Torn

can't really explain it..it's a feeling,
can't really contain it..it's reeling,
it's obvious,can't feign it..it's showing..

it's doesn't feel the same,
the smiles, the laughs, the blushes..
it's said to be just a game,
the past, the hurting memory flashes..
it's such an unstable frame,
indulging the dejavu of breaking glasses..

i wish to be with you every moment,
i wish to feel you feel the same,
i wish to rest on your chest as that ornament,
i wish you were here.,it's a shame.

what if i miss you too much,
what if i call you more than i should,
what if all i want is just your touch,
what if i want you alone..i wish you would!

nights have turned cruel,
my mind and heart in a toiling duel,
figure out where the line draws,
between a friend.,and a likely lover...

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Pray With Me

thank you Lord God
...for this morning
...for the daily meals
...for the family you brought me into
...for all the protection throughout my life
...for all those that pray for me and care about me
...and for a whole lot more
...for you're healer, a giver, forgiving, merciful and above all
..YOU ARE GOD. worthy of all praise.
Amen

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Escapade

lets vanish from the crowd and go some place quiet,
there's so much to do i'm sure you'll like it,
let me hijack your imagination like jack sparrow, the pirate,
if your time is on auction,i'm the highest bidder..i'll buy it..

let's crush out of this party, there're haughty looks i can't stand,
i feel lucky to be the guy holding your hand,
holding your waist as we step to the music of the band,
gazing into your eyes, they show a mystery i can't understand..

let's get lost in this sweet savoury moment,
let's go out and watch the stars.,this attraction feels heaven sent,
let's fly high, explore this rush building up in ascent,
i feel like a feather floating through air, i'm captured by your scent..

so what is it going to be, do you believe in creating fantasy?

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If I Don't Have You

i'm caged,
i'm chained,
i'm bound,
trodden on the ground.

i'm bleeding,
i'm fading,
desperately clinging,

to voice out my calling...

worlds apart,
still i offered you my heart.
religions apart,
still we allowed this affair to start..

..common thing, our young love.

we shall conquer our fear,
we surely will dear,
keep this love near and growing,
and we'll have no tear for showing.

me without you..
t'is like me without air.
am feeling new.,
t'is like a fresh breath of air.

baby wait for me,
i'm coming for you...
open up your heart once more for me,
till i fully dwell in you...

if i can't have you,

may i remain to be,
caged, chained.., bound to the ground...
bleeding, slowly fading.., dying for love.
if i don't have you, i have nothing at all.

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Cheers [my] Valentine

cheers!
..to the valentines we never celebrated,
..to the many times our hearts we deceived,
..to the promises we both never received.

cheers!
..to my departed love,
..to my all and everything i'll ever deserve,
..to my black queen, one i used to emotionally serve..

to the love we never made,
to the kisses we never felt,
to the feelings we harboured but never fully shared,
to the words that would have our hearts melt,
i still have strength to raise a glass ...cheers!

never was it a wrong, neither was it right.,
i had already lost this emotional war.,this fight!
the writing was clearly engraved on the wall.,
t'was a matter of events before we'd eventually take the fall..

so cheers love!,
..for finding the strength to wave goodbye,
..for hiding behind the veil of a lie,
..for how far we came only not to give it a second try,
..for intending to prove that fairytales are real,

maybe they are..
but no, not for us.

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Love Bug

nothing beats this mood,
nothing feels this good..
love has found me again,
i think i'm going insane..
peers talk of me as being screwed.

surely i lack the right words,
if it were a song,i could give the chords..
people say it drives one crazy,
as i feel it.,just see how my eyes look lazy..
to this only bidder,my heart is totally sold!

i feel like i could yell or scream,
for sure i've scored in the winning team,
she says i'm her big hairy bunny.,
sometimes she just decides to be funny..
my princess..she just wanna see me beam.

well..that is my story.,
if you're alone..i'm sorry.,
it's a great feeling!
nerves just leave you reeling..
after all..love deserves the glory..
Glory to Love!!!

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Distant Love

distance separates us,
distance can't divide us.
distance is just space in many miles,
distance can't cover your sweet memorable smiles.
distance brings me loneliness,
distance can't erase your loveliness.
distance has me missing you,
distance disappears as i think of kissing you.
tonight in my dreams,
as long as the distance seems,
you're here with me, i can hold you..
you're lying by me, i can protect you.
come stay with me,
throughout the night be with me.

