i won't be bitter,
i won't be sad...
for a flower fell,
to bring forth another.
broke my heart,
to mend another,
love cycle of hurt,
most tis to gather.
my pain is not less painful,
neither my heart less cold and lonely,
i hate to remember why you left,
the thorns still pierce like twas yesterday.
i remind myself..
i won't be bitter,
i won't be sad,
for a flower fell,
to bring forth another.
spice.lamentations 2010
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
till we meet someone else... | spice
this point, i attempt to say goodbye,
and not feel bad cause we did try.
no need to cry.. i'll try be firm.
seeing how far we've come,
all we've been through.. quarrels and calm.
our paths initially met,
now they separate.
i wish you luck, through and through..
i can't have you back, neither can you..
we both head out to our golden horizons,
we both clearly have our reasons,
we need to settle in our personal comfort zones.
the same sun, stars and the moon..,
will shine for us...and we'll meet in the skies, soon.
this is no break-up letter,
neither is it goodbye, just a 'meet you later'
we both head out for something better,
a different shoulder..a better shelter,
so finally..
we can rest,
no more drama,
more tranquility... serenity...
spice.scripts2010
and not feel bad cause we did try.
no need to cry.. i'll try be firm.
seeing how far we've come,
all we've been through.. quarrels and calm.
our paths initially met,
now they separate.
i wish you luck, through and through..
i can't have you back, neither can you..
we both head out to our golden horizons,
we both clearly have our reasons,
we need to settle in our personal comfort zones.
the same sun, stars and the moon..,
will shine for us...and we'll meet in the skies, soon.
this is no break-up letter,
neither is it goodbye, just a 'meet you later'
we both head out for something better,
a different shoulder..a better shelter,
so finally..
we can rest,
no more drama,
more tranquility... serenity...
spice.scripts2010
life in shades of grey | spice
am at a point of breaking down
my emotions mocked
my thoughts blocked
am at a point of sinking to drown
at this point i feel alone and deserted
my cries echo into empty valleys
my hands indulge in frantic help displays
at this point i feel torn and unwanted
....at this point i am caged and damaged
don't know who or what to turn to
does anyone even take this as being true
my outside is calm and collected
my inside is full of chaos, a turmoil undetected
it's no longer my genuine smiles
it's all in my face, unnarrated tales.
who will see past this rough tough exterior
..and comfort my fragile and soft but troubled interior.?
someone to shine a light in my darkness
to bring rain in this dryness
will someone see, feel or hear me out someday?
will someone just maybe, just teach me how to pray?
spice.scripts 2010
my emotions mocked
my thoughts blocked
am at a point of sinking to drown
at this point i feel alone and deserted
my cries echo into empty valleys
my hands indulge in frantic help displays
at this point i feel torn and unwanted
....at this point i am caged and damaged
don't know who or what to turn to
does anyone even take this as being true
my outside is calm and collected
my inside is full of chaos, a turmoil undetected
it's no longer my genuine smiles
it's all in my face, unnarrated tales.
who will see past this rough tough exterior
..and comfort my fragile and soft but troubled interior.?
someone to shine a light in my darkness
to bring rain in this dryness
will someone see, feel or hear me out someday?
will someone just maybe, just teach me how to pray?
spice.scripts 2010
time has run out [her story - scroll two] | spice
i thought i'd believe in you,
but you've given so little to hold on to.
I no longer know what to expect,
all i know is that i have a heart to protect.
i only manage to get you out of my mind,
not out of my heart, there you're confined.
you captured me with your sweet words,
i let myself go before you, like a free bird.
you got me locked up in the dungeons of your heart,
it gets cold as days go by, why did you depart?
i can't get out; this isn't how i saw it.
you were full of allure and promise,
it's all faded away so soon... wish i had seen this.
i have to let you go, and allow myself to grow,
let me find myself again...before i sink down below.
i want to glow in my light,
like a fire fly through the dark of night,
till i land in a glass jar, and bring delight..,
..to a lonely heart,
..that's watching out for shooting stars in the night sky.
i want to feel alive.., want to breathe again,
laugh, smile and love again,
and this is where i begin,
....my prelude to the greatest story of my life.
spice.scripts 2010
but you've given so little to hold on to.
I no longer know what to expect,
all i know is that i have a heart to protect.
i only manage to get you out of my mind,
not out of my heart, there you're confined.
you captured me with your sweet words,
i let myself go before you, like a free bird.
you got me locked up in the dungeons of your heart,
it gets cold as days go by, why did you depart?
i can't get out; this isn't how i saw it.
you were full of allure and promise,
it's all faded away so soon... wish i had seen this.
i have to let you go, and allow myself to grow,
let me find myself again...before i sink down below.
i want to glow in my light,
like a fire fly through the dark of night,
till i land in a glass jar, and bring delight..,
..to a lonely heart,
..that's watching out for shooting stars in the night sky.
i want to feel alive.., want to breathe again,
laugh, smile and love again,
and this is where i begin,
....my prelude to the greatest story of my life.
spice.scripts 2010
love on borrowed time [his story - scroll one]| spice
feels like he's loving you better than i am,
the affection you speak of, the romance and the charm,
i don't give you much of it, that troubles my calm.,
barely does it feel right to me..it crushes my conscience.
its getting obvious you're headed his way,
i didn't think of it as to end today,not in this way.
let love take you an extra mile with me,
i ask for more time, then we can eventually be..,
i want you with me and not her; you're what's good for me
selfishly, i feel that i need you both in my life...
but when it's all come crumbling down,
it's you i'd rather be with..you need to trust me.
don't take your love away,
i just need to make this right,
love sometimes is not enough,
but again it's all we crave for.
you're the best girl i can't be with,
what am i to do, or say, to make it all right?
i savored your love, nothing else tastes better.
i need to be with you but i can't,
still, i don't want to let you go.
ghosts of the past haunt me, please stay...
i struggle to break free, i'll make this right...eventually.
spice.scripts 2010
the affection you speak of, the romance and the charm,
i don't give you much of it, that troubles my calm.,
barely does it feel right to me..it crushes my conscience.
its getting obvious you're headed his way,
i didn't think of it as to end today,not in this way.
let love take you an extra mile with me,
i ask for more time, then we can eventually be..,
i want you with me and not her; you're what's good for me
selfishly, i feel that i need you both in my life...
but when it's all come crumbling down,
it's you i'd rather be with..you need to trust me.
don't take your love away,
i just need to make this right,
love sometimes is not enough,
but again it's all we crave for.
you're the best girl i can't be with,
what am i to do, or say, to make it all right?
i savored your love, nothing else tastes better.
i need to be with you but i can't,
still, i don't want to let you go.
ghosts of the past haunt me, please stay...
i struggle to break free, i'll make this right...eventually.
spice.scripts 2010
...is it? | spice
some have thought of it as being not normal,
for all i do is paint my love on paper,
some have thought it to be immature,
that i can't keep my act together cause i love you,
some have thought it to be 'not manly'..,
cause MEN aren't too 'emotional'
some have thought it to be foolish and blind sighted,
that all i seem to talk about is you.
some have thought it a waste of time,
that i sit here,shun all...and wait for you
i think of it, as all worthwhile...
the ridicule, the discouragement, the gossip...
it's all worthwhile...
.., what do you think?
spice.freestyle 2010
for all i do is paint my love on paper,
some have thought it to be immature,
that i can't keep my act together cause i love you,
some have thought it to be 'not manly'..,
cause MEN aren't too 'emotional'
some have thought it to be foolish and blind sighted,
that all i seem to talk about is you.
some have thought it a waste of time,
that i sit here,shun all...and wait for you
i think of it, as all worthwhile...
the ridicule, the discouragement, the gossip...
it's all worthwhile...
