Soul Lover Mate

She gave out a soft scream, "Oh" softly came out of her lips, she sighed for a moment
An intense erotic sensation swept over her senses, seduced by the ultimate orgasm
I gazed into her slit open eyes, weak and horny.. turned on by her moist lips
She gave me a look that's of despise... and adoration intertwined in an entranced manner
She hated that she couldn't resist me, she cared little of the many times I have hurt her

Her moist cunt made my index finger feel like it was going through lubricated cotton
Soft and warm, she held my hand between her thighs,
Yearning and anticipating
I curled my middle finger upward pressing the inner walls of her vulva
As my thumb toyed with the throbbing of her plum red clit, taking in every gentle stroke

The room was dimly lit, with only silhouettes of our naked bodies shifting side to side
Skin on skin.. touch by touch.. she would rub her smooth thighs upon my caressing body hairs
I could feel her stomach muscles spasm, with the feel of my tongue running gently along her cunt
She effortlessly guided me to where she needed me to be, and locked my head in place between her thighs

I was lost in the captivity of her arousal, prisoner of her errotic chamber... I was lost in her world
I could hear a faint sound as if from a distance far off... " I want you to fcuk me" she managed to say in a weak tone
My manhood was harder than usual, the first time is always enticing..this meaty flesh of a male member
No way I could control it this time, it had a mind of its own.. like a Rottweiler baying for a meaty treat

Her entire being so warm, like it was being heated from the inside.. she gently lowered herself on my pole as she pinned me on my back
I could feel it slip into her moisty haven, her waist playing hypnosis with my gaze
Sweat trickled along the small valley between her breasts, head tilted back face to the ceiling, eyes closed
She rode me in all forms and manner, working her way to an intense release that made me think she was possesed

I knew I wanted more, she was light like a feather in high heights, floating through the passion like a soaring butterfly
I slid in from behind her on her fours, her back arched as her cheeks rested on the fluffy pillow,
Between the huffs and puffs of intensity, I counted two loud screams in short intervals,
I served it till she could no longer stand the slightest brush of my manhood on clit

She collapsed on the wet sheets with a telling sigh, "my juices are all over your bed" as she winded out in a trance
"This is just the beginning, we have a long night" I managed to speak in turn
Indeed it would be a long night, we could hardly catch any sleep..
the sun felt like it rose for us, and the birds chirped to her sweet moans, the cool morning air was refreshing
It was a new day, full of promise and optimism... I had found my soulmate.. I had found my lover.

Maybe not yet

Well I have these random thoughts in my head

Thoughts that trouble me and they'd rather not be said

I am uncomfortable with my worries I avoid my own bed

And in moments like this I feel I'm hanging by a thread

Whatever you're suspecting about this chain of thought is true

It may not be clear but certainly you and I are about to be through

Thoughts of unrestricted caution flood my volatile emotions

If I could change anything I would but that's no easy notion

Call me a coward, call me selfish, tell me I'm not man enough

Coz I deserve it, yes I'm self centered, but nothing is never enough... For me!

So this is my sorry I'm not sorry, an apology I need to make

I have never been the perfect lover, I'm a messed up shitty liar

Sometimes I prefer to be hated, loathed and despised 

Because then I will feel real, then I will know where I belong.. My heart died.

Spice.Scripts

Absence

I'm watching this girl, dressed in red,

curvaceous and with pretty eyes, 

she sways to tune of the music, 

my thoughts are louder than the speakers, 

her hips.. Her smile... Her boobs... 

She's lost in the music, 

A world where the bass and treble rule, 

I'm staring at her and it's getting awkward. 

I'm looking at this girl, light skin with a full cleavage, 

she's effortlessly sexy. 

My heart races at her mutual gaze..

she's pretty. She's bored..so it seems, 

sip by sip I take her in, should I walk over to her? 

She has a man, but he ain't with her, 

he's on his phone...chatting, smiling, sucked in. 

I'm looking at this guy, he's talking to every girl, almost every girl.. 

