Don't Wake Me

I'm not in this by myself,
I want this from deep within my soul,
I don't want to drift off with just another beautiful face,
Let our affection carry us to a beautiful place.

Constant bickering and crying baby ain't no fun,
I listen to love songs hoping every wrong's undone,
It's foolish that we think we could abandon,
This adventure that we just embarked on.

I don't want this love to die before..,
before i give you something worth living for.

My heart is now at ease, I'm so consumed by your serenity,
Hopefully you'll take me inside your dreams to find reality.

Just like autumn leaves.. I'm falling for you,
It's so unexpected but know this is true.
Our imperfections are so in tune put together,
And right now i don't even see them because of you.

It's crazy how without a sound,or touch, just your eyes
You make me feel things...

I wish there was an easy way i could say all this.
For by these feelings i'm now bound..
Hoping with time you'll come around..
and with that,pick me up from the ground,
and wake me from this dream.

Come.., Draw Near

Come..,
draw close don't just wait there,
for you i'm ready to dare,
to work my luck just for us to pair.

Come..,
into my life and i'll share,
it's my love i want to declare,
my darling, my morning sun's glare.

Draw near..,
maybe you'll feel it when you're near,
be not anxious when in my loving care,
its a love that no one can compare,

Come..,
dwell with me forever,
let us grow in love together,
devoted companions to one another.

Come..,
let us have some closure,
touch my heart baby be my lover,
in my life i'll need no other.

Draw near..,
maybe you'll feel my love when you're near,
stay still and feel my warmth my dear,
feel my touch, i will kiss away your fear,
let's consummate our love, let's make it clear,
we'll grow old together, year after year.
but we have to stick together, so
Come...Draw Near my love.

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Proud Pauper [spice.lost scripts]

Mornings are a stressful sight..
None of his efforts is going right..
He's getting used to the loser's cocoon
He seems to shy away from the fight..

They say to walk on this earth for him is unfit..
He's forsaken courage for the comfort of a seat.
Letting fear and worry eat him away bit after bit..
He refuses to unlock reason, he's nothing more than a candle unlit..

His is a liquid stance,unable to take one form..
Easily rattled and ruffled by the faintest storm..
Into a failure's spill, he's had to transform..

All summed up in a heart breaking past..
Everything he's touched doesn't last..
His eyesight now crumpled up by dust.

His hopes dashed
it's all become elusive,
life's not conducive,
his mind no longer constructive....
society has turned abusive.
Proud Pauper, his peers greatest joke!!!

My Woman, My Queen

i marvel at her curves, her fullness..
the flawless transition from head to toe,
she brings me alive with desire,
above her being my queen..
she is my woman.

W-wonderful being, magnificently formed..
O-out of millions, it's her i would pick..
M-merits every word of praise..,
A-angels do live on earth, i'm with one
N-no feeling comes close to what she makes me feel.

her brown skin, tender smooth brown skin..
her cute cheeks, kissable cute cheeks..
hmmm, her thighs.,beautiful yellow thighs..
Physical beauty, complimented by inner awesomeness..

like where all angels dwell,
when i'm with her..
i feel like i'm in heaven..
when i'm with my woman..my queen.

spice.scripts2011_my woman, my queen

Your Wish

treat me like a lover,
and i shall love you..

treat me like a companion,
i'll always be by your side..

see the potential in me,
not the conditions in which i be..

treat me like you friend,
always here when i need a shoulder..

treat me with much tenderness,
for in return we'll live in happiness..

see and appreciate the good in me,
not the bad things that i used to be!

treat me as your one and only,
i'll be faithful...i shall never stray..

treat me with suspicion and mis-trust,
and i will keep my eyes open..,for your wandering lust..

see in me no future with you,
i saw that way before you..

and tonight you shall wait on me,
and it shall be your longest wait..

you treated me as a stray dog,
tonight..i find myself a new shelter..

