Sunday, December 27, 2015

Absence

I'm watching this girl, dressed in red,
curvaceous and with pretty eyes, 
she sways to tune of the music, 
my thoughts are louder than the speakers, 
her hips.. Her smile... Her boobs... 
She's lost in the music, 
A world where the bass and treble rule, 
I'm staring at her and it's getting awkward. 

I'm looking at this girl, light skin with a full cleavage, 
she's effortlessly sexy. 
My heart races at her mutual gaze..
she's pretty. She's bored..so it seems, 
sip by sip I take her in, should I walk over to her? 
She has a man, but he ain't with her, 
he's on his phone...chatting, smiling, sucked in. 

I'm looking at this guy, he's talking to every girl, almost every girl.. 
He's on to something...someone, 
he has the best dance moves, he has a charming smile, 
the ladies seem to like him, he's not interested, he is just having fun. 
So I sit and stare, people are feeling something I'm not feeling, 
they seem happy..careless...living life, 
with so many people around me, 
the loud music and cheers, I feel alone..empty, 
missing something...someone, my gal. 
 
She has an effect on me, she has a hold on me, 
she is present in my heart though absent from my sight, 
I'm thinking of her smile, her calmness around me, 
her eyes, her peacefulness, life feels alive when I'm with her, 
nothing else matters, I miss her when she's away, 
I'm missing her now, she's the only temptation I give into, 
she's the only spring I drink from, 
she's the only light I bask in, 
when everything else doesn't matter...
she's the only one of significance,

I'm losing myself ..to gain her, 
I'm surrendering my path ..to join with hers, 
I'm blinding myself from everyone ..to see her, 
I'm numb to random emotions ..to marinate in hers, 
I'm silent to my doubts ..and hopeful to her wishes, 
wherever she is...she is with me, I'm with her...
she's my companion...my friend...my lover..


Thursday, December 17, 2015

I LOVE YOU [I think] BY SpicePoetry

What if I can’t tell the difference..
Between space and distance

Love and affection, lust and attraction
Between loving you, and being in love with you
Do I love you, or is it just the feeling I love
See I have this one problem,

I gave up on love, and its not an excuse

Maybe I should’ve made it clear from the start

Before I led you into pouring out your heart
You see me through the veil of expectation

As I watch you glide through the air of anticipation

What could be more difficult at this moment,

Than to startle you from the calmness of  your dream
To stir a storm of disappointment, deception, hurt
Love never felt so right, and wrong at the same time

It a struggle of moving forward while being dragged
Taking one step ahead, and two back...

What if I got it wrong, and I cant go on

Made you feel like you belong,

I used to like listening to that song

The one that always made us feel like we’re one

I say I love you, I try so hard to believe it

You keep pouring out your love, and its never enough
Truth is, I’m unable to love you like you love me

In all that I can do to make you happy,

I am more into what I shouldn’t do to hurt you
These are the feelings I’m trying to figure out
Whether to learn to love you, or to run and leave you. 
[17.12.2015]

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