He's on to something...someone, 

he has the best dance moves, he has a charming smile, 

the ladies seem to like him, he's not interested, he is just having fun. 

So I sit and stare, people are feeling something I'm not feeling, 

they seem happy..careless...living life, 

with so many people around me, 

the loud music and cheers, I feel alone..empty, 

missing something...someone, my gal. 

 

She has an effect on me, she has a hold on me, 

she is present in my heart though absent from my sight, 

I'm thinking of her smile, her calmness around me, 

her eyes, her peacefulness, life feels alive when I'm with her, 

nothing else matters, I miss her when she's away, 

I'm missing her now, she's the only temptation I give into, 

she's the only spring I drink from, 

she's the only light I bask in, 

when everything else doesn't matter...

she's the only one of significance,

I'm losing myself ..to gain her, 

I'm surrendering my path ..to join with hers, 

I'm blinding myself from everyone ..to see her, 

I'm numb to random emotions ..to marinate in hers, 

I'm silent to my doubts ..and hopeful to her wishes, 

wherever she is...she is with me, I'm with her...

she's my companion...my friend...my lover..

I LOVE YOU [I think] BY SpicePoetry

What if I can’t tell the difference..

Between space and distance


Love and affection, lust and attraction

Between loving you, and being in love with you

Do I love you, or is it just the feeling I love

See I have this one problem,


I gave up on love, and its not an excuse


Maybe I should’ve made it clear from the start


Before I led you into pouring out your heart

You see me through the veil of expectation


As I watch you glide through the air of anticipation


What could be more difficult at this moment,


Than to startle you from the calmness of  your dream

To stir a storm of disappointment, deception, hurt

Love never felt so right, and wrong at the same time


It a struggle of moving forward while being dragged

Taking one step ahead, and two back...


What if I got it wrong, and I cant go on


Made you feel like you belong,


I used to like listening to that song


The one that always made us feel like we’re one


I say I love you, I try so hard to believe it


You keep pouring out your love, and its never enough

Truth is, I’m unable to love you like you love me


In all that I can do to make you happy,


I am more into what I shouldn’t do to hurt you

These are the feelings I’m trying to figure out

Whether to learn to love you, or to run and leave you. 

[17.12.2015]

Smitten

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Crazy as it may seem, I like you,
Many things cross my mind
Many I’d rather not talk about
Before I come out, maybe I should wait
Though my mind is racing fast, thoughts of you
This time for me it’s different, somehow
There’s something about your eyes..your smile
Igniting my attraction towards you
Many times we talk light kindheartedly
The laughter and giggles,
A welcomed fresh breath of air
And this rather seems a good thing
Silence at times creeps in between us
A moment I get to think of you, miss you

A new promise, beautiful times call out
Sometimes i want to see you
But i dont know how to get to you
I find myself singing along to love songs
I’m even convinced the stars shine for me
When it all seemed like it didn’t matter
Now nothing else matters much, than talking to you

I long to see the smile you hide behind the phone when we chat
I imagine all these pleasant things about you
I see that need in your eyes, I have it too
I feel your kind nature, your sincerity in our conversations
But all this is just me; this is how I conceive it

If anything ever changes, for better or worse
Know this as my humble confession
A desire to acknowledge the feelings you provoke in me
Every time I hear, see or think of you
There’s a flame that is lighting up more and more inside of me..
If need be, that before it’s an inferno, allow me to kill it down…
For now it won’t burn as bad, it won’t hurt as much

In My Dreams

In My Dreams

What do you think i feel,
when i'm all alone wishing you were real?
Would you be mine?

If i told you i love you,
would you ever believe it to be true?
Say it back to me, if you will.

All i want is for this to feel real,
fantasy is a mirage in the horizon,
do you believe in make belief?

My diamond in a field of snow,
all i see is your bright sparkle,
why do you hide your face from my eyes?

How fast time flies,
how easy the truth feels like lies,
you will be mine some day!

