no other touch by SPICEY and TRAICY

think of me when you're alone,
when you're cold and need to be held,
at night in your sleep...
let me be that person in your dreams to keep
let your heart beat for me
i want that too when you think of me..
when you read from me, hear from me.
..i wanna be all you think of
till you can feel my touch,

see the need in my eyes and search..
when we finally let open our hearts to each other
submit to my touch, my kiss and all i have offer
..hold the belief that we'll breathe the same air someday,
and we wont have to imagine no more,
but realize our feelings and emotions together
my lips are dry..ever since you last kissed them
how i wish we could have that moment again
sink those claws into my skin with elated pleasure
its difficult not to miss you..
i hope you miss me too
you're calling to me, i might be delusional but i hear it..
i hope you hear me too,
you're the only one who can take this feeling away,
no other touch will do
you've hammered it so deep..
i can't take the heat..i'm burning up for you
you should feel my heart beat right now
i wanna loosen and let myself go
let myself fall freely into your charm..your demeanour
my twinkle star, your glare brightens me all day..like a kid in neon lights
up above the sky so high,
you're that diamond in my sky..

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Free fall by SPICE

your name resounds in my head
every time we talked late into the night

the fantasies we created within our words
reality never felt so tangible
i wish to gaze upon your beauty
to hold your hand,and look into your eyes
you make it so easy for me to like you
i feel more of myself in your world
i sit here looking at your picture
picturing the smile out of those lips
imagining how you'll sound when i make you laugh
wishing that it was no longer about thoughts
i close my eyes to see you in my world
i want this more than ever,..to have you close by me
i feel the distance more than the miles in between
i wanna fly away from this loneliness
to come to you...
i just want to fly up and away..
..to fall harder for you

spice.scripts2010 (c) 

distant whisper by SPICE

Embracing you so close to me
I sense the slight fear in your embrace
No need to be for I’ll be gentle
I won’t come on too strong
Shaky voice as a distant whisper
Your hands rested easily on my back
I clasp you firmer round your back
Pressing thy modest breasts touching my chest
Your fingers then clench tighter on my shirt
Your body ready to let free on me
What scares you beautiful one
Is it me that you’re scared of..,
…or is it what I’m making you feel?
I mean no harm dear,
This moment calls for it..
For my lips to feel your lips,

For my kiss upon  your neck,
For my breath to caress the soft hairs on your neck
Why do you resist
Your knees can no longer support you
With every tender stroke on your back,
You get heavier…weak…
Why don’t you look me in the eye?
See the passion glowing in me
You’re so close to me, so near
Lip to lip…hip to hip
I didn’t plan for this
I let the mood carry me,
Your eyes sparkle in the dim light
Brown skin feels so supple and smooth
You rest on my shoulder
Contemplating my next touch
..and I can’t help it
..but be the gentle man
To take your hand,
And simply kiss you goodnight.

Spice.scripts2010 (c)

in my mind | SPICE.erotics

Came home early,
Prepared a scented warm bath for you,
With wine and candles,
Softly playing your favorite love songs,
Door bell rings just on time,
Baby you still look stunning,
Just like you left in the morning,
In a few hours I’ll have you moaning…
I have the evening all planned out in my mind,

Take you into my arms and into the bedroom,
Change you into your birth-suit and into the bathroom,
Soak you up in the bath, as I calculate my math
How many licks will it take to get you weak…
The wine gets you all excited, my prick gets all enticed
I sit you by the edge of the basin, dripping all wet of jasmine
You glitter off the candle light, water droplets leading me..
Leading me to your cunt…
1 lick, 2 licks….20, 30…lost count…
Nothing dripping no more, I take it in
Can’t waste it on the floor…you still wettin
More wine please.., just to get us at ease…

The floor ain’t cold no more.., you kneel with me..but face the wall
I’ll be gentle, you can be sure.., but don’t crawl away..or you’ll slip and fall
Last time was on the couch..and the other against the kitchen wall..
Tonight we’ll be on the bathroom floor,

To be cont…[tired thumbs] :-) ....SPICE.erotics

T’was…T’is….T’will be by SPICE

Where did we go wrong,
When did it change from,
Tears of happiness to,
Tears of pain?..true!

