Sunday, January 20, 2013

Good Bye in Advance

My head feels heavy and my mind overwhelmed
trying to figure out stuff and i cant find a conclusion
should i get up and leave or should i stay?
i am trying to love you right,
but it feels like an effort too late.
you know what i feel for you, i might have lost my way
something about us felt right, and different from the rest
i took that leap for you, i turned down many others for you
You have been nothing short of amazing
how can something so right end up feeling so wrong?
You do everything by the rules..you love me right
but i am used to breaking the rules, i like it rough.
or maybe i thought....

why are we fading away?
i am sorry if i haven't loved you right, touched you right..
maybe i don't kiss you as much as i first used to, every moment
i call it a mid-Love crisis, i hate feelings like these
such feelings spell the end of something so great..
i know leaving feels like the best decision, can we just hold on?
two hearts involved as one, i am you..you are me.
we can't be without each other...i feel like my heart is being ripped
i feel trapped, i feel caught..then it all makes sense somehow
i am my own prisoner of love..tied up by chains of my past heartbreaks
Locked up in my dreams of the future perfect love without flaws
where i don't see us existing..i don't know at what point we fade away.

Is my vision blinded?
I wish to be honest with you, open up and let my heart out.
but i am confused, on what to say or rather how to say it...i just feel lost.
i can't say you deserve someone better, for i know i am the best for you
i can't ask you to leave either for i know you're the one i need
i wish i met you in my future, the life i live now is a dream i wish to wake from
everything feels so right and true..real. ..but when i wake from this dream,
i am afraid you won't be in my reality.


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