stop it...wil u stop it
i pul out..n u look puzzld
i look in2 ur eyes...i aint sure what im seeing
..hurt, love, a yearning 2b appreciated, 2b touched..held
but again i see uncertainty..emptiness
i look in2 ur eyes mo n im left speechless..they r beautiful
n i think 2myslf
u shud b luvd..

spice.scripts 2010©
thanks 2eve.m

...don't lie about love[hearts do break] | spice

the last time i was with you
you seemed so ready to love
said you've been hurting
said you've been waiting


i offered my heart to you...my mind and body too
tried to show you how love's supposed to be...you couldn't see
why didn't you stop me
when i said i love you...why didn't you stop me

it's so easy to wanna hate you now,
truth is i still love you...
though you decide to leave with an early bow,
what i feel is what i hold to be true..

..true..
that i'm hurt
that i'm broken
that i feel used

you deceived my will to love
poked the wound that's been sore for so long,
was afraid to love again...
then you came along...
when you left, love hurt me a second time..

...truth is...
i wanna hate love
i wanna bury my past
i wanna be strong from this..

the time we had was amazing
your time with me i take as a blessing
wherever you end up,
whoever you meet,
whatever you do,
don't lie about your love.

spice.scripts 2010©

you're all tagged [from me to you] | spice

life has dealt me alot ever since i came into existence
it has brought me many good and bad encounters
it has brought me wonderful amazing people
...people who have carved out memories in me
...memories of joy, excitement, adventure, intense love and acceptance
i would like to remember the good moments...,
..but without bad moments, i couldn't really realise the joys of life

life's journey brought me your way
our paths were mapped out long before the universe's existence
life has engraved your picture in my heart
recorded our encounters in my mind
and forever i hope it will be
...so to all you my friends who take their time with me,
i'm grateful i came to know you..
...if ever i'm taken from your presence,
know that y'all be a sweet memory to me,
you give me love...and i give back the same.
..what i do is cause i love it, and cause you love it too.
thank you.

spice.appreciation

a thirst quenched ...but a hunger awakened | spice

thinking of having you in the shower,
droplets flowing down your skin to parts lower,
baby you consume me with so much power,
my urge burns like an animal...ready to devour.

Tender feel of our skin, we battle our resistance,
eyes meet briefly, and beg for this one chance,
taste of your skin, in between my lips,
our bodies demand more...as our conscious splits...

a cloud of longing hovers above me,
your curves sail me through waves of desire,
then you climb on top of me..calm and easily..,
and lower yourself with gasps...slow and gently,
warmed tongues meet in the midst...,
...drawing breath from deep inside of me..
a moan breaks the kiss...for another look in the eyes.

our slow rhythm gives way,
to urgent and demanding thrusts of passion,
you burst your petals open, to flow with nectar.,
i erupt with a fountain of white...
i let your weight crush over me...as sweat kisses sweat.

..a thirst quenched,
..but a hunger awakened.


spice.scripts2010

a wish i hope true | spice

I'm wondering what might have been
if i never met you

i wouldn't know love hurts sometimes
i wouldn't know i'd hate for love

maybe it would've been different

i've heard of joyous romance
forever love spoken of, fairy tales
i believed in such, till you came along

you hurt me more times than you made me smile
i still wonder...

...what might have been,
if i never met you

i wouldn't know that sacrifice can be in vain
i wouldn't know i'd risk so much for this pain

maybe it could've been different

i've heard of enchanting love escapades
happily ever after heavenly matched companionships
i believed in such, till you came along...

how i wish, i never met you


spice.scripts2010

...still here | spice

ours is effortless love
..call it endless
ours is a story of the faithful
..call it joyful

baby,
you're my best friend,
stick with me to the end.
we've taken this dive together,
be my breath under water.

be my wings as we soar the sky,
i'm your comfort when life forces you to cry...

no distance will hinder my love,
what i feel can never be enough..,

it keeps flowing,my fountain of affection,
let it fill you, to a heightened satisfaction.

i'm here for you.


signed: lyricist
spice.scripts2010

...queen goddess | spice

you take form of a mythical greek goddess...but fragile and innocent
implore i to offer to you the ways of eros love
we make love, but love first made us.....