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Hearty Blues

didn't think you would leave that easy
again it doesn't really surprise me
you always seemed to me a free bird
i took my chance in settling down to an extra yard
indeed love is unpredictable, but not inevitable
you can place all your cards on the table
be illusioned that the relationship is stable
clearly what abodes is uncertainty...insurmountable.
'the first cut is the deepest'..thus t'was sung
this heart is the weakest, and now i'm stung
loneliness is biting in..i was sprung
reality has shoved in with a bang!
maybe it's meant to be this way
for i've made others feel this way
if anyone else should come my way
experience has taught me to walk the other way..

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Ghost of Valentine's Eve

he desserted her that fortnight,
left her drowned in tears.,in a sea of red roses,
so much for love.,why did he abandon her?

with his deceitful charm, he disappeared from her sight.
betrayal caused her hatred.,and in heavy doses!
she's been carrying it.,it's always with her.

ashamed to show her face, to live her dignity.,
as he harmed that place, he took her virginity.,
once he crossed that phase, love became vanity.,
he's always following her trace, now he's after her sanity..

with hallucinations, dreams too bring him in the night,
every eve of February's fortnight,
1 day past her 16th birthday.,that night..
he left her in pain, in bed.,that same night.

her rose he left bleeding, no one to call upon,
red petals covered the white sheet she lay on,
darkness engulfed her with the swiftness of a black stallion,
tears soaked up her face, seeming hard to carry on..,

the moon was her only peace,
she'd lost her treasured chaste piece,
it's haunting everytime she remembers this..
..on the eve of Valentines.

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i-Angel

our heads mere vessels to our brains,
our minds are not our own,
independent thinking crushed,
our morals re-shaped,
adopted vices enhanced,
instilled beliefs trounced,
culture has been shifted,
social norms re-defined,
who shall we then blame, the i-angel [modern IT] ?
or our volatile character principles?

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Inglorious Bastards

she conceived from falsehood
an angel begotten of an adulterous union
born out of the gleeful fornicator
the world is full of them
bastards brood into the dark street corners
sons and daughters feeding off society's evil
they spread like a calamitous weed
choking the already suffocated morals
morals destined to render them non-existent
from rapists, drunkards, vainglory womanisers, curious teens
these little innocent angels arise, a legion of consequence
family is fast becoming a tell-tale
broken homes, dysfunctional single parents
repercussions are vividly omnipresent
a mirror image of the filthy ethics we nature through ignorance
little innocent souls thrust out into this inglorious moral melee
for the unborn, what hope do they live for..,
...abortion?

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Slow Death

a love starved soon dies
i hear echoes of those promises
all fading into oblivion
in this valley of lonely solitude
we're at the end of our rainbow
clouds cast a dark shade over this abandoned heart
if i could catch that last tear drop to quench this thirst
i'm dying a slow death deep inside of me
my star is growing dim, why do you elude me
engrossed in a losing battle, waiting for you
every sweet song soon comes to an end..

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Near To Me by SPICE

in the late of night,i miss you the most
nostalgia hits me, memories invade me
canvased in the serenity of the night time,
an avalanche of past memories rumbling in my head,
your soft voice, soft lips..subtle kiss..,
your shyness, sweet innocence.. .sincere admiration
it flows through me as a gentle stream down the creek.

you lay in my arms, as the morning sun shone on us,
birds chirped much to our pleasure,
peaceful hearts abode beyond measure..
memories of us endeared forever, our treasure,
feeling you in the words that i write,
elapsed time unveiling this truth i hold dear,
this night to be whole with you near.
listening to your rhythmic heart beat,
lay me gently into deep sleep.,
depths of memories to relive in my dreams.,
tonight.

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We Do

circle of continuity,
gauge of level sanity
binding two souls
hearts beat as one
sounding away a concluded past
braving the future
an enchanted gust of emotion
well fit for royals' honor
in jubilant joy and admiration
masses bear witness to this formation
at the foot of the bridge..,
..they walk hand in hand..
..crossing into a world unknown..
it's no longer 'her' or 'him' ..but 'them'
story of our lives
it's no longer her and me, but us.

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Nothing's Really Changed by SPICE

not the love in my heart, 
neither the hurt..
not the lies you fed me 
neither is it the beauty in your eyes..
nothing's really changed. 

time may take away the pain, 
but the scar has to remain..
sadly i still love you, 
you know that's never changed.. 

I always kept my word. 
i didn't stand a chance 
and you made that clear as well, 
my heart is scarred...not broken. 
my first real shot at love, 
wasted away with you, 
but atleast i tried. 

Just when i chose to believe it's true, 
you spared me the fool i'd turn..
and made me wiser, 

just when it starts to feel real..
walk away. 
..and never walk back cause girl, 
i don't love you anymore, 
i guesse things eventually change sometime. ..