For so long i have been waiting,
for a silhouette in the golden horizon,
in my dreams...we both exist, happily together.

Let me take you into my arms,
feel your breath against the hairs of my neck,
and i will be your protector, in a world made of dreams.

Love Me in a Haste

Love Me in a Haste

Love me when the storms are cool and calm
We only have today for tomorrow might never come
Block out the world and see me, it’ll do you no harm
Girl love me now before we lose the charm

This discerning moment could be our only chance
What if the music stops and we miss our dance
Let’s trust in the promise of love and lasting romance

These feelings can be daunting and memories haunting
Sieving through my past i've come to learn one thing
Whether It’s the few days that I have spent with you
Or the forever we yearn and hope for to be ours
I have come to accept that time runs out eventually
Please don’t make us wait for longer than we already have
I am here to stay, our story begins here

I embrace these feelings and I know that certainly
If I have you beside me, we can both travel this journey
Lay out your claim without doubt, for I am all yours

I saw you approaching through the misty fog clouding my eyes
A silhoutte of this magnificent form pacing towards me
The nearer you got to me the farther i was pulled away
I reached out my hand for you to hold but you just glanced at me
Could it be that fate shows me the one thing i really desire
but still keeps it away from me, near enough but far from me
could it be my portion?

Faded Love

It is not something that's black and white
To stop loving you and actually tell you that
Even if i tried, at some point you'd see it
Please don't cry for me, cause it's just a shame

I am not worthy of your tears, i can't claim your heart
Try to rise above all the years, that you've been hurt
Eventually confirming the fears, that you had from the start
"Paul you're a liar, and everything to you is like a game"

I could pretend that i didn't feel the pain
That moment when you found out again
Every promise i made was made in vain
Probably things would still have been the same.

I tried just like you, some people say that is all that matters
Things haven't worked out, feelings spread out in tatters
Endless wishes of a special love served in silver platters
Politely i would say we were crazy, not in the right 'heart' frame

It started out fine, It was amazing, It was all we wanted
Though feelings change, Feelings fade, Feelings are jaded
Envy for Jealousy, Love for Hate, Flirts..words not intended
People see things differently, love sometimes just gets fucked up!!

Felt Right, But It Was Wrong

Minutes ticked away poignantly, hours turned into days

Thoughts spinning, her stare caught in a blank daze

Appearances had her hoping, wishing in so many ways

Mostly he had her believing, that he’s the kind that stays

‘I Love You’ that is a rather overly misused phrase

She now has ears deaf to any man who’ll say it to her face

All the memories of the past were painfully erased

Lest he apologizes for what he did, the pain he caused

He didn’t change who she was, he destroyed who she could be

She readily admitted to herself, that she was too blinded to see

There’s no such thing as forever on this earth, it just can’t be

What wrong did she commit, what are the signs she didn’t see

She will heal in time, the recurring pain of love lost

Prey to deceitful charm, he pursued her at any cost

Itching regret of time wasted, moments when it all looked rosy

She lies on the bed chastened, holding her white pillow closely

Is the pain the essence of love, could she love without being hurt

Is betrayal the evidence of lies, could she possibly have seen that

Is trust the absence of reason, could she have protected her heart

She hurts in silence, sadness, pain, self-pity, heartbroken, damaged….

Don't Leave by Spice Poetry

"Don't Leave" I heard the words
And i heard them real clear
When it seemed it could get worse
That's when she shed the tear

She said "One moment you were here,
And baby it all felt good, it all felt right,
Afraid to love again, you took away my fear,
Because of you, i loved again in blind sight"

It broke my heart that i was leaving
She tagged my arm desperately pleading
Saying...

"Baby look at me, please turn your face,
This isn't fair, i need you to cut the chase,
Why're you leaving, we're in the right place,
I have loved you with my all, why the disgrace?"

I saw the pain in her eyes, The love she never hides
I saw the beautiful memories we shared, the ties
I saw myself in her, I saw where my future lies
I got down on my knees, and in one last attempt..

