I watch you every night, phone in your hand, smiling and giggling
The ladies you talk to, they fade me into the background
Those whores you keep company, as I lay beside you in bed
Joana and Sasha, I bet they fuck you better than I do, I bet they're prettier than I am
All I do for you is Love You, when will you ever see that..
You never show me off to your friends, to anybody.. all I'm asking for is a little appreciation.
Aren't you proud of me, is it my eyes you don't like.. is it that I'm a bit fat, a bit darker than them
Am I forcing you to Love me, why're you even with me.. if only you'd open up to me.
Save me the pain, the hurt.. the tears that I never show, free me from all of it.
You've always been gentle with them, complimenting them, noticing them
I'm the last thought in your mind, I could be beside you.. but feel miles away from your heart
All I'm asking for, is some respect for the love I give to you.. it's a rare kind of Love.
The semi naked photos aren't Love,
the round asses rubbing your crouch aren't Love
The pecks and meaningless hugs aren't Love,
the lover boy charisma isn't Love
I shall no longer hide in your shadow, I will not feel unappreciated any longer, I'm going to love myself
I shall be loved, appreciated, cared for and be treated like the queen I am..
I will no longer be an option, no longer be deceived by your silent lies
My insecurities are gone, I promise to embrace my future.. whether you'll be there or not,
I promise to embrace the hope of true love. .. and I hope you find it too.