....the allure of passion fills us like sweet exotic scent,
we're drowned in emotions so seductive..so strong...
longings of sexual highs, oh the zeal of our erotic senses..,
heavy breathings, hastened heartbeats...anxious moments....

i'm hardpressed against you, tightly holding you close to me
feel my hardness against the tenderness of your bosom
feel your wetness against the softness of your thighs
arms around you, i get solace in the rest of your breasts

our enchantment has never been spoken of...my love
you rule the four corners to the reigns of my heart...my queen
beautiful you are.,a prize of the gods...my angel
we become one, in the union of our bodies...my lover

in this moment, forever will stand still...and wait
guide me to your honey pot, i desire to dip into your nectar
a stream of ecstasy flows through us.,as we join
skin upon thy skin, drown me in this moment
cage me in the deepest of your passion.,consume me

my love, my queen, my angel....my lover


signed: spice lyricist
spice.scripts2010

rainbow in the dessert | spice

I once valued and adored you, internalized your every word..gave you all the time you wanted
that didn't mean much to you, never appreciated me..took me for granted

i don't know where you are, not even what you do
at times i cannot remember far, anything to get me through

true..,we had our differences, the difference is.,we talked em out
we've now taken our distances, in this instance.,we've gone all out

i'm not writing cause i miss you.,i don't.
i'm not writing to plead with you.,i won't.

change,
pulls fear closest to heart than belief
doubt,
chains to the past, blocking the glare of tomorrow
you,
try to break me down into desperation
.....these three things,
i shall overcome.

your silence,
is no longer a worry to me
your existence,
live to see the person i've become
this instance,
i tell myself...i will be happy away from you

spice.scripts 2010

untitled | write, nelly, winnie, cheryl, ancient and spice

Laconically labelled a ladette
a trait you can't rate
great in humility, never to irate
for a soul mate, maybe the perfect figure eight...
he waits for that someone he can relate...to.
~ lila write

every moment i look into your eyes
i see the ultimate prize
i'm tired of saying goodbyes
so take me under your wings and rise...up into the skies
for you are my angel in disguise
~ Nelly Msupa

even though we took different ways
you the elevator, me the stair way...
we both desire better days
and just forget yesterday
i wish you well, it's not cliche
happiness and love for you i pray
~ Winnie Gichohi

cheryl
for real,
this is how i feel
i try to conceal
these feelings i easily reveal
..many promises i will fulfill,
if my lips, you can seal....with a kiss.
~ Cheryl Karsha

i sit in peace,
..as a loving thought.,
just like the breeze,
caressed my mind..answers i sought.

i will never cease,
knowing that i fought...
for our love to increase,
now i'm in your arms, never distraught.
~ Ancient Azhure

spice.freestylez 2010

...love me | spice

I've tried, really i have
but nothing seems right to you anymore

i have loved, really loved
but nothing seems right to do anymore

endless lines of thought tie me up
blameless i welcome thoughts of giving up

how do i spell my LOVE to you ... Y.O.U. A.R.E. M.E.
how do i break off this spell i have of you and me

i look up to the stars to show me the way
i look down at my scars to guide me on the way

i have my fears that crawl up on me
i have tears that have burnt my cheeks

it's not an easy road i travel
stones, thorns and heavy gravel
i'm scorched by the rays of hurt
i'm blinded by the dust of the past
my heart is aching
my heart is breaking
my heart is bleeding
my heart is needy
hear me, free me,
....love me.

spice.scripts2010

i'm cold as ice | spice

melt me away

i want to get lost in your embrace

consume me with your gaze

melt me away with your touch...insane

render me still

slow this moment and do everything right

touch me right, kiss me soft, build my desire

keep me close

till our energies run out in a fountain

let passion descend on us like rain

cause when i'm with you...

You melt away

spice.scripts 2010

this night... | spice

this night
wanna have you in my arms
holding you
touching you
feeling you
close to me

tonight
is my longest night
i miss you
i'm thinking of you
i dream of you
lying on my chest

wish you were here
we could watch the stars
we could kiss under the moon
we could listen to our favorite love songs
but you're away, i'm lonely.

baby,
you mean a whole lot to me
without you, the night is cold
i wanna be with you
only with you,
for then i'm happy

i kiss you good night in my mind
and imagine it real
this is how i feel
come heal
my aching heart.

spice.scripts2010

into the horizon | spice

I hate to pack,
It takes my thoughts back..,
I found the photo we took in the park;
You still have that look in your face...It’s stuck.

