undying | SPICE

You were there all the time in the shadows..in my mind
Barely out of the reach of my fingers...my touch
But when grief and unhappiness shook me,and felt alone
It was quick to find respite in you...my refuge.

You picked my heart from its prison,
You showed me a way of surviving,
I loved you with all of my being,
And I still do though with pain.

The love that once sustained me,
It’s now making me restless and fearful,
That you wouldn’t forgive and believe me,
If I said you shared none of the blame,

As I wait in the silence to hear from you,

With hazy eyes and darkness battering me blind,
sharp Edges of pain shred my mind,
I will not burn the bridge or walk away,
But I will stay and watch the light fade away..behind me

You might be whole without me,
But I will never be complete without you,
For not only do I want you to be my one love in this life,
But also in the next....