..heart sway by SPICE

feels different, takes me on the ascent
feels so new, us..me and you
feels like i'm suffocating..,
in the thoughts i'm thinking.

i don’t go a day,
without a 'hi' to say.
it costs a part of me, a tear or two,
when you don't miss me too..
it breaks my heart,like a pot of clay.

i apologize, i won't hold back,
i realize, that you're still hurting,
i compromise, our new friendship,
it's unwise, to hurry to fill this crack,
time flies, and this is my heart,
a longing in my eyes, feel it on my lip.

i won’t try to understand the intrigue,
i’ll learn to embrace it..accomodate it,
the chaos in my mind,the fear of falling for you.

i tell myself not to suffocate, not to over relate
my persistent thoughts still lead to you.
i brace myself for these walls i have to break,
to survive this journey i feel not ready for.

i’ve been in this coma so long,
no longer know how love used to feel like,
that, almost pulled me under,
that, almost made me, not feel again....

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