"Baby i'm sorry, we've both been deeply hurt before,
In this moment our tears have been brought to the fore,
Our love story has a new chapter beaming it's glow,
Let's save us and love shall bring us our tomorrow"

A new day beckons from afar, Ours is a tale written in the stars
Our hearts healing from their scars, and forever love..Baby that's what we are.

Love Surrender

i asked you to stay
but you left any way
sometimes i ask myself
could things have been different
maybe if i mentioned it earlier
some words spoken sooner
if only i came to see you that day
would things have been different
would things have been better?

well it is as they say it is
say our goodbyes and leave in peace
sometimes we win, sometimes we lose
love is bliss, meant for the 'fools'
we could have been good together
but we'll never know it for sure, ever!

this is my point of realization, knowing whats true
'say something i'm giving up on you'
i may feel free, but bound in the past
dwelling on wishful moments that didn't last

though i feel you still belong to me
everything we did still feels real to me
i know this isn't where we belong
all signs indicate that i was wrong
and yes its my fault, I'll find a way to move on!

It is Time, Again. [spice.erotics]

the squealing and the screaming,
the groaning and the scratching.
it was all passionate and amazing,
like a sweet memory it’s all coming back to me.

It’s been sometime i've been thinkin,
gradually the mood has sneaking in.
passions running through my veins;
actually it’s my blood that’s rushing,
rushing to charge the canon bulging.
my imagination is running wild;
tis like a ticking time bomb.
seemingly all is being revealed,
I want you…I really urgently need you.

seems just like last night… we were in the dark,
raining passionate kisses down on each other,
our warm bodies hard pressed against each other,
bed covers finding refuge on the  floor,
tongue to tongue we play sensual fights,
devouring sweet life out of each other.
almost drowning in each others' lust,
air was getting harder and harder to reach;
we wriggled on the sheets, squeaking the head board…
all i could see were shadows on the wall,
next it was us on the floor with a gentle thud,

pinning you down by your arms.
you moaned like a hungry lioness,
digging your claws into the wooden floor,
each kiss weakened you...each touch jerked you
your body gleamed of the sweat reflective,
a magnificent likeness to a Greek bronze goddess,
puckered breasts soft and tender, firm yet nimble
soft feel of hard nipples against the warmth my tongue and lips.

it was a night like no other; your scent filled the room,
so much passion for our maiden night.
nothing else existed except for you and i,
the moment was creeping in by the second,
through every touch,through every sigh,
every caress over your supple skin…
every movement of those restless hips,
the intense throbs between my thighs, between your thighs...
it all felt right, and t'was perfect a night..a perfect moment

i lowered it upon you, you took it gently,
slowly.. then hard, astronomical sensations
swiftly massaging it by the movement of your pelvic,
when you tell me to gently slide it in there,
move it a little to the side then touch you there,
kiss me and hold me close, and hold it right there.
i couldn’t help acknowledge your prowess by my groans,
you made it your own, in my light you shone sexy,
i got lost in my world and found myself in yours.
rhythmically slow and gentle you moved,
faster and harder you kept rocking, twirling your hips
minute after minute through what seemed like hours,
a night of extreme mystifying  passion,
what you gave I consumed,like a faithful servant of lust
what I gave you, you made your it your own…all night long.

worn out and exhausted, heavily panting and sweaty
we still wanted more of what we tasted,
i think of nothing else, nothing else but you.
moments pass by, leaving me floating in your world,
memories reeling over and over like clouds of endless rain,
i want you here in my arms again,closer..
kissing you…holding you, whispering naughty things to you
"..give it to me over and over.." its no secret, i want you more
i’m burning up with desire, the more you give the more i want
this is a hard moment to contain, get here soon…lets not waste it.
It Is Time, again.