My love,
Doubt abodes in your eyes.
That look,
Uncertainty exudes from your gaze.

Ours was a committal love in vain,
Again we hide behind the covers of blame,
It’s a shame really,
Fear has engulfed us clearly.

Shamed by lust,
How much is too much to yield?
Shunned by love,
How soon is too soon to surrender?

Hurt is creeping up on us,
Plus we’re not the first,
Neither are we the last,
T’was…T’is….T’will be!

How do I say goodbye,
Make it sound like I still care?
I can’t make it count,
Sorry never seemed so hesitant.

Perfection was our seduction,
Forever, our endeavor.
Love we thought to be enough,
Uncertainty was our hidden reality,
Separation is now our realization.

Spice.scripts2010©

..heart sway by SPICE

feels different, takes me on the ascent
feels so new, us..me and you
feels like i'm suffocating..,
in the thoughts i'm thinking.

i don’t go a day,
without a 'hi' to say.
it costs a part of me, a tear or two,
when you don't miss me too..
it breaks my heart,like a pot of clay.

i apologize, i won't hold back,
i realize, that you're still hurting,
i compromise, our new friendship,
it's unwise, to hurry to fill this crack,
time flies, and this is my heart,
a longing in my eyes, feel it on my lip.

i won’t try to understand the intrigue,
i’ll learn to embrace it..accomodate it,
the chaos in my mind,the fear of falling for you.

i tell myself not to suffocate, not to over relate
my persistent thoughts still lead to you.
i brace myself for these walls i have to break,
to survive this journey i feel not ready for.

i’ve been in this coma so long,
no longer know how love used to feel like,
that, almost pulled me under,
that, almost made me, not feel again....

spice.scripts2010

SP [Sawyer Paul SPice] by LILA WRITE

You SPark some SPur when you SPeak
i SPy at your SParkling eyes and getall SPasmodic
You got the sugar n SPice thing...goin on

SPecial n designated, yes you are
within the scope of love,
you SPruce up emotions with no err
You got the sugar and SPice thing..

You'v got me SPell-bound
..and my SPirits suprised at this sharp,
great chap...i found
It would be sappy to say we got no scrap
ours is no SPecimen, we SPew our
resentments then drop the crap
we got the sugar n SPice in it

SPot on, i have a yen for your SPoken word
and when your SPort is on, i don't make it hard- for you
I admire your SPunk, gives me true grit*
desire for 'em SPank, that's a core treat

I will SPurn from all SPeculation
You separate one from all with great finesse- beamin
sophistication

You got tha sugar and SPice..
and it's making me a mental case!


SPice.appreciation2010

Maroon 5 - Nothing Lasts Forever

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
I Just don't know

If you don't know, Then you can't care
And you show up,But you're not there
But I'm waiting,And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday,
With every worthless word we get more far away,
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay,
But nothing lasts forever, just be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way.

Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains,Nothing lasts forever.

maroon 5_nothing lasts forever

it's like that by RUN DMC

It's Like That - Run DMC

People coming, people going, people born to die
Don't ask me, because I don't know why
But it's like that, and that's the way it is

People in the world try to make ends meet
You try to ride car, train, bus, or feet
I said you got to work hard to want to compete
It's like that, and that's the way it is

Money is the key to end all your woes
Your ups and your downs, your highs and your lows
Won't you tell me last time that love bought you clothes?
It's like that, and that's the way it is

 Bills fly higher every day
We receive much lower pay
I'd rather stay young, go out and play
It's like that, and that's the way it is

 War's going on across the sea
Street soldiers killing the elderly
What ever happened to unity?
It's like that, and that that's the way it is

Disillusion is the word
That's used by me when I'm not heard
I just go through life with my glasses blurred
It's like that, and that's the way it is

You can see a lot in this lifespan
Like a bum eating out of a garbage can
You notice one time he was your man
It's like that (what?) and that's the way it is

You should've gone to school, you could've learned a trade
But you laid in bed where the bums have laid
Now all the time you're crying that you're underpaid
It's like that (what?) and that's the way it is

 One thing I know is that life is short
So listen up homeboy, give this a thought
The next time someone's teaching why don't you get taught?
It's like that (what?) and that's the way it is

