Realisation...

i pretend it doesn't bother me
your silence over the distance
i block it out from my thoughts
not to feel this way,no not today
things have changed so fast
the excitement is taking a dive
no matter how hard i try
history is always a constant pry

i reflect on my past as today is
hurt keeps going round as in an axis
familiarity's become a common instance
has it always been about me?
this is more than just coincidence
i wonder, am i the problem ultimately?

i need a change, a different scene
i know this storyline too well
i'm set to lose you, that i've seen
held under a seemingly cast spell

instead of fighting back, i'll make peace
instead of cheating too, i'll stay faithful
instead of doubting you, i'll learn to trust you
instead of giving up, i'll love you more and more
today maybe the sun will shine, instead of rain
i'll wake up beside you tomorrow
instead of shouting at you, this time i'll listen
i will sacrifice...if that means i might keep you

this is my defining moment
this is our defining moment
bear with me,
share with me..
..we need this.

spice.sripts 2010