.::untitled 3::. | spice

certainly she loves him, but for how long?
certainly her love flows to his rhythm, in him she can belong.
unfortunately he's drowned in fear, likely to quit on her any minute..,
fortunately she's kept him near, stuck by him so resolute.

he has known no better love; his own is a heart burdened,
a curse bound round his neck,
pulling him down to the ground,a struggle he can't take.

he wants to love her right, be her lover and friend
he wants to survive his fight, but he feels chained and foresees a looming end.

chained to;
a past of barren assurances "..people always leave.." [realities of the past]
a present of indecisiveness "..she's not what he really wants.." [illusions of the present]
a future of assumptions "..gotta put himself together first.." [ambitions of the future]

will she be able to love him past his uncertainties,
see him for his potential and vast possibilities,
will she understand he's just human, help him inspire a belief in himself?
but again, it doesn't worry him...cause people always leave anyway...
..and again maybe she just wasn't the girl for him..she can walk away.,
..on a different view, maybe he should just put his life together first.,
before he's worried that he's actually cursed.

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