 









spice.eroticss 2013

Acceptance Bears Comfort

i'm not feeling so good right now
my heart is growing heavy
and my mind is getting hazy
a troubled path, this i have found

i need to find some strength
maybe kneel on the ground
hide my face and make a sound

a heavy load is upon my shoulder
fading dreams and broken hope
my teary eyes, a man broken
a bleak vision, a dying ambition

strength is of character, might is of ability
a victim is to circumstance, guilty of his choices
destiny is beyond control, fate is a ticking time bomb
and when the time comes, when its that time of reckoning
his soul is of more value than his life.

acceptance bears comfort
failure breeds contempt
society creates a machine
adapting to norms, and practices
reality is a fire that burns
lies are a soft blowing wind that soothes

release these haunting thoughts from deep inside me
purpose of life, meaning of life, understanding of the hidden
open my eyes, i want to see.. i want to understand
remove this veil, why this...
life, choices, visions, dreams, passions, survival, regret,
love, influence, happiness, sin......

 

She is a Lady

He was nervous, but he knew he couldn’t show it

He saw her sitting across the room, calmly waiting

She looked beautiful, she had really beautiful eyes

Fairly light skinned, in a white dress with blue flowers

Hair flowing down her right cheek, she looked graceful

This girl, was beautiful..!!

He moved closer and greeted her, smiling but anxious

Her eyes glowed like sparkling diamonds in a field of snow

She had a sense of calm in her collected demeanor

Her every movement was filled with assurance

He instantly knew she was not like any other girl

This girl, was special..!!

A cool exterior was his disguise, hiding his obvious admiration

He gazed at her, hopelessly lost in her compelling darling eyes

She held his gaze; and so with a smile that defines her cheeks

He wished he could contain that unexplainable feeling, but;

The attraction he felt was taking hold, stimulating and strong

This girl, was attractive..!!

He had feelings he didn’t know could come out; for a stranger

It must be the way she inadvertently got him to feel, to like her

He wanted to breathe in her scent, and keep it with him all day

He wanted to feel her lips, feel them lightly pressed against his

It’s an unexplainable feeling; hard to believe unless you feel it

This girl, was intriguing..!!

He now indulges with his thoughts, reminiscently thinking of her

Having found refuge in the hands of fantasy; he ignores the reality

He realizes it could be illusion as well that lies ahead, he ponders

He knows he has to wait, till the time is or feels right; then maybe

Just maybe he will be her knight in shining armor, as the saying goes

If only he could find the time to tell her, it might forever; but….

This girl, she is Unforgettable..!!

Silver Lining

I miss you, I miss your smile
I miss seeing you high
I miss playing games with you...

I miss your whispers...
your shouts..., your cooking..
I miss everything about you...

I don't wanna believe i made a wrong turn
When you left i could feel my heart burn
But now i'm over it, i'm trying to have fun
In the early mornings without you, i go for a run

I am not going to beat myself up over you
Same way i'm not gonna readily give up on you
Only one girl means almost everything to me, and that's you
I don't think of you as a mistake, i know i love you

I accused you of aggressively moving things so fast
Still I drunk off your cup of love as if to quench my thirst
But it's a desire i now realize stems from my past
and i need you every step of the way to make it last

I am Uncertain, but yet Hopeful
I feel the Attraction, yet i am Cautious
I want to be Passionate, and have us Believe
That we'll be Stable, and Love shall carry us
I know this is Crazy, but i am Excited

Someday somehow, i'll get my silver lining.

That Was [My Valentines}

We walked around jovially holding hands
I gave her kisses just to say many thanks
She's always amazing, truly one of her kind
She has a smile that can blow your mind
You would have to be hopelessly blind
Not to notice her meticulously curved behind

I gave her compliments, made her laugh
I gave her my all, till she couldn't have enough
I gave her the most important thing i could have
I gave her my Time, Devotion and Honest Love

She is a queen to me, an envy to all women
For those who saw her, judging by their acumen
I was a happy man, not showing all my former pain
Perfect love, something so mythical to try to attain
But i believe this to be a good start,
My first real Valentine, i hope to celebrate again.