 If you really think about it times aren't that bad
The one that stretches for success will make you glad
Stop playing and start praying, you won't be sad
It's like that (what?) and that's the way it is

 When you feel you fail sometimes it hurts
For a meaning in life is why you search
Take the boys on the train, drive to school on the church
It's like that, and that's the way it is

Here's another point in life you should not miss
Do not be a fool who's prejudice
Because we're all written down on the same list
It's like that (what?) and that's the way it is
You know it's like that, and that's the way it is
Because it's like that, and that's the way it is

...afraid by SPICE

not because i am, that you are
not because you are, that i am
we simply are, cause we feel.

cant ignore, still can't be sure
come to the fore, out of your closure
loneliness grips as cold in equal measure
nudeness of thoughts out on exposure

warm me with your kind words
i want you...to be with you, to hold you
i want to do this right..i'm not sure how
warn me that love sometimes hurts
i wish love didn't have to hurt sometimes
i wished that it could last forever
forever never came...love never lasted

i'm afraid..afraid to wish again
believe again, love or feel again
teach me, show me how to love you
hold me, take my hand and guide me
tell me it's going to be okay,
stay with me...in case its not okay..

spice.scripts 2010 (c)

don't let go by SPICE

i didn't give up on you
rather you gave up on me
i didn't say goodbye
rather you walked away
when it was just you me
when all that mattered was us
when everything existed cause we did
then i knew it would come to this

i seem to tell you no, when i really mean yes
cautious not to fall again, feel again...heal again
sorry that i can't open up..or rather i choose not to
a cycle that keeps coming back
a cycle that i've known to familiar
do things really change...does it stop feeling strange
i look for answers..i search for the missing puzzle pieces

can't pull it all together, feel like a fool altogether
when you pull closer..i pull farther and farther
can you see my dilemma, are you that one to see it all..
the pain I've been through, the un-answered questions
the missing pieces of my heart..,can you see it all

you have let me stay in my cold world..dark and lost
hoping is all i do..that maybe you're the one to stay
tell me it's going to be okay..even if it wont
will you believe with me...or will you up and leave me?
it's hard enough that you pulled close,
but this time i pulled closer, will you now pull away..
farther and farther?

Deuces Rmx ft. Spice [the missing verse]

The new girl that I’m wit,
She treats me right
You getting fake n old with ol this blame shit
You’re yesterday’s paper, torn page sheet!
‘…I’m saying Bye Bye…’ I’m calling this Deuces,
I’m the only one, no many spices
Girl you’ll find no other in this species
Know me as the Sapien ripping your heart in slices
You hurt me girl, I was your boo
I loved you girl, so I’ll hurt you too
Shoo, flap away like a shamed bird,
You plucked my feathers n put me down bad,
Now see how I dig up your dirt!
I’m off to a new start, new love and fulfilling trust
Call me Spice; I’m always up bringing a new taste
You should see her, still chaste…after the first night
When you gave it up so easily…your first night,
Didn’t you think it would also end up so easily…yeah that’s right!
I bet you didn’t see this coming on,
‘Should’ve known who was cheating too’...Rayvon
Save your useless pride, move on…
Deuces!

hearty smile by SPICE

i'm nicest to you in poetry,
the stories i create for us
that we float along in.
daydreams, nightdreams, all dreams
we can share together.
playing, fighting, laughing to every joke we know.
having each other to enjoy the days with.
the sun kissing the skin we pressed together,
in the cuddle on the couch,
the night of star watching,
sharing secrets,
and movie watching.
it's as simple as this:
miss wasting away my days with you...

...i know by SPICE

she's silent..serene...sleeping like a queen,
i watch her lying there, intent and keen,
still resembling the beauty when she was nineteen,
curves flowing gracefully in her silky green.

in her sleep,in her own mystic world..buoyant
enchanted in her fantasies..curving a smile upon her lips
panting in rhythmic motion..caressing the air into her lungs
and i cant help my heart express in writing, in tongue

used to be my lover...now my friend, my mate
used to behold her beautiful...now she's angelic, in trait
used to adore her sparkle...she still shines my evening  light

as i lie next to her..my arm around her,feel of soft skin
as i watch her sleep..as she cuddles into my hold, my nerves spin
the feel of my fingers on her lips..she lets out an innocent grin
did i her reach to her in her dreams, did she see me in her dreams?