Oh, I also found the neck lace,
The one you gave me inscribed ‘lv u 4eva, can’t replace’
Forever came too soon; we’ve fallen out of grace

I’ll carry my bags, and walk on away
My face in my hands, disappointment...I convey
Wake me up when August ends, can’t help feeling this way

Find me in the lonely mansion, given no attention

Serenade my sadness with the sound of a heartbeat
Capture my spirit; bring me back to my feet
I’ve been hurt so many times, I accepted defeat

I’ve committed so many love crimes, that felt so right…so complete;
…Loved you too much to suffocate you…
…Knew you so well that I projected you…
…Missed you too much that you called me a clinger…
…Worried about you too much that you tagged me a nag.

Said you’d be better on your own…your heart I can’t call my own,
Said I should think of moving on…pack my bags and find my way on,
Said you can’t reflect the love I’d shone…I now head for the unknown,
It’s sad…but I’m glad…for the time we had.

Bye.

spice.scripts2010

bubbling under | spice

I try,
I try my best,
To be the greatest…to feel set apart

I try,
I try to act blind
To really not mind…the unvarying deride

I’m going up the stream, steamed..,
I budge against the dessert storms.
My vision etched on the ultimate accolade,
Moving to the lead with unrivaled grit,
Pressing to bite off the key allocate,
Shunning the bits thrown to me, I’m starving for success,
Longings unquenched by meager give outs..,
A fire burns inside me, tormenting my potential to the fore,
A purposeful endeavor to complement the pledge of the new sun..,
..the promise of tomorrow,
I cannot be judged against none, I can only be my own success.
I have lived my struggles, intoxicated by my anxieties,
Licked my own wounds.., it’s brought me to this point
…this is MY victory, MY harvesting..,
..MY success story.

spice.reflections2010

Moderncient Shakespeare ~ spice

She calls him her modern Shakespeare; He writes her poems, loving and Hearty.
Sentimental in each word, Love takes Shape; Harmonious rhymes elate her fantasies High.
Emotions form the pivot hook to Enchant; Words capture her intrigue, never to Waiver.
Reverently she adores him as a valuable jewel so Rare; Pure in his love, he holds her Prized.
Love beyond the physical that knows no Lust; Moulded by the gods of ancient Mystery.
Intimacy in her world epitomizes his Irresistibility; Beauty in his eyes, intense and Bewitching.
Captivated by the sensuality of his Charm; Damned she is if he harbors a scheme to Deceive.
Freed into new joy, her faith is Firm; Glowing with promise, certainly for love she is Gutsy.
Love’s arrow hits when expected Least; Embrace the imminent feelings and the looming gift of Eros.
He writes her poems, loving and hearty; She calls him…her Moderncient Shakespeare.

all rights reserved. spice.classics 2009

Have Me [*RATED*] | spice

HAVE ME

...tell me this,
how did it feel..

when i touched,
caressed... and kissed you,
when i whispered, nibbled... and gently licked at your ears,
flicked your nipples and sucked them with my warm moisty tongue.

...how did it feel

having my fingers run down your spine,
with the softest feel as of a feather, or better... silk clothe.
Do you miss some tongue on your clit,
slow..sensual movement... pure amazement.

...i want to know,

do you miss our intimacy... our spicy.. love making.
You and I, two lovers dying for a little passion, ..an innocent touch of seduction..
I kiss you senseless
...you suck me breathless...
feel my hardness
..against your thighs...the softness
..the smoothness
sweet sensual caress..
...of your skin.
our energies consumed, crazy passion... make me go weak.
have me in total submission... that i can't even speak.
Nothing inside us exists, but for the pleasure we posses.

do you miss it all,

remember how it felt,
taking you in my arms..all sweaty and dripping
remember how you danced to the tune of mouline rouge.
..it can't have been far too long,
twas a beautiful song... the perfect afrodisiac
my summer girl..
..miss.sunshine...
you light me up to a beam,
make me wanna let you have my cream,
and we can both drift off to dream...
...of how amazing it was...
just you and me..the perfect team.

spice.erotics 2010

eyes closed, i bow | spice

wash me clean
free me of sin
lead me on the right path
bring me to my true worth
Jesus..
my savior and Lord
died and rose to ease my load
His blood was the price
to redeem me from death's cunning eyes
so that..
upon His acceptance
i can be called to repentance
and have my deliverance.
amen..

spice.reflections2010

when i thought of you | spice

baby,
we haven't talked in a while,
what keeps you away..,
keeps me this way,
yearning and longing..
feeling ill when i'm really not.
you're my regular zing,
i need you here
let time spare us a moment,
so i can say i miss you
you assure me, that i'm still on your mind
this poem i write
to prove this moment existed
when i thought of you

spice.scripts2010