It is Time, Again. [spice.erotics]

the squealing and the screaming,
the groaning and the scratching.
it was all passionate and amazing,
like a sweet memory it’s all coming back to me.

It’s been sometime i've been thinkin,
gradually the mood has sneaking in.
passions running through my veins;
actually it’s my blood that’s rushing,
rushing to charge the canon bulging.
my imagination is running wild;
tis like a ticking time bomb.
seemingly all is being revealed,
I want you…I really urgently need you.

seems just like last night… we were in the dark,
raining passionate kisses down on each other,
our warm bodies hard pressed against each other,
bed covers finding refuge on the  floor,
tongue to tongue we play sensual fights,
devouring sweet life out of each other.
almost drowning in each others' lust,
air was getting harder and harder to reach;
we wriggled on the sheets, squeaking the head board…
all i could see were shadows on the wall,
next it was us on the floor with a gentle thud,

pinning you down by your arms.
you moaned like a hungry lioness,
digging your claws into the wooden floor,
each kiss weakened you...each touch jerked you
your body gleamed of the sweat reflective,
a magnificent likeness to a Greek bronze goddess,
puckered breasts soft and tender, firm yet nimble
soft feel of hard nipples against the warmth my tongue and lips.

it was a night like no other; your scent filled the room,
so much passion for our maiden night.
nothing else existed except for you and i,
the moment was creeping in by the second,
through every touch,through every sigh,
every caress over your supple skin…
every movement of those restless hips,
the intense throbs between my thighs, between your thighs...
it all felt right, and t'was perfect a night..a perfect moment

i lowered it upon you, you took it gently,
slowly.. then hard, astronomical sensations
swiftly massaging it by the movement of your pelvic,
when you tell me to gently slide it in there,
move it a little to the side then touch you there,
kiss me and hold me close, and hold it right there.
i couldn’t help acknowledge your prowess by my groans,
you made it your own, in my light you shone sexy,
i got lost in my world and found myself in yours.
rhythmically slow and gentle you moved,
faster and harder you kept rocking, twirling your hips
minute after minute through what seemed like hours,
a night of extreme mystifying  passion,
what you gave I consumed,like a faithful servant of lust
what I gave you, you made your it your own…all night long.

worn out and exhausted, heavily panting and sweaty
we still wanted more of what we tasted,
i think of nothing else, nothing else but you.
moments pass by, leaving me floating in your world,
memories reeling over and over like clouds of endless rain,
i want you here in my arms again,closer..
kissing you…holding you, whispering naughty things to you
"..give it to me over and over.." its no secret, i want you more
i’m burning up with desire, the more you give the more i want
this is a hard moment to contain, get here soon…lets not waste it.
It Is Time, again.

 









spice.eroticss 2013

Acceptance Bears Comfort

i'm not feeling so good right now
my heart is growing heavy
and my mind is getting hazy
a troubled path, this i have found

i need to find some strength
maybe kneel on the ground
hide my face and make a sound

a heavy load is upon my shoulder
fading dreams and broken hope
my teary eyes, a man broken
a bleak vision, a dying ambition

strength is of character, might is of ability
a victim is to circumstance, guilty of his choices
destiny is beyond control, fate is a ticking time bomb
and when the time comes, when its that time of reckoning
his soul is of more value than his life.

acceptance bears comfort
failure breeds contempt
society creates a machine
adapting to norms, and practices
reality is a fire that burns
lies are a soft blowing wind that soothes

release these haunting thoughts from deep inside me
purpose of life, meaning of life, understanding of the hidden
open my eyes, i want to see.. i want to understand
remove this veil, why this...
life, choices, visions, dreams, passions, survival, regret,
love, influence, happiness, sin......

 

She is a Lady

He was nervous, but he knew he couldn’t show it

He saw her sitting across the room, calmly waiting

She looked beautiful, she had really beautiful eyes

Fairly light skinned, in a white dress with blue flowers

Hair flowing down her right cheek, she looked graceful

This girl, was beautiful..!!