.., what do you think?
spice.freestyle 2010
Not an Obsession; Just Mad Affection | spice
i know i may be spinning out of control,
but please don't tell me to slow down,
it'll be like telling me to suppress my breathing baby,
i now feel more alive than i've ever had,
my heart beats for you,
may i know, does my love scare you?
does it scare you knowing that you're my life now?
i might be saying a lot too much than i should,
i might be giving more than i should a little too early,
i might not know just how else to love you.
would that mean my love is a bit too much for you?
wouldn't you think that i want so much for you to believe that it's true?
know that i give you my all, no holding back.
know that it's not an obsession, just mad affection.
i want to take you into my arms each opportunity i have,
i want to feel your body close to mine,
i want our hearts to beat in tune to each other,
i want our souls to embrace,when we eventually become one.
your smile brings pure joy to me,
my guard crumbles in your presence,
the simple way you hold my hand,
i love to look into your eyes,
the acknowledging look you give me in public,
every word you say hypnotizes me,
i like how your lips move when you talk..,
i could go on and on.,
but i'm scared it could be a little too much too early.
it all comes down to the little things you do,
that's got me spinning crazy about you
spice.scripts 2010
but please don't tell me to slow down,
it'll be like telling me to suppress my breathing baby,
i now feel more alive than i've ever had,
my heart beats for you,
may i know, does my love scare you?
does it scare you knowing that you're my life now?
i might be saying a lot too much than i should,
i might be giving more than i should a little too early,
i might not know just how else to love you.
would that mean my love is a bit too much for you?
wouldn't you think that i want so much for you to believe that it's true?
know that i give you my all, no holding back.
know that it's not an obsession, just mad affection.
i want to take you into my arms each opportunity i have,
i want to feel your body close to mine,
i want our hearts to beat in tune to each other,
i want our souls to embrace,when we eventually become one.
your smile brings pure joy to me,
my guard crumbles in your presence,
the simple way you hold my hand,
i love to look into your eyes,
the acknowledging look you give me in public,
every word you say hypnotizes me,
i like how your lips move when you talk..,
i could go on and on.,
but i'm scared it could be a little too much too early.
it all comes down to the little things you do,
that's got me spinning crazy about you
spice.scripts 2010
you're my star [twinkle]| spice
i listen to the sound of the waves,
i look at the glare of the evening sun on the vast waters,
the golden sky, the chirp of birds...
it all brings peace to my mind,
it delivers my thoughts to you,
the evening sun sets, and it brings serenity to my heart,
though you're far away,far across oceans..
the stars will shine for us,in the evening sky..
and i'll name one after you, to guide me to sweet slumber each night
spice.freestyle 2010
i look at the glare of the evening sun on the vast waters,
the golden sky, the chirp of birds...
it all brings peace to my mind,
it delivers my thoughts to you,
the evening sun sets, and it brings serenity to my heart,
though you're far away,far across oceans..
the stars will shine for us,in the evening sky..
and i'll name one after you, to guide me to sweet slumber each night
spice.freestyle 2010
brighter day [gloom no more] | spice
awaken me to a fresh sunrise,
reawaken my faith; before it dies.
arise...my lonely heart, evade this early demise..,
reprise the disguise of lies; and shun the snake eyes.
swit amor, she crushed my spirit; and my heart lost its beat
she put me in the back seat; as she mingled with the elite..
so much deceit; i accept defeat...i cannot compete
yo te amaba, pero que siempre rompio me corazon [i loved her but she eternally broke my heart]
love died withing me; but i remained alive in love
an angel now watches over me; covers me whole as a glove
indeed the rainbow glows; i'll wake up and dust my clothes
i've finally arose; shedding off my lows..,accepting my flaws
a fresh breath of air, a new beginning
i've found love so rare, in perfect timing
so now i declare, that i got you now my darling
and this i solemnly swear, it's you i'll be loving
reawaken my faith; before it dies.
arise...my lonely heart, evade this early demise..,
reprise the disguise of lies; and shun the snake eyes.
swit amor, she crushed my spirit; and my heart lost its beat
she put me in the back seat; as she mingled with the elite..
so much deceit; i accept defeat...i cannot compete
yo te amaba, pero que siempre rompio me corazon [i loved her but she eternally broke my heart]
love died withing me; but i remained alive in love
an angel now watches over me; covers me whole as a glove
indeed the rainbow glows; i'll wake up and dust my clothes
i've finally arose; shedding off my lows..,accepting my flaws
a fresh breath of air, a new beginning
i've found love so rare, in perfect timing
so now i declare, that i got you now my darling
and this i solemnly swear, it's you i'll be loving
waiting on the shooting star | spice
your heart no longer feels like home; inside i'm slowly being torn.
alot has happened since you've been gone; i even can't reach you through your phone,
should've known it'll be this hard,
that the pain will be this bad,
thought you said you'd call,but that was three months ago..
you used to spark me up with a single hello..,
you'd simply make me glow; color my life into a beautiful rainbow.
i probably didn't get a chance to say,
that you make me feel this way,
i assumed you'd stick around longer; and our bond would grow stronger..,
my heart keeps growing fonder; but my hope grows blinder.
heard you found someone new; and here i'm wishing i knew..,
exactly what to do; for i only want to be with you.
how can i calm these feelings that i wrestle with; i don't want our love to be a myth.
i wished a fairy tale upon a shooting star; that we should end in '..happily ever after..'
spice.scripts 2010
alot has happened since you've been gone; i even can't reach you through your phone,
should've known it'll be this hard,
that the pain will be this bad,
thought you said you'd call,but that was three months ago..
you used to spark me up with a single hello..,
you'd simply make me glow; color my life into a beautiful rainbow.
i probably didn't get a chance to say,
that you make me feel this way,
i assumed you'd stick around longer; and our bond would grow stronger..,
my heart keeps growing fonder; but my hope grows blinder.
heard you found someone new; and here i'm wishing i knew..,
exactly what to do; for i only want to be with you.
how can i calm these feelings that i wrestle with; i don't want our love to be a myth.
i wished a fairy tale upon a shooting star; that we should end in '..happily ever after..'
spice.scripts 2010
get me a life, a new one! | spice
I hate it that i feel this way,
this way,
i don't want to go,
but You, have to go...
maybe i should let you know,
that you're hitting a negative score...
started at ten,
but then,
you're moving down towards zero..
Don't know why i feel so,
i blame experience..
i loved you before beyond sense,
and my heart's gone sore,
experience,experience...i hate you..i hate you so!
What more should i learn from you, mr.experience?
You tell me she'll walk away,and not look my way...like the other did..
You tell me she'll mock me,..like the other did..
you tell me she'll leave,i have to believe...cause the other one did...
you tell me she'll love me..BUT,.."..guard your heart,cause she's so lovely.."
i miss loving naively,..with no care in this world,..with no worry,..no bad memories to bury,..
why did i have to meet you,sir?
You've been proven true to your word...
You've taken me through it all in this world,..
can't help but wish,
an infant i was to all this,...
peace..i need.
spice.classics 2009
this way,
i don't want to go,
but You, have to go...
maybe i should let you know,
that you're hitting a negative score...
started at ten,
but then,
you're moving down towards zero..
Don't know why i feel so,
i blame experience..
i loved you before beyond sense,
and my heart's gone sore,
experience,experience...i hate you..i hate you so!
What more should i learn from you, mr.experience?
You tell me she'll walk away,and not look my way...like the other did..
You tell me she'll mock me,..like the other did..
you tell me she'll leave,i have to believe...cause the other one did...
you tell me she'll love me..BUT,.."..guard your heart,cause she's so lovely.."
i miss loving naively,..with no care in this world,..with no worry,..no bad memories to bury,..
why did i have to meet you,sir?
You've been proven true to your word...
You've taken me through it all in this world,..
can't help but wish,
an infant i was to all this,...
peace..i need.
spice.classics 2009
To my special friend | spice
To my special friend,
I miss you, like really miss you.
You're such a breath of fresh air
...my eyes glow and lips broaden with a smile whenever i talk to you.
I really love that about you...really do.
Just thought i'd tell you that,
to just appreciate you.
I'm glad i met you..
spice.appreciations 2010
I miss you, like really miss you.
You're such a breath of fresh air
...my eyes glow and lips broaden with a smile whenever i talk to you.
I really love that about you...really do.
Just thought i'd tell you that,
to just appreciate you.
I'm glad i met you..
spice.appreciations 2010
.::untitled 3::. | spice
certainly she loves him, but for how long?
certainly her love flows to his rhythm, in him she can belong.
unfortunately he's drowned in fear, likely to quit on her any minute..,
fortunately she's kept him near, stuck by him so resolute.
he has known no better love; his own is a heart burdened,
a curse bound round his neck,
pulling him down to the ground,a struggle he can't take.
he wants to love her right, be her lover and friend
he wants to survive his fight, but he feels chained and foresees a looming end.
chained to;
a past of barren assurances "..people always leave.." [realities of the past]
a present of indecisiveness "..she's not what he really wants.." [illusions of the present]
a future of assumptions "..gotta put himself together first.." [ambitions of the future]
will she be able to love him past his uncertainties,
see him for his potential and vast possibilities,
will she understand he's just human, help him inspire a belief in himself?
but again, it doesn't worry him...cause people always leave anyway...