she's peaceful, and that gives me joy
she's happy, that warms my heart
she's beautiful, that makes me appreciate her
she's in love, that gives me reason feel alive
she's lying next to me....i know it's going to be a good night.

spice.scripts2010

Is it by SPICE

Kissing you...i'm missing you
touching you...and tickling you too
holding you...cuddling you close to me
where it was just the two of us

your tender lips on mine
sparkle in your eyes that shines
it's been a while we shared such a time
whenever i'm with you it all feels fine

can't believe we're here again
cuddling, smiling, trying to forget the pain..
Sorry in you i left a permanent stain
your love was pure..and i took it for a game

no amount of apologies can merit your hurt,
had my chance,my time, to love you right
but i was too selfish and blind to see it
will i be able to make it, tonight.

Spice.scripts2010

my loss by SPICE

once a settler of your heart
once a peddler of your hurt

once the source of your happiness
once the scorch of your sadness

did my best to push you away
hid my taste to spit you away

deep inside of me, i needed you
your love..that's all i needed
only your love can make me whole.

my life I've lived gray in denial
my lies I've told to stay in survival
my eyes I've closed to shy away in a spiral

shy away from what i need most
stay away from the person who loves me most
preying on passing pleasures molded in lust
spraying time and emotions that wont last

all is over now...here i am
deep in my thoughts searching, for calm
all is over now...here i come
deep in my soul...i've brewed a storm

i dont deserve your love,
i should've let go of all i have,
to have you with me in my life,

i've been a fool,
i've been so cruel,
used you as a tool,
i'm paying for all that in full.

what will it take...to feel real love again.

spice.scripts 2010

only you by SPICE

when was the last time,
you said you love me.
i could part with my last dime,
just to hear it one more time.

am i asking for too much,
my thoughts had to hatch,
it's been all i do of late,
till i hear you say it...i'll wait.

then you finally say it,
wow! i so felt it
do that more often,
i'm much happier when you do it.

i love you too
i love you boo
i love no two
I LOVE ONLY YOU!!

signed; lyricist
spice.scripts2010

save me by SPICE

i'm breaking down inside,
i'm melting down under the pain,
like sand in the wind...my hope is trickling away,
feeling dejected and rejected,
nothing left to feel good about,
fill me up...i'm empty.

Where did we lose 'us'?
sucking the life out of each other,
i'm down to my last cup,
desperately holding on to us,
take a close look at me,
look beyond the tears i cry,
listen beyond the sound of my cries at night,
feel beyond your heart,
that's where i lie...
broken,beaten,tortured..save me.

Until you know how it feels,
loving someone more than you love yourself,
until you sacrifice your happiness,
just to show love for another unconditionally,
until you hurt when you don't get that love back,
when you don't perceive it coming from me,
...that is where i am,
it's how i feel,
thats where i am,
till i hear you calling out for me,
till you come looking for me,
just the way i picture it...in my dreams.

spice.scripts2010

believe again by SPICE

Till I lie breathless by your side,
I will love you only.
I wish I could give the world to you,
The awesomeness of the mountains,
The beauty of flower gardens,
The depth of my love as deep as the oceans,
The serenity as gentle of rivers downstream,
The excitement of waves and raging water falls,
The expanse of the skies is what you are to me.
I pick each star as a reason to why I love you,
Let my love light up the night sky for you,
You give the sun reason to rise each morning,
My heart to glow and for my smile to reflect..,
Each moment you’re away from me,
Is each moment I’m away from me
My angel, cover me under your wings of love
Shine thine glory to this lonely heart,
Wake me from this nightmare,
And bring back the joys of love to me.

Spice.scripts2010

harboured me by SPICE

not that i knew how
not that you know how
a shot through the heart
a spot that i got hurt..

note that you came
came to claim my shame
fate brought you to me
to me, my heart to heal

my angel you are
my guide like the north star
though you are far
you, have healed my scar

love eluded my being
had nowhere to begin
had no one i was seeing
love brought me you, my queen.

i'll soon embrace you, with the same love
same affection, ..you'll have enough
my heart beats for you...no bluff
a kinda love, that you'll be proud of.
i love you

signed: lyricist
spice.scripts 2010