He moved closer and greeted her, smiling but anxious

Her eyes glowed like sparkling diamonds in a field of snow

She had a sense of calm in her collected demeanor

Her every movement was filled with assurance

He instantly knew she was not like any other girl

This girl, was special..!!

A cool exterior was his disguise, hiding his obvious admiration

He gazed at her, hopelessly lost in her compelling darling eyes

She held his gaze; and so with a smile that defines her cheeks

He wished he could contain that unexplainable feeling, but;

The attraction he felt was taking hold, stimulating and strong

This girl, was attractive..!!

He had feelings he didn’t know could come out; for a stranger

It must be the way she inadvertently got him to feel, to like her

He wanted to breathe in her scent, and keep it with him all day

He wanted to feel her lips, feel them lightly pressed against his

It’s an unexplainable feeling; hard to believe unless you feel it

This girl, was intriguing..!!

He now indulges with his thoughts, reminiscently thinking of her

Having found refuge in the hands of fantasy; he ignores the reality

He realizes it could be illusion as well that lies ahead, he ponders

He knows he has to wait, till the time is or feels right; then maybe

Just maybe he will be her knight in shining armor, as the saying goes

If only he could find the time to tell her, it might forever; but….

This girl, she is Unforgettable..!!

Silver Lining

I miss you, I miss your smile
I miss seeing you high
I miss playing games with you...

I miss your whispers...
your shouts..., your cooking..
I miss everything about you...

I don't wanna believe i made a wrong turn
When you left i could feel my heart burn
But now i'm over it, i'm trying to have fun
In the early mornings without you, i go for a run

I am not going to beat myself up over you
Same way i'm not gonna readily give up on you
Only one girl means almost everything to me, and that's you
I don't think of you as a mistake, i know i love you

I accused you of aggressively moving things so fast
Still I drunk off your cup of love as if to quench my thirst
But it's a desire i now realize stems from my past
and i need you every step of the way to make it last

I am Uncertain, but yet Hopeful
I feel the Attraction, yet i am Cautious
I want to be Passionate, and have us Believe
That we'll be Stable, and Love shall carry us
I know this is Crazy, but i am Excited

Someday somehow, i'll get my silver lining.

That Was [My Valentines}

We walked around jovially holding hands
I gave her kisses just to say many thanks
She's always amazing, truly one of her kind
She has a smile that can blow your mind
You would have to be hopelessly blind
Not to notice her meticulously curved behind

I gave her compliments, made her laugh
I gave her my all, till she couldn't have enough
I gave her the most important thing i could have
I gave her my Time, Devotion and Honest Love

She is a queen to me, an envy to all women
For those who saw her, judging by their acumen
I was a happy man, not showing all my former pain
Perfect love, something so mythical to try to attain
But i believe this to be a good start,
My first real Valentine, i hope to celebrate again.

spice_scripts 13-15-02

Good Bye in Advance

My head feels heavy and my mind overwhelmed
trying to figure out stuff and i cant find a conclusion
should i get up and leave or should i stay?
i am trying to love you right,
but it feels like an effort too late.
you know what i feel for you, i might have lost my way
something about us felt right, and different from the rest
i took that leap for you, i turned down many others for you
You have been nothing short of amazing
how can something so right end up feeling so wrong?
You do everything by the rules..you love me right
but i am used to breaking the rules, i like it rough.
or maybe i thought....

why are we fading away?
i am sorry if i haven't loved you right, touched you right..
maybe i don't kiss you as much as i first used to, every moment
i call it a mid-Love crisis, i hate feelings like these
such feelings spell the end of something so great..
i know leaving feels like the best decision, can we just hold on?
two hearts involved as one, i am you..you are me.
we can't be without each other...i feel like my heart is being ripped
i feel trapped, i feel caught..then it all makes sense somehow
i am my own prisoner of love..tied up by chains of my past heartbreaks
Locked up in my dreams of the future perfect love without flaws
where i don't see us existing..i don't know at what point we fade away.