..and again maybe she just wasn't the girl for him..she can walk away.,
..on a different view, maybe he should just put his life together first.,
before he's worried that he's actually cursed.
spice.scripts 2010
certainly her love flows to his rhythm, in him she can belong.
unfortunately he's drowned in fear, likely to quit on her any minute..,
fortunately she's kept him near, stuck by him so resolute.
he has known no better love; his own is a heart burdened,
a curse bound round his neck,
pulling him down to the ground,a struggle he can't take.
he wants to love her right, be her lover and friend
he wants to survive his fight, but he feels chained and foresees a looming end.
chained to;
a past of barren assurances "..people always leave.." [realities of the past]
a present of indecisiveness "..she's not what he really wants.." [illusions of the present]
a future of assumptions "..gotta put himself together first.." [ambitions of the future]
will she be able to love him past his uncertainties,
see him for his potential and vast possibilities,
will she understand he's just human, help him inspire a belief in himself?
but again, it doesn't worry him...cause people always leave anyway...
..and again maybe she just wasn't the girl for him..she can walk away.,
..on a different view, maybe he should just put his life together first.,
before he's worried that he's actually cursed.
spice.scripts 2010
she killed him | SPICE
she strives in the conflict she ignites,
she revels in his unfailing concern,
she cuts him to see if he'll bleed,
she stabbed him..to see if he has a heart.
...and he died..
..now he rests in peaceful serenity
away from the thorny bed she lay
..now he takes slow easy breathes of air
away from the stuffy room she set,
..set in the confines of her love.
now he lays his head in soft petals,
away from the wedges mounted on her shoulders.
in this new dimension..he lives!
..and he worries,
will she again come after him?
spice.scripts2010_she killed him.
she revels in his unfailing concern,
she cuts him to see if he'll bleed,
she stabbed him..to see if he has a heart.
...and he died..
..now he rests in peaceful serenity
away from the thorny bed she lay
..now he takes slow easy breathes of air
away from the stuffy room she set,
..set in the confines of her love.
now he lays his head in soft petals,
away from the wedges mounted on her shoulders.
in this new dimension..he lives!
..and he worries,
will she again come after him?
spice.scripts2010_she killed him.
me touch Me by SPICE
inside me is where i want you to be
to feel the grip of my walls on you
the feel of your glide,.. and slide
the only reason my flower was moulded
to fit in place with your rod
to match the strength of your sword
so the days go by, seems like forever
and i'm thinking of you, missing you
and when i'm horny..its unbearable
i want to hold myself..rub myself
you're not with me..
i touch myself in the mirror
other men don't appeal to me,
you only know how to serve it to me,
for the tenderness of your hands
as they reach out into heated darkness
there is where I wait for you
in my moments of ever growing passion
this pleasure i adorn you
warmth escapes me at night..
words fail me to say it right
i sigh everytime i try
i only wish in some cosmic force
that you feel the need i have
spice.scripts2011_i touch myself
to feel the grip of my walls on you
the feel of your glide,.. and slide
the only reason my flower was moulded
to fit in place with your rod
to match the strength of your sword
so the days go by, seems like forever
and i'm thinking of you, missing you
and when i'm horny..its unbearable
i want to hold myself..rub myself
you're not with me..
i touch myself in the mirror
other men don't appeal to me,
you only know how to serve it to me,
for the tenderness of your hands
as they reach out into heated darkness
there is where I wait for you
in my moments of ever growing passion
this pleasure i adorn you
warmth escapes me at night..
words fail me to say it right
i sigh everytime i try
i only wish in some cosmic force
that you feel the need i have
spice.scripts2011_i touch myself
una nini?..[what's up with you] By Spice
i can't explain it
sijui nikwambie vipi naumia
we've been talking less by the day
i don't know if you've noticed
we no longer call each other sweet names
mimi mwenyewe kukufikiria skwizi ni kujiumiza
i no longer get that comforting feel
i'm hurting...
Sijui uko na nani wherever you are
siezi fuatilia vitu unafanya, kulindana mi siezi
i've tried trusting you wholly but nimeshindwa
you don't make it easy for me
i'm i too insecure, i'm i taking it too far?
Is it too much to ask for, to hear or read from you daily?
Nakutamani si uongo..but hii maisha unaifanya ikae ngumu
talk to me soonest love..
spice.scripts2011_una ni [what's up with you]
sijui nikwambie vipi naumia
we've been talking less by the day
i don't know if you've noticed
we no longer call each other sweet names
mimi mwenyewe kukufikiria skwizi ni kujiumiza
i no longer get that comforting feel
i'm hurting...
Sijui uko na nani wherever you are
siezi fuatilia vitu unafanya, kulindana mi siezi
i've tried trusting you wholly but nimeshindwa
you don't make it easy for me
i'm i too insecure, i'm i taking it too far?
Is it too much to ask for, to hear or read from you daily?
Nakutamani si uongo..but hii maisha unaifanya ikae ngumu
talk to me soonest love..
spice.scripts2011_una ni [what's up with you]
want not By Spice
can't hide it, neither can my face conceal it
i can't fight it, neither can i yield to it
i can't contain it, neither can i forego it
it's one in pain, and another in sweetness
i don't need it, neither can i dispose of it
such is the feeling, when it's so hard to let you go!
spice.scripts2011_want not
i can't fight it, neither can i yield to it
i can't contain it, neither can i forego it
it's one in pain, and another in sweetness
i don't need it, neither can i dispose of it
such is the feeling, when it's so hard to let you go!
spice.scripts2011_want not
marry me, now! by SPICE
i feel it, i feel it with you..
i know it, i know it's all true..
i want it, i want it through you..
i need it, so bad i wish you knew.. ..how bad!
words have been said..
vows have been made..
the past has been shred..
and now we stand in line to wed.
my angel in white..smile so bright
sexy in silk..tonight too in your lingerie
i will hold you so tight, smother you all night..
for this day is our hooray!
i love you, i always will
i know it, i know it's all true..
i want it, i want it through you..
i need it, so bad i wish you knew.. ..how bad!
words have been said..
vows have been made..
the past has been shred..
and now we stand in line to wed.
my angel in white..smile so bright
sexy in silk..tonight too in your lingerie
i will hold you so tight, smother you all night..
for this day is our hooray!
i love you, i always will
cross me not by SPICE
i want you to forget me
stop thinking of me
don't feel lucky to have me
cause this ain't real..just like me
'i love you' are just words..
my actions speak..but they say nothing
i want you not to believe everything i say
don't see all i do as concrete to proof
i know what you are..
you're just like me..yes you are
when i play it right, everything turns out wrong
i say this..you hear that
i do this..you see otherwise
now i want me gone..in due time.
who's laughing now..who'll be crying then?
Who's upright now..who'll be crumbling then?
who's getting it their way..and who'll be submitting then?
i feel, i sense, i anticipate
i evaluate, i add it all up..
i conclude.. ..someone is gonna get hurt.
stop thinking of me
don't feel lucky to have me
cause this ain't real..just like me
'i love you' are just words..
my actions speak..but they say nothing
i want you not to believe everything i say
don't see all i do as concrete to proof
i know what you are..
you're just like me..yes you are
when i play it right, everything turns out wrong
i say this..you hear that
i do this..you see otherwise
now i want me gone..in due time.
who's laughing now..who'll be crying then?
Who's upright now..who'll be crumbling then?
who's getting it their way..and who'll be submitting then?
i feel, i sense, i anticipate
i evaluate, i add it all up..
i conclude.. ..someone is gonna get hurt.
you're my favorite love song | SPICE
you to me are like a constantly playing love song,
you settle my nerves and sooth my soul,
you fill my ears with sweet sound..
you touch the innermost bit of me..
to that point at the deepest end of my heart,
i long to hear you play everyday..to feed off your lyrics,
and when i miss you..i just have to replay the melody in my head,
you stay in my head the whole day,
you curve a constant smile upon my face,
you light sparkles in my eyes..and everything seems so bright..
and tonight i think of you..as my love song..
to soothe me to restful sleep.
lyricist_2011
you settle my nerves and sooth my soul,
you fill my ears with sweet sound..
you touch the innermost bit of me..
to that point at the deepest end of my heart,
i long to hear you play everyday..to feed off your lyrics,
and when i miss you..i just have to replay the melody in my head,
you stay in my head the whole day,
you curve a constant smile upon my face,
you light sparkles in my eyes..and everything seems so bright..
and tonight i think of you..as my love song..
to soothe me to restful sleep.
lyricist_2011
undying | SPICE
You were there all the time in the shadows..in my mind
Barely out of the reach of my fingers...my touch
But when grief and unhappiness shook me,and felt alone
It was quick to find respite in you...my refuge.