spice.scripts2010_your wish

I'm Only Human

i'm not a poet, neither a writer
i'm a coward..i'm evasive
i'm honest, sometimes elusive
i'm an animal., wired with only instincts
i have to survive, i have to live
in my comfort zone i'm serene
out in the fields i'm cautious
i'm adaptive, i am protective
i am human.., a being of reason
i think, i evaluate...i learn
that's just a bit of me
sometimes i speak my mind
sometimes i shun the front lines..and stay behind
i laugh when i'm hurting
sometimes i hurt.,while you're laughing
i'm ignored.., sometimes i mean the world to you
sometimes i'm somebody else
just so i can tolerate you
at times i say i'm ok, when i'm really not
but you can't take the whole of this as the truth,
cause sometimes i lie..
i'm only human!!

spice.scripts2011_i'm only human

Simply Feel It

do you believe in love?
do you believe you can love, or be loved..
have you ever felt so alive when you think of that person,
that person who defines what you feel,
who gives it a meaning to call it love.
but who ever defined it, who made the rules to falling in love?
when should we call it so..
is it the feeling majority persons go through..
how do i know it's love,
committed, unfailing trustworthy love..
that brightening feeling in the morning,
and the calming peace when you go to sleep..
and when she utters she loves me,
i know she's going through what i am,
and it's all simple..
I know it's love, cause she makes me feel it..

spice.scripts2011_simply feel it

Body Blues

i'm sensually heating up,
my skin feels like it needs an arousal touch.
sweet rasping yearning is lighting up,
desire flames dancing high like a fiery torch..

my lips need to be kissed,
my eyes need to be closed..,
..to take in every caress,every gentle whisper.
my hairs need to be stroked,
my body needs to be rocked,
..to shake up every nerve and bind my mind in a twister.

but this won't happen tonight,
i wish you were real to touch, here in sight..

make love to me only...
i offer myself, to you only.
your lips, hands.. move them all over me,
take me on the orgasmic ascent,
.. make me your woman, own me.

but this night will float away,
as i ride on the carpet of wishes,
dreaming of your kisses,
dreaming of you..to take away this feeling,
this yearning..

spice.scripts2011_body blues

Kiss Me Again

take your time to kiss me,
kiss me slow, kiss me gentle,
don't rush...let your lips warm my skin,
i'll show you all the spots,
brush your lips caressingly over mine,
anticipate the moment when i part mine.
kiss me here., kiss me again here
right below my ear,gentle as you are.,
suck it a little, you arouse my senses,

skin to skin...breath to breath,
spot the difference?

..suck my lower lip..give it a lil bite
..proceed with the same intensity
..own my every sensation
..make me ooze with desire.

my skin tingles..
when you run your tongue over it,
my senses rapture into a strong yearning,
breath softly across the hairs of my neck,
feel the intensity of this moment
..lets float in it,
desires of our passionate nature
..we embrace every yearning moan.

it's a kiss to last a lifetime,
wishing for forever to dwell in us,
neck to neck.,
breast to chest,
waist to waist..
it's a moment to spark lasting romance,
embrace me my darling,
and kiss me once again...

spice.scripts2011_once more

Script Deception

let me lead you away to some place quiet,
the more there's silence..the more we're eloquent,
to speak from our imagination,
seek notions that spell like portion,
to remain..you engulfed in my devotion.

the time apart goes without mention,
left with no strength to fight,numbed by surprise.,
i would've sworn i froze..still as ice,
but the memory of that sweet kiss has kept me warm,
this stillness in the night..i need you lying on my arm.

I'm trying to forget the past...
wishes and lust for those moments don't last,
scared of it i move into the future,
my choosy nature is still my reliable feature,
bear with me and sorry if you i torture,
settling for fantasies i won't think of nor foster.

such enticing irony., pulling yet repulsive,
the mysterious dark angel..prying hearts yet elusive,
felt your presence come and go..yet it wasn't intrusive..
the last of impostors..I've never been exclusive..
guarding my heart..your kind are out to deceive..
..hence the curtain has to fall on us.

spice.colabo 2011_script deception pt II
_credits to spice & Traicy_

Stolen Memories

with all the attention, i still feel lonely..
cause i need just your attention, yours only.

i fantasize of your consuming essence,
seated here alone..i crave your presence..
no longer on the edge..i've fallen over to your side of the fence.

if i never believed in love..this must be something close to it,
someone once came up with the phrase, 'i hate that i love u so..',
i could use the same phrase.., but..
i don't hate that i love you..,
i love that i love you so..,
that the mere mention of your name can affect me so..,
that the mere thought of you leaves me with either a smile or a frown...