Is my vision blinded?
I wish to be honest with you, open up and let my heart out.
but i am confused, on what to say or rather how to say it...i just feel lost.
i can't say you deserve someone better, for i know i am the best for you
i can't ask you to leave either for i know you're the one i need
i wish i met you in my future, the life i live now is a dream i wish to wake from
everything feels so right and true..real. ..but when i wake from this dream,
i am afraid you won't be in my reality.

In Your Silence

when you weren't talking to me,
i was drifting away rather swiftly,
the first times it happened hurt deeply,
but 'm getting used to it now really.
meanwhile in your angered serenity,
i got time to catch up with old friends,
i made a couple of new buddies too.
i realized something surprisingly true,
my world doesn't fully revolve around you,
i even ate more, read more, socialized more,
i missed you but i slowly dealt with the feeling,
i gained more control over my emotions.
you're slowly slipping into the majority category,
and my priorities taking the important attention,
the more you get silent on me
the more liberated i feel I'm becoming
the more you denied me your attention
the more i got it from others
I'm undeniably sensing our incompatibility
and my urge to keep searching strongly evident
Man is no island, i am no island
i am always craving companionship
and i will have it where its given

Realisation

Take me away, liberate my mind
Fire up my hopes, and reveal my dreams
I’m a destitute being, humbled and tamed
Wading through life, feeding off fading wishes
Everything I’ve worked for, time and time again
Waiting and hoping, to see a better tomorrow

When do people cut loose from the anchor hope?
I envisioned a different life, but I live a different reality
I used to be the hero, now I’m in need of a hero
To free me from my bondage, show me my purpose
Reveal the meaning of all this...

Is this the dear price I am to pay
For cheating my way through life?
Open my channels of understanding
To deduce reason from cause
Desperation is becoming my turmoil
But my only hope is in You LORD
To offer me peace and guidance
And the strength to see it through.

Don't Wake Me

I'm not in this by myself,
I want this from deep within my soul,
I don't want to drift off with just another beautiful face,
Let our affection carry us to a beautiful place.

Constant bickering and crying baby ain't no fun,
I listen to love songs hoping every wrong's undone,
It's foolish that we think we could abandon,
This adventure that we just embarked on.

I don't want this love to die before..,
before i give you something worth living for.

My heart is now at ease, I'm so consumed by your serenity,
Hopefully you'll take me inside your dreams to find reality.

Just like autumn leaves.. I'm falling for you,
It's so unexpected but know this is true.
Our imperfections are so in tune put together,
And right now i don't even see them because of you.

It's crazy how without a sound,or touch, just your eyes
You make me feel things...

I wish there was an easy way i could say all this.
For by these feelings i'm now bound..
Hoping with time you'll come around..
and with that,pick me up from the ground,
and wake me from this dream.

Come.., Draw Near

Come..,
draw close don't just wait there,
for you i'm ready to dare,
to work my luck just for us to pair.

Come..,
into my life and i'll share,
it's my love i want to declare,
my darling, my morning sun's glare.

Draw near..,
maybe you'll feel it when you're near,
be not anxious when in my loving care,
its a love that no one can compare,

Come..,
dwell with me forever,
let us grow in love together,
devoted companions to one another.

Come..,
let us have some closure,
touch my heart baby be my lover,
in my life i'll need no other.

Draw near..,
maybe you'll feel my love when you're near,
stay still and feel my warmth my dear,
feel my touch, i will kiss away your fear,
let's consummate our love, let's make it clear,
we'll grow old together, year after year.
but we have to stick together, so
Come...Draw Near my love.

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Proud Pauper [spice.lost scripts]

Mornings are a stressful sight..
None of his efforts is going right..
He's getting used to the loser's cocoon
He seems to shy away from the fight..

They say to walk on this earth for him is unfit..
He's forsaken courage for the comfort of a seat.
Letting fear and worry eat him away bit after bit..
He refuses to unlock reason, he's nothing more than a candle unlit..

His is a liquid stance,unable to take one form..
Easily rattled and ruffled by the faintest storm..
Into a failure's spill, he's had to transform..