You picked my heart from its prison,
You showed me a way of surviving,
I loved you with all of my being,
And I still do though with pain.
The love that once sustained me,
It’s now making me restless and fearful,
That you wouldn’t forgive and believe me,
If I said you shared none of the blame,
As I wait in the silence to hear from you,
With hazy eyes and darkness battering me blind,
sharp Edges of pain shred my mind,
I will not burn the bridge or walk away,
But I will stay and watch the light fade away..behind me
You might be whole without me,
But I will never be complete without you,
For not only do I want you to be my one love in this life,
But also in the next....
Barely out of the reach of my fingers...my touch
But when grief and unhappiness shook me,and felt alone
It was quick to find respite in you...my refuge.
You picked my heart from its prison,
You showed me a way of surviving,
I loved you with all of my being,
And I still do though with pain.
The love that once sustained me,
It’s now making me restless and fearful,
That you wouldn’t forgive and believe me,
If I said you shared none of the blame,
As I wait in the silence to hear from you,
With hazy eyes and darkness battering me blind,
sharp Edges of pain shred my mind,
I will not burn the bridge or walk away,
But I will stay and watch the light fade away..behind me
You might be whole without me,
But I will never be complete without you,
For not only do I want you to be my one love in this life,
But also in the next....
I'm Jealous of your 'Friend' by SPICE
I see how he gazes at you
I know he’s fond of you,
He may perhaps be just a friend to you
To him, you’re the girl he dreams about
You’re his fantasy, an angel in his eyes,
How can you not see, see it in his eyes,
He treats you like a sovereign,
He captures you in places you’ve never seen,
You’re always laughing; he’s like a comic king
You tell me you enjoy your time together,
You call it being friends forever
He’s hunting you down with such flair,
Under the veil of a friend,
Maybe you know it;
Maybe it’s hidden from your heart
I’m your lover but him, your trusted friend,
I know you love me, forever till the end
On that assurance i totally depend…
But I can’t help it..I’m jealous of your friend.
I know he’s fond of you,
He may perhaps be just a friend to you
To him, you’re the girl he dreams about
You’re his fantasy, an angel in his eyes,
How can you not see, see it in his eyes,
He treats you like a sovereign,
He captures you in places you’ve never seen,
You’re always laughing; he’s like a comic king
You tell me you enjoy your time together,
You call it being friends forever
He’s hunting you down with such flair,
Under the veil of a friend,
Maybe you know it;
Maybe it’s hidden from your heart
I’m your lover but him, your trusted friend,
I know you love me, forever till the end
On that assurance i totally depend…
But I can’t help it..I’m jealous of your friend.
death or life by SPICE.
if life is about choices, wrong or right
why wasn't i given a choice, to be born or not..
given one..i'd rather not,
i wouldn't miss a thing..sound or sight
feel or taste..i wouldn't know they exist..!
if life is hard..then death should be easy..
everybody dies..but not everybody lives..
Choices suck! Consequences are a mockery..
there's always two sides to a coin..so they say
i say they're three..
..and i'm standing on the side..watching life as it unfolds
serving my expiry period..
it feels kinda odd..
watching myself live..just to die..
why wasn't i given a choice, to be born or not..
given one..i'd rather not,
i wouldn't miss a thing..sound or sight
feel or taste..i wouldn't know they exist..!
if life is hard..then death should be easy..
everybody dies..but not everybody lives..
Choices suck! Consequences are a mockery..
there's always two sides to a coin..so they say
i say they're three..
..and i'm standing on the side..watching life as it unfolds
serving my expiry period..
it feels kinda odd..
watching myself live..just to die..
lost by SPICE
sometimes i find myself completely lost
i can't figure out stuff between us
it's like i want to let go but i don't know how
i've had better girls in my life, better relationships
but us, what we have..
i don't know what it is..but it doesn't feel right
distance has kept us hoping that maybe we have a chance
maybe that first kiss will change it all for us
maybe if i look into your eyes then i'll see what i've been missing all this time
whatever the outcome, what i feel right now.,
..is that i'm not for this.
worst part of my feelings is that.,
i really don't think much about what you feel
cause what i feel tells me that this is not it.
I still feel lost..with a need to find that special someone..
..or to be found, by that special someone
i can't figure out stuff between us
it's like i want to let go but i don't know how
i've had better girls in my life, better relationships
but us, what we have..
i don't know what it is..but it doesn't feel right
distance has kept us hoping that maybe we have a chance
maybe that first kiss will change it all for us
maybe if i look into your eyes then i'll see what i've been missing all this time
whatever the outcome, what i feel right now.,
..is that i'm not for this.
worst part of my feelings is that.,
i really don't think much about what you feel
cause what i feel tells me that this is not it.
I still feel lost..with a need to find that special someone..
..or to be found, by that special someone
Missive by SPICE
whatever that's going through my head right now,
it's not you.
whatever rhythm my heart is following,
it's not you.
whatever my body craves, my desires burning..
it's surely not you.
but here i am with you...lying next to you.
your leg on and between my thighs..
your arm across my chest..i'm holding you.
why're we here like this..what is this?!
how can i push you away, tell you to leave
how can i bring myself to tell you..
that maybe i should've just turned you down
i would love to turn things around..
To that point where we claimed that this was love..
..i hate lying, but i'm too nice of a guy..
whatever's going through my head right now..
It's nothing you want to hear..
So i'll just write it on a paper..and when you wake up.,
you'll find it next to you..
and I'll be gone........
it's not you.
whatever rhythm my heart is following,
it's not you.
whatever my body craves, my desires burning..
it's surely not you.
but here i am with you...lying next to you.
your leg on and between my thighs..
your arm across my chest..i'm holding you.
why're we here like this..what is this?!
how can i push you away, tell you to leave
how can i bring myself to tell you..
that maybe i should've just turned you down
i would love to turn things around..
To that point where we claimed that this was love..
..i hate lying, but i'm too nice of a guy..
whatever's going through my head right now..
It's nothing you want to hear..
So i'll just write it on a paper..and when you wake up.,
you'll find it next to you..
and I'll be gone........
..you wouldn't know by SPICE
cold nights await me
lonely days haunt me
cold stares pierce me
words penetrate through me
its been a hard time
i'm not fine
i have tried..
..i have given it all i can
i have been understanding
getting all the angles right
sometimes it works
sometimes it destroys hearts
my heart is burddened
my soul is guilty..
my days are full of torments
my days will be a consequence
i got here..i am here..choices..
choices got me here..
i still have more choices to make
leave or stay..stop and change
or keep going and be damaged
choices..when its bad its pleasant
..i'm figthing my conscience
i'm struggling to stay sane..relevant
this is my struggle..
wrestling my own will....
lonely days haunt me
cold stares pierce me
words penetrate through me
its been a hard time
i'm not fine
i have tried..
..i have given it all i can
i have been understanding
getting all the angles right
sometimes it works
sometimes it destroys hearts
my heart is burddened
my soul is guilty..
my days are full of torments
my days will be a consequence
i got here..i am here..choices..
choices got me here..
i still have more choices to make
leave or stay..stop and change
or keep going and be damaged
choices..when its bad its pleasant
..i'm figthing my conscience
i'm struggling to stay sane..relevant
this is my struggle..
wrestling my own will....
Foolish Love? by SPICE
You love me foolishly,
You’ve given all you are to me,
You have valued yourself less...
Just to try keep what we had.
It’s what we had because it’s no longer there,
But you don’t see that. You still see us together.
I admire your love,
The belief you have placed in us...
Even after all the lies. The cheating
You see past all that. And still reach out to me
What is it you see in me...?
What’s so good in me that you can’t let go?
I bet some other guy could treat you much better
Am no good for you...
Am too messed up for real love...
Why can’t I just fall in love like everybody else?
Now I have to drag you along in my miserable life
Please don’t love me.., if you know what’s best for you...
Someday it’ll all come to me
And I will have missed something good...
