What if I can’t tell the difference..
Between
space and distance
Love and
affection, lust and attraction
Between
loving you, and being in love with you
Do I love
you, or is it just the feeling I love
See I have this one problem,
I gave up on love, and its not an excuse
Maybe I should’ve made it clear from the start
Before I led you into pouring out your heart
You see me through the veil of expectation
As I watch you glide through the air of anticipation
What could be more difficult at this moment,
Than to startle you from the calmness of your dream
To stir a storm of disappointment, deception, hurt
Love never felt so right, and wrong at the same time
It a struggle of moving forward while being dragged
Taking one step ahead, and two back...
What if I got it wrong, and I cant go on
Made you feel like you belong,
I used to like listening to that song
The one that always made us feel like we’re one
I say I love you, I try so hard to believe it
You keep pouring out your love, and its never enough
Truth is, I’m unable to love you like you love me
In all that I can do to make you happy,
I am more into what I shouldn’t do to hurt you
These are the feelings I’m trying to figure out
Whether to learn to love you, or to run and leave you.
[17.12.2015]
i will always love your poems, they've brought up that person in me that i felt shy of...and i like it
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