All summed up in a heart breaking past..
Everything he's touched doesn't last..
His eyesight now crumpled up by dust.

His hopes dashed
it's all become elusive,
life's not conducive,
his mind no longer constructive....
society has turned abusive.
Proud Pauper, his peers greatest joke!!!

My Woman, My Queen

i marvel at her curves, her fullness..
the flawless transition from head to toe,
she brings me alive with desire,
above her being my queen..
she is my woman.

W-wonderful being, magnificently formed..
O-out of millions, it's her i would pick..
M-merits every word of praise..,
A-angels do live on earth, i'm with one
N-no feeling comes close to what she makes me feel.

her brown skin, tender smooth brown skin..
her cute cheeks, kissable cute cheeks..
hmmm, her thighs.,beautiful yellow thighs..
Physical beauty, complimented by inner awesomeness..

like where all angels dwell,
when i'm with her..
i feel like i'm in heaven..
when i'm with my woman..my queen.

spice.scripts2011_my woman, my queen

Your Wish

treat me like a lover,
and i shall love you..

treat me like a companion,
i'll always be by your side..

see the potential in me,
not the conditions in which i be..

treat me like you friend,
always here when i need a shoulder..

treat me with much tenderness,
for in return we'll live in happiness..

see and appreciate the good in me,
not the bad things that i used to be!

treat me as your one and only,
i'll be faithful...i shall never stray..

treat me with suspicion and mis-trust,
and i will keep my eyes open..,for your wandering lust..

see in me no future with you,
i saw that way before you..

and tonight you shall wait on me,
and it shall be your longest wait..

you treated me as a stray dog,
tonight..i find myself a new shelter..

spice.scripts2010_your wish

I'm Only Human

i'm not a poet, neither a writer
i'm a coward..i'm evasive
i'm honest, sometimes elusive
i'm an animal., wired with only instincts
i have to survive, i have to live
in my comfort zone i'm serene
out in the fields i'm cautious
i'm adaptive, i am protective
i am human.., a being of reason
i think, i evaluate...i learn
that's just a bit of me
sometimes i speak my mind
sometimes i shun the front lines..and stay behind
i laugh when i'm hurting
sometimes i hurt.,while you're laughing
i'm ignored.., sometimes i mean the world to you
sometimes i'm somebody else
just so i can tolerate you
at times i say i'm ok, when i'm really not
but you can't take the whole of this as the truth,
cause sometimes i lie..
i'm only human!!

spice.scripts2011_i'm only human

Simply Feel It

do you believe in love?
do you believe you can love, or be loved..
have you ever felt so alive when you think of that person,
that person who defines what you feel,
who gives it a meaning to call it love.
but who ever defined it, who made the rules to falling in love?
when should we call it so..
is it the feeling majority persons go through..
how do i know it's love,
committed, unfailing trustworthy love..
that brightening feeling in the morning,
and the calming peace when you go to sleep..
and when she utters she loves me,
i know she's going through what i am,
and it's all simple..
I know it's love, cause she makes me feel it..

spice.scripts2011_simply feel it

Body Blues

i'm sensually heating up,
my skin feels like it needs an arousal touch.
sweet rasping yearning is lighting up,
desire flames dancing high like a fiery torch..

my lips need to be kissed,
my eyes need to be closed..,
..to take in every caress,every gentle whisper.
my hairs need to be stroked,
my body needs to be rocked,
..to shake up every nerve and bind my mind in a twister.

but this won't happen tonight,
i wish you were real to touch, here in sight..

make love to me only...
i offer myself, to you only.
your lips, hands.. move them all over me,
take me on the orgasmic ascent,
.. make me your woman, own me.

but this night will float away,
as i ride on the carpet of wishes,
dreaming of your kisses,
dreaming of you..to take away this feeling,
this yearning..

spice.scripts2011_body blues

Kiss Me Again

take your time to kiss me,
kiss me slow, kiss me gentle,
don't rush...let your lips warm my skin,
i'll show you all the spots,
brush your lips caressingly over mine,
anticipate the moment when i part mine.
kiss me here., kiss me again here
right below my ear,gentle as you are.,
suck it a little, you arouse my senses,

skin to skin...breath to breath,
spot the difference?