And I will have no regrets. No wishes
..But I will live with loving someone
..Who just won’t love me back...
Cause what goes round. Comes around.
You’ve given all you are to me,
You have valued yourself less...
Just to try keep what we had.
It’s what we had because it’s no longer there,
But you don’t see that. You still see us together.
I admire your love,
The belief you have placed in us...
Even after all the lies. The cheating
You see past all that. And still reach out to me
What is it you see in me...?
What’s so good in me that you can’t let go?
I bet some other guy could treat you much better
Am no good for you...
Am too messed up for real love...
Why can’t I just fall in love like everybody else?
Now I have to drag you along in my miserable life
Please don’t love me.., if you know what’s best for you...
Someday it’ll all come to me
And I will have missed something good...
And I will have no regrets. No wishes
..But I will live with loving someone
..Who just won’t love me back...
Cause what goes round. Comes around.
... not surprised by SPICE
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by Sawyer Spice on Thursday, November 3, 2011 at 1:26pm
i didnt love you enough
but i tried...
you always thought i hid some stuff,
that i constantly lied..
i felt you're the best i could ever have,
thats a fact i haven't denied.
Love can be complicated,
messes your head up,leaves you infatuated,
conflicting emotions, hurt...damn i hate it.
its a deal breaker..,but fuck we still want it..!
something crazy happened the other day,
cause of a girl, i dissed my mom in a regrettable way,
two days later..i find my girl's legs spread in a familiar way,
and some guy humping her to a song we loved to play.....
but then it hit me, maybe i didnt love her enough..
but i tried.
... not surprised by SPICE
by Sawyer Spice on Thursday, November 3, 2011 at 1:26pm
i didnt love you enough
but i tried...
you always thought i hid some stuff,
that i constantly lied..
i felt you're the best i could ever have,
thats a fact i haven't denied.
Love can be complicated,
messes your head up,leaves you infatuated,
conflicting emotions, hurt...damn i hate it.
its a deal breaker..,but fuck we still want it..!
something crazy happened the other day,
cause of a girl, i dissed my mom in a regrettable way,
two days later..i find my girl's legs spread in a familiar way,
and some guy humping her to a song we loved to play.....
but then it hit me, maybe i didnt love her enough..
but i tried.
ords are all i have by SPICE
I would write,
about the girl i love.
I would write,
to express the emotions she triggered in me.
I would write,
to try show her the intensity of my love.
I would write,
to tell her she's my only one.
and that i love her.
Now i write,
because i miss her..
I write,
because her memories still my heart..
I write,
to be calm..and just think about her
I write,
Because its been a while since we last talked
I write,
hoping she will get to read this..
and know that i miss her.
Signed;Lyricist.
about the girl i love.
I would write,
to express the emotions she triggered in me.
I would write,
to try show her the intensity of my love.
I would write,
to tell her she's my only one.
and that i love her.
Now i write,
because i miss her..
I write,
because her memories still my heart..
I write,
to be calm..and just think about her
I write,
Because its been a while since we last talked
I write,
hoping she will get to read this..
and know that i miss her.
Signed;Lyricist.
..her Beautiful Purple Dress by SPICE
she is the one that makes me do this
sit by the bed and while away
thinking of her smile
trying to recapture her soft voice in my ears
in the crowds i feel her there with me
in my dreams she reveals her angelic self
by the sandy beaches, floating in the breeze
with her beautiful purple dress,
swaying to the carress of the wind..
she intrigues me,am always curious about her
she pulls me in, and keeps me guessing
she's got me hooked..wanting more..and more
something i desire, with the fear of the unknown
something i want...need, but eludes me
..i wait, constantly yearning..
living life as it comes..but there's still a hollow
that i wish for only her..to fill.
i wish against the moonlight..
that her love shall one day glow on me..from me.
sit by the bed and while away
thinking of her smile
trying to recapture her soft voice in my ears
in the crowds i feel her there with me
in my dreams she reveals her angelic self
by the sandy beaches, floating in the breeze
with her beautiful purple dress,
swaying to the carress of the wind..
she intrigues me,am always curious about her
she pulls me in, and keeps me guessing
she's got me hooked..wanting more..and more
something i desire, with the fear of the unknown
something i want...need, but eludes me
..i wait, constantly yearning..
living life as it comes..but there's still a hollow
that i wish for only her..to fill.
i wish against the moonlight..
that her love shall one day glow on me..from me.
Thursday, May 5, 2011
shot after shot,day after day | spice
[knowing you]
shot after shot, i grow in addiction
word after word, we grow in conversation
day after day, you become my sweet temptation
[missing you]
let me know; everytime you think of me
let it show; that you're mine exclusively
[yearning for you]
it's worrying and sad when you're away,
wish we could talk more often.
hope you're in my boat riding the same wave,
and let your heart's strong guard soften.
[waiting on you]
when will you feel these lips, feel this kiss
feel this touch; our bodies in silent admiration.
seal this rush; that races for your affection.
[realisation]
in knowing you,
now i'm missing you,
my persona yearns for you,
though it may seem crazy,
i'm waiting on you
this is my realisation
spice.scripts 2010
shot after shot, i grow in addiction
word after word, we grow in conversation
day after day, you become my sweet temptation
[missing you]
let me know; everytime you think of me
let it show; that you're mine exclusively
[yearning for you]
it's worrying and sad when you're away,
wish we could talk more often.
hope you're in my boat riding the same wave,
and let your heart's strong guard soften.
[waiting on you]
when will you feel these lips, feel this kiss
feel this touch; our bodies in silent admiration.
seal this rush; that races for your affection.
[realisation]
in knowing you,
now i'm missing you,
my persona yearns for you,
though it may seem crazy,
i'm waiting on you
this is my realisation
spice.scripts 2010
In Due Time | spice
my ears have heard lies, of honor and despise
my eyes have seen homes break, great tumult and heart ache
i know of a lady that buried her past alive, if he finds out she won't survive
i know of a man that's a schemer, waiting for the moment he would skin her...alive
sometimes he suspects he's not the father, but he's really grown to love the young brother
he lives a life behind the shadow, the anger within him he doesn't get to show
she sees it in his eyes, the mistrust; she dreads to go get a viral blood test
she doesn't seem to trust him of late, he's always itching; he suspects she suspects he's cheating
but who will come forth first to overcome their guilt, and get this home built?
will this young marriage survive it's course, through the better and worse?
no it won't....
she's sick, cause of him,..but she don't know it,yet.
the little boy is not his,..but he can't show it,yet.
the boy will be orphaned by the lies of his parents,..but he don't know it,yet.
spice.scripts 2010
my eyes have seen homes break, great tumult and heart ache
i know of a lady that buried her past alive, if he finds out she won't survive
i know of a man that's a schemer, waiting for the moment he would skin her...alive
sometimes he suspects he's not the father, but he's really grown to love the young brother
he lives a life behind the shadow, the anger within him he doesn't get to show
she sees it in his eyes, the mistrust; she dreads to go get a viral blood test
she doesn't seem to trust him of late, he's always itching; he suspects she suspects he's cheating
but who will come forth first to overcome their guilt, and get this home built?
will this young marriage survive it's course, through the better and worse?
no it won't....
she's sick, cause of him,..but she don't know it,yet.
the little boy is not his,..but he can't show it,yet.
the boy will be orphaned by the lies of his parents,..but he don't know it,yet.
spice.scripts 2010
read this if the football is boring :-) | spice
tonight it's just about me, heart to heart with y'all.....
about me
:-) i love to joke, don't get me wrong sometimes with my jokes...some are good some are off,it's just me.
:-) i'm attractive na siringi...august babies rock! can i get an amen..hehe
:-) i'm suave and caring, this i know cause someone told me so...my mom ~_^
:-) brave and fearless...in simple words let me just say i'm prone to taking risks..simple risks that make me think i'm brave and fearless...hehe
:-) i'm sensitive but not petty...don't get it twisted
:-) i get angry when provoked...who doesn't anyway..nkt!