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This Kiss

i remember our first kiss,
the only one we ever had,
that's a moment i'll always miss,

days and months have passed,
but the memory will always last..

i write this missive to you
to prove these thoughts true
this moment i think of you
and every other time too

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My Inspiration

i wrote you a poem, you said it was beautiful
you felt the stars shone for you, the birds sung for you
you felt my heart worship you, you felt the most beautiful
my words glorified you, fairest of all angels
the poem moved you to tears, my silhouette
i offered you the whole of me, those words offered you my heart
never would i've uttered them, if not through thoughts of you
you consume me, i feel drowned in feelings for you

i envision our future, our present feels like a fantasy
when my thoughts find words, all i speak of is you
when my words find form, all they create is you
who shall give me air, if not through your nostrils
who shall show me love, if not through a peep at your heart
i long to feel love for who you are

you feel real as pain
at times you vanish as a distant mirage
nights are long as you continually evade my dreams
the setting sun robs me off your form into the horizon
i fight and struggle to keep my sanity
how does love feel so real
but not real enough to touch

you touch me as a warm breeze to my skin
if only i could touch the breeze in return..touch you
if only i could embrace you..not just my thoughts
if only you touched me, not as the wind against my skin
but as pain that makes me bleed
cut me deep, let these words bleed for you
keep then flowing, you're my inspiration


signed: lyricist
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Silhouette

i speak of a girl,
she's an angel..
..why i call her so,
she will never know.

residing in a distant world,
of milk and honey i was told..
she travels a different road,
i follow my own route..
i wonder if our worlds will someday meet.

i saw her from a distance,
a silhouette gracing the far horizon,
she's my timely constant thought..
..when i set my eyes on the rising sun.

I'm curious about this girl,
she sparks these pretty thoughts inking my scroll,
the sweetness in her voice...snares my senses,
though I'm not her choice...I'll take my chances..

my silhouette in the evening golden sun,
you fail my sight..your graceful figure growing hazy..
swallowed into the horizon,
dark clouds hover over my yearning heart...
you robbed your presence from the perception of my eyes..
i speak of you in the words of this poem,
etching this moment on paper to last a life time,
watching out for the setting sun...
to behold once again, if only one more time..
..to see the golden glow of my angel's face.


signed: lyricist
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Destination Love

a world unknown
spoken of in tales
a mystery as a puzzle maze
many travel the road
the destination revealed to few
few are the risk takers
brave enough to cross boarders
journeying on breaking barriers
conquerors are battered and beaten
finally on this elusive land
they speak of it in tales
some fall by the roadside
overcome by pain and hurt
laden with the burden of loneliness
it's a journey with no map
routes changing with consequence
few are the conquerors
...in their tales,
they speak of this beautiful world
i have heard the tale,
a myth it could be
i have heard of falling love
a destination i may never reach..

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Real Hurt by Spice

it hurts
again we're silent
another fight turned raw
i feel empty with you
...and that hurts
see what we're turning into
we promised to work things out
it no longer feels right
we have achieved nothing
it hurts baby
cause i still love you

I don't wanna cry
i don't wanna let you go
my world is slowly turning cold
it hurts,
it hurts that we'll never be us again
can't we fight fate
turn the hands of time
..and go back where we used to be?
it hurts to stay,
it hurts more to let go.

i can't accept it's all gone
every moment we spent together
it hurts cause i'm breaking down
it hurts cause forever is not here yet
i want to keep believing
pretending not to see that it's over
i linger on to your every word of promise
it hurts knowing they'll never be.

i'm left with shades of memories
trying to see where i went wrong
i can't go on believing fantasy
i can't go on believing in magic
it hurts that you're loving someone else
it hurts that i'm losing space in your heart

it hurts thinking about it
baby i don't wanna cry
never have you made me cry
you're the best love i've ever known
I don't know what I would do without it

you covered me when problems caved me in
always answered my call in time of need
loving you got me through these hard times
i'm here fighting cause i believe in you
i believe in your love
I don't know what I would do without it

it hurts that we have to part ways
i tried baby, maybe not hard enough
now you lie in somebody else's arms
kissing somebody else's lips
thinking not of me, but his love
it hurts to watch you depart from me
..and this is the price i have to pay?
could it hurt a little less,
bite the soothe me...
if you ever find his love, and you're happy,
that's all i wish for you..
that's all i wanted for you,
goodbye, i have to say goodbye baby..,
it hurts that your mind is already made up.

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