..suck my lower lip..give it a lil bite
..proceed with the same intensity
..own my every sensation
..make me ooze with desire.

my skin tingles..
when you run your tongue over it,
my senses rapture into a strong yearning,
breath softly across the hairs of my neck,
feel the intensity of this moment
..lets float in it,
desires of our passionate nature
..we embrace every yearning moan.

it's a kiss to last a lifetime,
wishing for forever to dwell in us,
neck to neck.,
breast to chest,
waist to waist..
it's a moment to spark lasting romance,
embrace me my darling,
and kiss me once again...

spice.scripts2011_once more

Script Deception

let me lead you away to some place quiet,
the more there's silence..the more we're eloquent,
to speak from our imagination,
seek notions that spell like portion,
to remain..you engulfed in my devotion.

the time apart goes without mention,
left with no strength to fight,numbed by surprise.,
i would've sworn i froze..still as ice,
but the memory of that sweet kiss has kept me warm,
this stillness in the night..i need you lying on my arm.

I'm trying to forget the past...
wishes and lust for those moments don't last,
scared of it i move into the future,
my choosy nature is still my reliable feature,
bear with me and sorry if you i torture,
settling for fantasies i won't think of nor foster.

such enticing irony., pulling yet repulsive,
the mysterious dark angel..prying hearts yet elusive,
felt your presence come and go..yet it wasn't intrusive..
the last of impostors..I've never been exclusive..
guarding my heart..your kind are out to deceive..
..hence the curtain has to fall on us.

spice.colabo 2011_script deception pt II
_credits to spice & Traicy_

Stolen Memories

with all the attention, i still feel lonely..
cause i need just your attention, yours only.

i fantasize of your consuming essence,
seated here alone..i crave your presence..
no longer on the edge..i've fallen over to your side of the fence.

if i never believed in love..this must be something close to it,
someone once came up with the phrase, 'i hate that i love u so..',
i could use the same phrase.., but..
i don't hate that i love you..,
i love that i love you so..,
that the mere mention of your name can affect me so..,
that the mere thought of you leaves me with either a smile or a frown...

but what i do hate from deep inside of me..,
is the simple fact that you are not beside me..,
that you are not mine.

there is no denying, i really miss you,
more than i can say..,sad times are few..
i can't concentrate on anything everyday.. all i see is you..

my mind keeps reliving those shared moments,
i'm a mess without your calming presence.. and your soothing sentiments,
can't wait to hold you again., kiss you again,

..and finally i could live in the present with you,
..and i would tell you how much i missed you,
..and how much i've come to love you,
...and repeat all the silly things i say just to make you laugh,
..and relive our stolen moments again..just you and me.

spice.colabo2011_stolen moments

Thoughts Of You

i watched you the other night
as you fell asleep on my shoulder
so peaceful you looked
at rest with your thoughts, your worries
your hand lay on my chest, beneath my shirt
my fingers gently stroking your hair
i felt like i could protect you
keep you away from hurt, form the pain
i felt you were safe in my arms.

what i feel for you is considered not right
people ask,'how long have you even known her?'
people say that my heart is acting crooked
they say they've heard of such love stories
they say many end up in hurt
but they don't know what's it unless they're there
they don't know what it feels like being with you
we stand little to lose, but our lifetimes to gain
we become one when we're in each others arms!

why can't i stop thinking about you,
no..,why should i stop thinking about you?
it's the most fulfilling emotion,
thoughts of you in my arms, holding me
memories of your lips upon mine, kissing me
flashes of your fingers on my skin, touching me
i want this feeling forever, being with you
my sweetest surprise came in the form of you
my greatest satisfaction came in knowing you feel me too
my greatest joy is knowing you'll miss me too while you're away

these are my thoughts of you beautiful one,
with eyes that hide nothing,
with a heart that feels something,
and a will that would risk everything...
i know so cause it's exactly how i feel..

spice.scripts2011_thoughts of you