:-) i'm so easily jealous...but won't sweat about it anyway,just the feeling that lasts as the time bolt takes to cover hundred metres
:-) i happen to be a quick thinker, and have an habit of developing independent thoughts...mi hujijazia vi2 mob enyewe sometimes, so just make your point clear ndo tuelewane and avoid misunderstandings
:-) my favorite...i'm talented in the arts, music and defense[read i'm a fast escaper..hehe]
:-) very observant...don't meet me in the same ear studs twice, or you shema..or dis someone mbele yangu...nitajua na nitakwambia! ..i can see your thoughts too...i think ..hehe
:-) i love to dream, i love to lead and be led...i have a vision,i want success [ok,now i'm sounding like obama..i'm a dreamer]
:-) when i got it, i'm too generous and egoistic too...not in a bad way,i just take high pride in myself..i like me so that i can easily like you
:-) whoa, i'm tired...to be continued...by the way, i love making friends who love making friends...did i just say 'love making'...to be continued.. (^^,)
spice.passtime 2010 ..hehe
about me
:-) i love to joke, don't get me wrong sometimes with my jokes...some are good some are off,it's just me.
:-) i'm attractive na siringi...august babies rock! can i get an amen..hehe
:-) i'm suave and caring, this i know cause someone told me so...my mom ~_^
:-) brave and fearless...in simple words let me just say i'm prone to taking risks..simple risks that make me think i'm brave and fearless...hehe
:-) i'm sensitive but not petty...don't get it twisted
:-) i get angry when provoked...who doesn't anyway..nkt!
:-) i'm so easily jealous...but won't sweat about it anyway,just the feeling that lasts as the time bolt takes to cover hundred metres
:-) i happen to be a quick thinker, and have an habit of developing independent thoughts...mi hujijazia vi2 mob enyewe sometimes, so just make your point clear ndo tuelewane and avoid misunderstandings
:-) my favorite...i'm talented in the arts, music and defense[read i'm a fast escaper..hehe]
:-) very observant...don't meet me in the same ear studs twice, or you shema..or dis someone mbele yangu...nitajua na nitakwambia! ..i can see your thoughts too...i think ..hehe
:-) i love to dream, i love to lead and be led...i have a vision,i want success [ok,now i'm sounding like obama..i'm a dreamer]
:-) when i got it, i'm too generous and egoistic too...not in a bad way,i just take high pride in myself..i like me so that i can easily like you
:-) whoa, i'm tired...to be continued...by the way, i love making friends who love making friends...did i just say 'love making'...to be continued.. (^^,)
spice.passtime 2010 ..hehe
one in hand [better than two expected] | spice
stilled, silent...in solitude
thoughts laced with emotions...
secretly i miss you.
lonely, cold...a heart in need.
towns, cities...we're miles apart.
secretly i brave the cold, but crave your presence..
do i ever cross your mind?
maybe i do, but am i alive in your heart?
your reproach tortures and tears me up..
phone calls, text messages...i'm in constant contact
silence, delays...your inconsistent feedback
am i no longer part of your life?
i still hold fond memories of you
it's getting clear that we can never be 'us' two
a little concern, appreciation...show you still care
a little committment, desire...just play it fair
i failed as your lover,
could you remain to be my best friend?
...>>>to be continued..
spice.scripts 2010
thoughts laced with emotions...
secretly i miss you.
lonely, cold...a heart in need.
towns, cities...we're miles apart.
secretly i brave the cold, but crave your presence..
do i ever cross your mind?
maybe i do, but am i alive in your heart?
your reproach tortures and tears me up..
phone calls, text messages...i'm in constant contact
silence, delays...your inconsistent feedback
am i no longer part of your life?
i still hold fond memories of you
it's getting clear that we can never be 'us' two
a little concern, appreciation...show you still care
a little committment, desire...just play it fair
i failed as your lover,
could you remain to be my best friend?
...>>>to be continued..
spice.scripts 2010
yours truly... | spice
we ain't talking about our love no more,
the magic of our kisses,
the highs when we touched,
the awe of the love we made,
i don't talk about our past, the memories though alive.,
i pretend it wasn't there, though it still feels so real
i live the present, but i breathe our past,
i think of what could be...if we talked more of our love
i think of you, everything about you
you inspire me, keep this fire burning,
a little of you kept my love alive a long way
the whole of you took my breath away
and your kiss used to bring me back to life...
i talk about our love,
cause you still live inside of me.
yours truly... <3
spice.scripts2010
the magic of our kisses,
the highs when we touched,
the awe of the love we made,
i don't talk about our past, the memories though alive.,
i pretend it wasn't there, though it still feels so real
i live the present, but i breathe our past,
i think of what could be...if we talked more of our love
i think of you, everything about you
you inspire me, keep this fire burning,
a little of you kept my love alive a long way
the whole of you took my breath away
and your kiss used to bring me back to life...
i talk about our love,
cause you still live inside of me.
yours truly... <3
spice.scripts2010
Illusion deceptive | spice
t's getting harder by the day,
to convince myself that i still love you,
like a drop of water on the sun...our love has vanished with no trace,in the blink of an eye.
hope is fading as the promise of rain on the mightiest of deserts...
you're like heavy clouds that never rain but always cast a shadow on my will to love you...
you're a mirage that never is to quench desirous normads...
you keep me thirsting for your swit love when all you give is bitter herb.
now i shun you like the jew shunned the leper,
for your supposed love suffocates my breath...it literally takes it away.
you're a twisted illusion of what love really is,
your heart full of lies that spews barren promises,
afraid of making sacrifices for you professed affection.
i will drink no more of your cup of deception,
or warm my heart with your ghostly affection..hearing of it but not feeling it,
i'll find comfort on a bed of thorns..,more than i'll believe your love is true.
i know...i'll never find someone else like you,
it's not like i ever anticipate to.
spice.scripts 2010
to convince myself that i still love you,
like a drop of water on the sun...our love has vanished with no trace,in the blink of an eye.
hope is fading as the promise of rain on the mightiest of deserts...
you're like heavy clouds that never rain but always cast a shadow on my will to love you...
you're a mirage that never is to quench desirous normads...
you keep me thirsting for your swit love when all you give is bitter herb.
now i shun you like the jew shunned the leper,
for your supposed love suffocates my breath...it literally takes it away.
you're a twisted illusion of what love really is,
your heart full of lies that spews barren promises,
afraid of making sacrifices for you professed affection.
i will drink no more of your cup of deception,
or warm my heart with your ghostly affection..hearing of it but not feeling it,
i'll find comfort on a bed of thorns..,more than i'll believe your love is true.
i know...i'll never find someone else like you,
it's not like i ever anticipate to.
spice.scripts 2010
night nurse | spice
intoxicating beauty she possesses, he had never seen her in this way...
a silver chain rested gently on her waist with nothing on, sparkling against the moonlight...she had sprung on him by surprise...
her aroused firm breasts partly hidden in her long coat, red heels elevated her form...breasts gently jerked...
eyes not blinking; he swallows hard..veins dilated,fingers itching.
imagining things he would do to her, will he have her on the revolving chair?
or will he pin her against the wall...her legs tightly wrapped round his waist..trousers tagging the ankles of his legs..
as she digs her nails deep into his back,he thrusts deep as he jerks her up.
maybe he would pin her on his office table...drop everything on it, and just drop the whole of him on her.
a beautiful silhoute in the dark of the night,humble cupped breasts..gently to be teased and pressed..a lover's pleasure...one's treasure.
raindrops dancing against the window panes, thunder sounds as she lets out a cry...
he can feel his seed boil inside of him.
sparks fly manifest as they beat the cold of the night...
she moves closer teasingly...cutting short his imagination.
she rests one leg on the arm rest with the other on the ground,
she pulls him face to face with her pearl...
fully exposed chocolate thighs gently caress his cheeks...the scent of sweet smelling nectar wets his tongue..,
he is throbbing hard, the animal in him enticed to break loose...he's hypnotized.
he cannot hold back no more, there's no turning back...
...this is surely it
spice.erotics 2010
a silver chain rested gently on her waist with nothing on, sparkling against the moonlight...she had sprung on him by surprise...
her aroused firm breasts partly hidden in her long coat, red heels elevated her form...breasts gently jerked...
eyes not blinking; he swallows hard..veins dilated,fingers itching.
imagining things he would do to her, will he have her on the revolving chair?
or will he pin her against the wall...her legs tightly wrapped round his waist..trousers tagging the ankles of his legs..
as she digs her nails deep into his back,he thrusts deep as he jerks her up.
maybe he would pin her on his office table...drop everything on it, and just drop the whole of him on her.
a beautiful silhoute in the dark of the night,humble cupped breasts..gently to be teased and pressed..a lover's pleasure...one's treasure.
raindrops dancing against the window panes, thunder sounds as she lets out a cry...
he can feel his seed boil inside of him.
sparks fly manifest as they beat the cold of the night...
she moves closer teasingly...cutting short his imagination.
she rests one leg on the arm rest with the other on the ground,
she pulls him face to face with her pearl...
fully exposed chocolate thighs gently caress his cheeks...the scent of sweet smelling nectar wets his tongue..,
he is throbbing hard, the animal in him enticed to break loose...he's hypnotized.
he cannot hold back no more, there's no turning back...