but what i do hate from deep inside of me..,
is the simple fact that you are not beside me..,
that you are not mine.

there is no denying, i really miss you,
more than i can say..,sad times are few..
i can't concentrate on anything everyday.. all i see is you..

my mind keeps reliving those shared moments,
i'm a mess without your calming presence.. and your soothing sentiments,
can't wait to hold you again., kiss you again,

..and finally i could live in the present with you,
..and i would tell you how much i missed you,
..and how much i've come to love you,
...and repeat all the silly things i say just to make you laugh,
..and relive our stolen moments again..just you and me.

spice.colabo2011_stolen moments

Thoughts Of You

i watched you the other night
as you fell asleep on my shoulder
so peaceful you looked
at rest with your thoughts, your worries
your hand lay on my chest, beneath my shirt
my fingers gently stroking your hair
i felt like i could protect you
keep you away from hurt, form the pain
i felt you were safe in my arms.

what i feel for you is considered not right
people ask,'how long have you even known her?'
people say that my heart is acting crooked
they say they've heard of such love stories
they say many end up in hurt
but they don't know what's it unless they're there
they don't know what it feels like being with you
we stand little to lose, but our lifetimes to gain
we become one when we're in each others arms!

why can't i stop thinking about you,
no..,why should i stop thinking about you?
it's the most fulfilling emotion,
thoughts of you in my arms, holding me
memories of your lips upon mine, kissing me
flashes of your fingers on my skin, touching me
i want this feeling forever, being with you
my sweetest surprise came in the form of you
my greatest satisfaction came in knowing you feel me too
my greatest joy is knowing you'll miss me too while you're away

these are my thoughts of you beautiful one,
with eyes that hide nothing,
with a heart that feels something,
and a will that would risk everything...
i know so cause it's exactly how i feel..

spice.scripts2011_thoughts of you

Action.. ..Re-Action! [Rejection]

it's a three word sentence,
describes my feeling so intense,
I've had enough with the pretense,
now i let it out bit by bit..a steady sequence..
I...I... L.. I LO.. ..I LOATHE YOU!!

this i bring to your realization, your conception..
you're everything i spit on with no hesitation.. ,no caution..
this is where karma bites you, law of completion!
feel how it feels, pain how it pains.. ..living a lie, hallucination..

it'll be polite to even tell you goodbye,
however kind and considerate..it'll be but a good lie,
as i fly and ascent the skies, watch me go high,
a big grin across my cheeks..,you watch our 'dream' die..

i hope the pain and hurt bites you, bites you real hard..
think of all the memories and 'good times' we had.,
you can sulk, sob..look all beaten and sad..
i care less, you can have it double..call me bad.,
when fate calls, not even i can stop it.. ..you heard?

spice.scripts2010_Action.. ..Re-Action!

Loving You Regardless

LOVING YOU REGARDLESS

Some people believe in Love's promises
But I’d rather believe in something real
In you I find all that could be real
And I believe in how you make me feel

One thing I couldn't stand was losing you
I am sorry, I never meant for you to hurt,
It was just reality of losing you and,
The space you created between us
Gave myself to you, but it didn't seem enough
All I did was to believe in us, was that wrong?

I thought you called it off for the best,
That you couldn't see any good in this,

And I thought I’ll find a better someone,
Someone to give me something better,
But the lovers that vacate our hearts,
Will always create a hole that's hard to fill.

I was wrong to think I could keep you,
Hoping that things would work out someday,
And if i said i gave up,i would be lying,
but now that the truth is out there for the wind,
you should know this as it comes from my heart,

I've been empty deep inside without your Care.

She could never compare to you, you're special!
You’re everything I’ll ever need beside me,
I know you can't make any promises for now,

But I'm here patiently waiting, buying us time,
Whether you believe me or not..i don't mind
The way you move me is crazy, it's feelings..
Feelings like this can never be explained!!!

You will not know this unless you feel it like i do
These feelings I’m fighting inside, to dream and wish
I keep on believing that you need me, that you Love me
Though you’ve given me no reason to..i still believe it
So I just keep on wishing,That you’ll one day have me as yours

The words I say are coming from my heart
They’re not words to entice, but words to express
To express the feelings I harbor for you..
Now and until my last breathe...

spice.poetry 2012