spice_scripts 13-15-02

Good Bye in Advance

My head feels heavy and my mind overwhelmed
trying to figure out stuff and i cant find a conclusion
should i get up and leave or should i stay?
i am trying to love you right,
but it feels like an effort too late.
you know what i feel for you, i might have lost my way
something about us felt right, and different from the rest
i took that leap for you, i turned down many others for you
You have been nothing short of amazing
how can something so right end up feeling so wrong?
You do everything by the rules..you love me right
but i am used to breaking the rules, i like it rough.
or maybe i thought....

why are we fading away?
i am sorry if i haven't loved you right, touched you right..
maybe i don't kiss you as much as i first used to, every moment
i call it a mid-Love crisis, i hate feelings like these
such feelings spell the end of something so great..
i know leaving feels like the best decision, can we just hold on?
two hearts involved as one, i am you..you are me.
we can't be without each other...i feel like my heart is being ripped
i feel trapped, i feel caught..then it all makes sense somehow
i am my own prisoner of love..tied up by chains of my past heartbreaks
Locked up in my dreams of the future perfect love without flaws
where i don't see us existing..i don't know at what point we fade away.

Is my vision blinded?
I wish to be honest with you, open up and let my heart out.
but i am confused, on what to say or rather how to say it...i just feel lost.
i can't say you deserve someone better, for i know i am the best for you
i can't ask you to leave either for i know you're the one i need
i wish i met you in my future, the life i live now is a dream i wish to wake from
everything feels so right and true..real. ..but when i wake from this dream,
i am afraid you won't be in my reality.

In Your Silence

when you weren't talking to me,
i was drifting away rather swiftly,
the first times it happened hurt deeply,
but 'm getting used to it now really.
meanwhile in your angered serenity,
i got time to catch up with old friends,
i made a couple of new buddies too.
i realized something surprisingly true,
my world doesn't fully revolve around you,
i even ate more, read more, socialized more,
i missed you but i slowly dealt with the feeling,
i gained more control over my emotions.
you're slowly slipping into the majority category,
and my priorities taking the important attention,
the more you get silent on me
the more liberated i feel I'm becoming
the more you denied me your attention
the more i got it from others
I'm undeniably sensing our incompatibility
and my urge to keep searching strongly evident
Man is no island, i am no island
i am always craving companionship
and i will have it where its given

Realisation

Take me away, liberate my mind
Fire up my hopes, and reveal my dreams
I’m a destitute being, humbled and tamed
Wading through life, feeding off fading wishes
Everything I’ve worked for, time and time again
Waiting and hoping, to see a better tomorrow

When do people cut loose from the anchor hope?
I envisioned a different life, but I live a different reality
I used to be the hero, now I’m in need of a hero
To free me from my bondage, show me my purpose
Reveal the meaning of all this...

Is this the dear price I am to pay
For cheating my way through life?
Open my channels of understanding
To deduce reason from cause
Desperation is becoming my turmoil
But my only hope is in You LORD
To offer me peace and guidance
And the strength to see it through.

Don't Wake Me

I'm not in this by myself,
I want this from deep within my soul,
I don't want to drift off with just another beautiful face,
Let our affection carry us to a beautiful place.

Constant bickering and crying baby ain't no fun,
I listen to love songs hoping every wrong's undone,
It's foolish that we think we could abandon,
This adventure that we just embarked on.

I don't want this love to die before..,
before i give you something worth living for.

My heart is now at ease, I'm so consumed by your serenity,
Hopefully you'll take me inside your dreams to find reality.

Just like autumn leaves.. I'm falling for you,
It's so unexpected but know this is true.
Our imperfections are so in tune put together,
And right now i don't even see them because of you.

It's crazy how without a sound,or touch, just your eyes
You make me feel things...

I wish there was an easy way i could say all this.
For by these feelings i'm now bound..
Hoping with time you'll come around..
and with that,pick me up from the ground,
and wake me from this dream.