...this is surely it
spice.erotics 2010
alpha love [she got her own] | spice
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alpha love [she got her own] | spice
by Spice's Poetry on Sunday, June 6, 2010 at 8:41pm
she got her own; lot'sa hearts she's won,
a fact you can't settle upon; alot she owns...
you're alone.,you can't keep on...man she got it all,
and so son you're strugglin',
her crowd you can't mingle in,
you got nothing that your name is in.
and you look around, you got no one to blame..,
ju huyu dame, hakusikizi if you ain't upped your game.
she's educated,
to her,everything money made it,
..possible..
her purse's able!
and it kills you,
cause to every man's view,
she's beautiful.. ..and you're insecure.
see son you're trippin,
her love you find hard to believe in,
how about you zoom in; find her heart
get to look in; kill your hurt
let her strength be your motivation,
expand your length and let her be your inspiration,
and don't hate,
but let fate,
prove her love ain't fake
spice.classics 2009
alpha love [she got her own] | spice
by Spice's Poetry on Sunday, June 6, 2010 at 8:41pm
she got her own; lot'sa hearts she's won,
a fact you can't settle upon; alot she owns...
you're alone.,you can't keep on...man she got it all,
and so son you're strugglin',
her crowd you can't mingle in,
you got nothing that your name is in.
and you look around, you got no one to blame..,
ju huyu dame, hakusikizi if you ain't upped your game.
she's educated,
to her,everything money made it,
..possible..
her purse's able!
and it kills you,
cause to every man's view,
she's beautiful.. ..and you're insecure.
see son you're trippin,
her love you find hard to believe in,
how about you zoom in; find her heart
get to look in; kill your hurt
let her strength be your motivation,
expand your length and let her be your inspiration,
and don't hate,
but let fate,
prove her love ain't fake
spice.classics 2009
my shine
my deepest fear is not that i am inadequate,
My deepest fear is that,
my success opportunities are beyond measure.
It is the light,not the darkness...
that most frightens me.
at times i wonder,
who am i..?
that i should be brilliant, good looking, talented,
fabulous..
with the spotlight on me and darkness all around,
who am i not to be all that?
playing small does not serve the notion humility,
humility in sacrifice of belief is no enlightenment,
shrinking so as to guard people's insecurities around you...
we all meant to shine like stars,
hence i won't dim mine to let yours shine,
let us both shine bright for each other...
it is not just for me...or you,
it is for everyone.
as you let your own little light shine,
unconsciously you give other people a platform,
a chance to do the same.
let's light up the skies,
for they are the limits to our successes
as we are liberated from our own fears,
out determination's presence automatically liberates others.
spice.adaptations 2010
adapted from A Return To Love 'a course in miracles' by marianne williamson 1992
My deepest fear is that,
my success opportunities are beyond measure.
It is the light,not the darkness...
that most frightens me.
at times i wonder,
who am i..?
that i should be brilliant, good looking, talented,
fabulous..
with the spotlight on me and darkness all around,
who am i not to be all that?
playing small does not serve the notion humility,
humility in sacrifice of belief is no enlightenment,
shrinking so as to guard people's insecurities around you...
we all meant to shine like stars,
hence i won't dim mine to let yours shine,
let us both shine bright for each other...
it is not just for me...or you,
it is for everyone.
as you let your own little light shine,
unconsciously you give other people a platform,
a chance to do the same.
let's light up the skies,
for they are the limits to our successes
as we are liberated from our own fears,
out determination's presence automatically liberates others.
spice.adaptations 2010
adapted from A Return To Love 'a course in miracles' by marianne williamson 1992
wait a second, could be an eternity | spice
It's to be his first day in campus, A-Alex can't wait to get off the mini-bus, going into his 1st class;
It's on the 2nd of September, C-Cherry is to head into the chamber to pass the bar..dressed in amber;
C-Charles is the 3rd born, he sat next to Cherry as the mini-bus left for town, he works to feed 3 of his siblings;
I-Irene works with a modelling agency, all glamour and fancy...she came out top 4 in the beauty pageant;
D-Danvo works as a driver, this is the 5th trip so far, he saves enough to take educational classes farther;
E-Edu and Danvo have worked together 6years, they're the best of friends in these nasty roads;
N-Naomi is just in 7th grade..her mom helped her board the bus for school and will pick her up in the evening as usual;
T-Tabitha, is about to deliver her first born 9months after, second time she's trying;
S-Steven is just visiting the country from Sweden, he decided to use the public transport this fateful day...into death's den..he's passenger number 10.
the journey is commenced, cell phones ringing...music blaring,
Anita is the last born,
she sells vegetables in the market to feed her grandmother with a problematic ack-bone.
She drops some oranges as she hurriedly crosses the road into the market.
Swaleh calls his long haul lorry the 'GRIM RIPPER' ...with scary shark teeth on the wind-screen.
Danvo sees a little girl dressed in tartered clothes, she steps back to pick some fallen oranges...
Swaleh hurries for the next check point for a night long journey's rest...
Danvo swerves to avoid the little girl, swerves back again as all passengers scream the 'GRIM RIPPER'
Anita picked her last orange, the last thing she ever did.....
Swaleh swerved into Danvos lane in the opposite direction, avoiding Danvos first swerve.
...as all horror movies, it was all dark for everyone
...explosions, cries, wreckage..then silence.
a few metres away,
a wind-screen lay cracked on the road,
with writings that seemed as though they were written on the road..
'GRIM RIPPER'
spice.revelations 2010
It's on the 2nd of September, C-Cherry is to head into the chamber to pass the bar..dressed in amber;
C-Charles is the 3rd born, he sat next to Cherry as the mini-bus left for town, he works to feed 3 of his siblings;
I-Irene works with a modelling agency, all glamour and fancy...she came out top 4 in the beauty pageant;
D-Danvo works as a driver, this is the 5th trip so far, he saves enough to take educational classes farther;
E-Edu and Danvo have worked together 6years, they're the best of friends in these nasty roads;
N-Naomi is just in 7th grade..her mom helped her board the bus for school and will pick her up in the evening as usual;
T-Tabitha, is about to deliver her first born 9months after, second time she's trying;
S-Steven is just visiting the country from Sweden, he decided to use the public transport this fateful day...into death's den..he's passenger number 10.
the journey is commenced, cell phones ringing...music blaring,
Anita is the last born,
she sells vegetables in the market to feed her grandmother with a problematic ack-bone.
She drops some oranges as she hurriedly crosses the road into the market.
Swaleh calls his long haul lorry the 'GRIM RIPPER' ...with scary shark teeth on the wind-screen.
Danvo sees a little girl dressed in tartered clothes, she steps back to pick some fallen oranges...
Swaleh hurries for the next check point for a night long journey's rest...
Danvo swerves to avoid the little girl, swerves back again as all passengers scream the 'GRIM RIPPER'
Anita picked her last orange, the last thing she ever did.....
Swaleh swerved into Danvos lane in the opposite direction, avoiding Danvos first swerve.
...as all horror movies, it was all dark for everyone
...explosions, cries, wreckage..then silence.
a few metres away,
a wind-screen lay cracked on the road,
with writings that seemed as though they were written on the road..
'GRIM RIPPER'
spice.revelations 2010
Prodigal Lovers | spice
i'm not a believer of second chances; but this appeals as the second glances,
i've turned believer of mistakes existence; persistance..turns ore into diamond, a fine substance,
time is of the essence; we can go the distance.
i miss you...so much
i want you...so bad
i love you...so much
i need you...so bad
it's become a complex maze, why bother?
what's keeping us from being US, from being together?
you fire me up, then extinguish me out...
i lift you high up, then drop you down...
you light me up again...keep me burning
i pick you up again...send you high up soaring
thine heart is destined for mine love,
mine heart harbours thine love,
we're pulling history on chains,
it's stuck on us like permanent stains,
mulling over an inglorious past tale,
pluck off that page, let's live the glorious tale.
tell me that you still believe,
and i'll tell you there's still more we can give.
i'mma be the true definition of love to you; you will be like an angel to me,
let true love take humanly form in me;
and heaven shall take humanly form in you...
i've turned believer of mistakes existence; persistance..turns ore into diamond, a fine substance,
time is of the essence; we can go the distance.
i miss you...so much
i want you...so bad
i love you...so much
i need you...so bad
it's become a complex maze, why bother?
what's keeping us from being US, from being together?
you fire me up, then extinguish me out...
i lift you high up, then drop you down...
you light me up again...keep me burning
i pick you up again...send you high up soaring
thine heart is destined for mine love,
mine heart harbours thine love,
we're pulling history on chains,
it's stuck on us like permanent stains,
mulling over an inglorious past tale,
pluck off that page, let's live the glorious tale.
tell me that you still believe,
and i'll tell you there's still more we can give.
i'mma be the true definition of love to you; you will be like an angel to me,
let true love take humanly form in me;
and heaven shall take humanly form in you...
boomerang gaze | spice
what glues my eyes to you?
is it the purple scarf,
that intricately folds round your neck,
gently falling over your cleavage,
elegantly covering your bare shoulders;
is it the orange blouse,
on a sunny day without a single cloud,
complementing the shine of the golden round earings;
or is it the blue jeans,
that maps your curves,
as your legs cross at the thighs,
as it accentuates your great piece of ass,
causing a melee in traffic as it turns eyes;
it all comes down to one thing,
dressed in white, beaming as an angel...
great smile, glossy supple lips,
lovely and longing eyes,
simple braided dark hair,
to forever hold me in your gaze...
a once commenced narration,
a story begun,
a story told,
a story being told,,,
an end..
un-anticipated end,
forever..
is a destination,
i'll be there,
waiting..
till i hold you in my gaze.
spice.scripts 2010
is it the purple scarf,
that intricately folds round your neck,
gently falling over your cleavage,
elegantly covering your bare shoulders;
is it the orange blouse,
on a sunny day without a single cloud,
complementing the shine of the golden round earings;
or is it the blue jeans,
that maps your curves,
as your legs cross at the thighs,
as it accentuates your great piece of ass,
causing a melee in traffic as it turns eyes;
it all comes down to one thing,
dressed in white, beaming as an angel...
great smile, glossy supple lips,
lovely and longing eyes,
simple braided dark hair,
to forever hold me in your gaze...
a once commenced narration,
a story begun,
a story told,
a story being told,,,
an end..
un-anticipated end,
forever..
is a destination,
i'll be there,
waiting..
till i hold you in my gaze.
spice.scripts 2010
...feeling that surpasses all beauty but in place creates it | spice
love keeps eluding me like the silver unicorn
the marvelous jewel Eros awards lonely hearts cultivates envy within me
the feeling that surpasses all beauty but instead creates it
indescribable
a longing that would embarrass a virgin's
just when i think i'm hit, cupid pulls away the arrow...
...and leaves me with the painful wound.
a yearning Romeo couldn't match harbors my resounding heart
once had it, but let it slip through me as fine dust
thought i'd find more of it out there in the desert wind
now i've been searching for love like a tear drop in the open sea
diversions pose as illusions,
incomparable regrets shower me...
in come parables,'never let go of a good one'
no more solitude exists in expression lingo,
but a mockery of a lone heart finding it's way to restoration
spice.classics 2009
the marvelous jewel Eros awards lonely hearts cultivates envy within me
the feeling that surpasses all beauty but instead creates it
indescribable
a longing that would embarrass a virgin's
just when i think i'm hit, cupid pulls away the arrow...
...and leaves me with the painful wound.
a yearning Romeo couldn't match harbors my resounding heart
once had it, but let it slip through me as fine dust
thought i'd find more of it out there in the desert wind
now i've been searching for love like a tear drop in the open sea
diversions pose as illusions,
incomparable regrets shower me...
in come parables,'never let go of a good one'
no more solitude exists in expression lingo,
but a mockery of a lone heart finding it's way to restoration
spice.classics 2009
un-commissioned hurt | spice
what is it about love that turns a person into a fool?
that would make a humble being be so cruel,
no emotions after a heartbreak, despise burns up as hot fuel,
all get served the epidemic like it's a universal good.
fools appear loomed into manipulation, use and abuse,
cruelty is instigated on them, a love they willingly had to choose,
fueling up more hatred that will ultimately lead to a burnt out fuse,
rules were never laid down, to play out emotions to a truce.
abuse rules unmerited companionships founded on lust,
choosing the love masked with eros, hard to build on trust,
fuse two un-matched hearts..and no sparks of union will combust,
truce, par, evenly matched...will be terms rare as cosmic dust.
what is it about love that has us immersed in this pain?
that would still have me glued to you like a regular shot of cocaine?
no hope to celebrate the future, it all seems to be in vain,
all seems destined, in a different domain...i'll find love again.
spice.reflections 2010
that would make a humble being be so cruel,
no emotions after a heartbreak, despise burns up as hot fuel,
all get served the epidemic like it's a universal good.
fools appear loomed into manipulation, use and abuse,
cruelty is instigated on them, a love they willingly had to choose,
fueling up more hatred that will ultimately lead to a burnt out fuse,
rules were never laid down, to play out emotions to a truce.
abuse rules unmerited companionships founded on lust,
choosing the love masked with eros, hard to build on trust,
fuse two un-matched hearts..and no sparks of union will combust,
truce, par, evenly matched...will be terms rare as cosmic dust.
what is it about love that has us immersed in this pain?
that would still have me glued to you like a regular shot of cocaine?
no hope to celebrate the future, it all seems to be in vain,
all seems destined, in a different domain...i'll find love again.
spice.reflections 2010
double shot [friend and more] | spice
do you think of me often,
feel like it's a pull into an emotional den?
do you sometimes miss me,
in ways more than you think it should be?
this one fact i've come to gather,
be it what we talk about when we're together..,
be it i'm beat up and feeling blue..,
it matters less when i'm here talking to you.
you've awakened emotions that were long hidden,
jerking my heartbeat feeling alive in myself again.
my restrained feelings always becoming manifest in your presence,
as gold shines manifestly bright in the sun's rays' essence.
my fingers tremble as they feel your lips on this screen/paper,
i long for one sweet kiss, to quench my burning thirst forever.
friend, answer me this one question,
are you crazy enough for this kinda affection?
let us run ahead of time,
and let fate play catch-up to our sponteinty,
at the end of it all,
you still remain to be my deepest desire
spice.revelations 2010
feel like it's a pull into an emotional den?
do you sometimes miss me,
in ways more than you think it should be?
this one fact i've come to gather,
be it what we talk about when we're together..,
be it i'm beat up and feeling blue..,
it matters less when i'm here talking to you.
you've awakened emotions that were long hidden,
jerking my heartbeat feeling alive in myself again.
my restrained feelings always becoming manifest in your presence,
as gold shines manifestly bright in the sun's rays' essence.
my fingers tremble as they feel your lips on this screen/paper,
i long for one sweet kiss, to quench my burning thirst forever.
friend, answer me this one question,
are you crazy enough for this kinda affection?
let us run ahead of time,
and let fate play catch-up to our sponteinty,
at the end of it all,
you still remain to be my deepest desire
spice.revelations 2010
blue moon | spice
cute blush,
instant crush,
blood rush;
her knees get weak.
admiring stare,
beautiful hair,
sexy wear;
his perfect kinda chic.
he waves; she caves
she smiles; attraction piles
swallows his pride,
takes a stride,
now by her side,
the anxiety he can't hide.
she can't block his charm,
warning bells sound the alarm,
but she sees no harm,
and kindly takes to his arm.
lingering stolen kiss,
no she can't miss this,
this he can't dismiss...
this ain't right,
this they cannot fight,
it'll only be one night,
so let the fireworks ignite,
and senses excite,
we only got tonight.
spice.scripts 2010
instant crush,
blood rush;
her knees get weak.
admiring stare,
beautiful hair,
sexy wear;
his perfect kinda chic.
he waves; she caves
she smiles; attraction piles
swallows his pride,
takes a stride,
now by her side,
the anxiety he can't hide.
she can't block his charm,
warning bells sound the alarm,
but she sees no harm,
and kindly takes to his arm.
lingering stolen kiss,
no she can't miss this,
this he can't dismiss...
this ain't right,
this they cannot fight,
it'll only be one night,
so let the fireworks ignite,
and senses excite,
we only got tonight.
spice.scripts 2010
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